this seems really creepy at first but just listen. she is the sister to my aunt Jen Jen and we are not related by blood and i keep trying to talk my self out of it for many reasons(get to those in a sec) but i can't!
ok now the reasons 1 she is like 2 or more years older (probably at least 5 since she can drink alchohol 2 she is family 3 she does'nt like me (i'm pretty sure) and 4 even if she was open to it and all that i am or am not how could she like me? im ugly and average or below in like everthing while she is beautiful and good with kids, funny and thats all i know for sure. help!
well school is almost out and tomorrow will be the last time i will be able to check this site on a schedule meaning i might check it tuesday next week and then two weeks later check it again instead of how it is now where i check it every day. bummer. at least i have a job though and a "new" video game at my mom's that i'm still trying to beat so i gots that
well i have therapy this weekend and i am bringing up my discomfort with my parents up in it. i don't know what to trust they say the are supportive and i can see it to a degree and i would like to believe they are completely supportive but i... i don't know what to believe. i need a hug (and someone to just love and be open with but that is asking too much isn't it?)
so apparently this guy made a female rendering of the "cyborg ninja" character and it is in a higher quality than either of the games so here is the link
i got the new Ke$ha CD and it is good (also you may find it weird but i have my tastes and you have yours) but nothing can actually beat out daft punk although Ke$ha ties with them but her style is close to daft punk's style but i digress. my mom also gave me a 14 karat rose gold ring so i have an actual ring now not my jankity key ring
would anyone read a zombie book? cuz i'm writing one currently. let me know
i just saw a GAP commercial with Juliette Lewis and DAFT PUNK!! HOLY SHIT IT WAS FUCKED UP!!
well this sucks a pair of my panties are starting to come unstitched and this is only the second time i've worn them. i'm looking into if the store i got them from has an exchange policy. i hope they do.
i had TWO accounts for me from the side of me that is a women but they FUCKING ERASED THEM BOTH AND i didn't violate their terms of service and i can't access a facebook tied to the first one AND i can't create another one because they need people to have a cell phone WHICH I DON'T HAVE!!! i am trying to be reasonable but those ASS-CLOWNS ARE TRYING MY PATIENCE
i may not be just a female(meaning i could be multi-gendered but even if i was it wouldn't make me not proud) but i am so sure that i am a "masculine" female not a "feminine" female and you know what i am damn proud of it. i have finally accepted who i am and my life is better i see life as worth living now and i have hope now!
i was looking for history because i don't know much of the GLBTQ history and got this (it is from wikipedia but it is relativly accurate. i know of some of the names like Sappho)
i don't like my voice. i need to be able to pass as a women (not always i just need the knowledge that i can) and my voice will ruin that. i've even tried feminizing it but it always sounds wrong. this thought of being unable to pass as a woman makes me sad and i cried last nite. on a good note i've expressed my real being and she is a more sociable, more happy and sees life as worth living where Kyle or HE didn't see life as worth living.
i can't get the picture to show up and i've tried everything so here's the adress
yay!!! i am going to be a coordinator for the creation of a "GLBT day" at my school which seems like "justice at last" because my school has the "latino day" today and also does the black history month. like i said it just seemed unfair to me and i decided to talk to my counselor and guess what? if we get enough people we will have a GLBT day. P.S. it will probably be on "national coming out day
me and my dad finally got something out of the way and it would seem he does care(or did care all along but that is a fact up for debate). but anyway it seems like i told him alot and he didn't tell me much which is not cool cuz i have done that my whole life and we also had to argue it which is a bad omen and i still am wary of the man