heyyyyyyyyyy people!!!!!!! tis meeeeeee!!!!!! ok, sorry for my absence!!!!!! see what happened was, i lost my password. i wrote it down cus i knew i'd forget it otherwise. then, like 2, 3 weeks ago (i think) that piece of paper disappeared!!! im assuming that one of my parents threw it out. whatever! yup im back! ^^

ok, so you know how on facebook you can "poke" people? the 'poke me' thing on peoples pages? well this guy keeps "poking" my page. i poke back to be polite. but he keeps at it, so i check this dudes page, then i check his info and one of the groups is gay boys, so i'm like oh hey maybe this dude actually likes me. i checked for a birthday to see how old he was. there was none. so i checked pictures to see what he looks like. and it turns out it's some old man!!!!!!! EWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! soooooo gross!!!!!!

This was like a zodiac profile thing lol I wonder if this is true XD

Cancer
June 22 to July 22

Symbol - The Crab
Element - Water
Planet - Moon

Love Life:
You are a very romantic person. Your kisses are always fabulous. Lovers like you are very few.
More Compatible with - Cancer, Capricorn, Scorpio, Pisces
Less Compatible with - Aries, Gemini, Sagittarius

Qualities Of Cancer
Sensitive, Dependable, Shrewd, Romantic, Magnanimous, Patriotic, Creative, Protective, Emotional, Compassionate, Supportive, Family Person, Tenacious, Persuasive & Flamboyant.

Lucky Color - Silver

ok, i've been thinking lately and im trying to get up the courage to tell peter that i like him. what do you guys think? yes? no? maybe so?

yup. ask any question, and if it's not too horrific i'll answer it =03

WARNING: Prolonged exposure to Patrick may cause irritation, changes in mood, possibly aggression, inexplicable joy, cravings for huge steaks and chocolate pudding, desires to assassinate all the annoying 6th graders you've ever known with a massive barrage of snowballs, insatiable desire to headbang to some gnarly metal tunes and an undeniable urge to scream at the top your lungs about your love for lucky charms =0D

this is my world

omg there's like two feet of snow outside!!!! what the hell!!!!!!! omg im not going to be able to go anywhere this weekend!!!! whateverrrrr. anyways, things are weird. see, there are these two guys that i like at my school. peter (he's my best friend!), and a guy called cole. im getting some weird signals from both of them. cole generally comes off as a straight guy, but the weird thing is in gym, when we sit down and wait for directions and whatever, no matter where i sit, he sits like right next to me, and i mean RIGHT next to me.

today at school, during lunch, these two guys came up to me and asked, "hey patrick, are you gay?" normally, i'd just be like, "nah, why" or change the subject, BUT NOT TODAY!! when they asked, all i said was, "yeah." the looked kinda surprised because i'd admitted it so easily XDXD one asked, "really? you're actually gay?" i nodded. "so, you actually like boys?" *nod* "are there any cute boys here?" (that question surprised me lol didn't think they'd care) i said, "eh, a few." he pointed out a few guys and asked me if i thought that they were cute.

ok, at school today, i heard that Justin Beiber (what a fucking shit head!!! he isn't singing, but the computer is!) admitted that he's gay on the Oprah Winfrey show. i just looked it up on youtube to see if it was true, but it isn't!! when i heard this rumor i was like "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!!!! i called it!!! i knew it!!!!!" oh well XDXD sorry for practically dropping off the face of the earth lol i'll try not to let life get in the way too much ^^ oh, and i gots me a new ipod!!!! yayyyyyy!!! =03

ok, at school today, one of the guys in my science class, came up to me and asked me if i could give him a backrub. what?!?!? he knows im gay, and he's a really cool guy, but still this was the beginning of 7th period. i was just like ok, so i gave him a backrub. he said, it really ached down at his lower back, i was thinking like, "what? lol really?" then, he said, "lower." i was like, "for real?" yeah, not sure what to think of that XDXD but seriously, there are some pretty anti-gay people in my science class, and i was really surprised when they just said nothing. XDXD

holy crap!!! i uploaded a new pic for my icon thingy, and in the pic, it looks like im about to die! is that just me, or does everyone think i look like i gave birth or something? shoud i change the pic back? (i know i don't need to worry about that shit, but it gives me something to focus on)

i feel so down right now. i haven't done anything today. i want to do something, but i just don't have any motivation. i called a friend of mine, he says he can come over, but he's got to take his puppies to the vets. he says he'll call when he gets back. i bet he won't. this kinda thing has happened before with other people. hopefully he won't be one of those people. "oh sure! i'll call you back at like 6:30!"......... 8:30, and they still haven't called back. meh whatever. i lost my ipod like 3 weeks ago. well, i wouldn't say i lost it, more like it just vanished.

im so freaking lonely!!!!!! grrrrrr!!!! i don't have any gay friends that live close to me!!!! fuck!!!! it's great getting to talk with my friends online, but a face to face talk would be awesome! yup. that's pretty much it. =0( waaaahaaaa!!!! feel free to laugh XD

yup, i think i might be sick. i got a small cough and blah blah blah whatever that's about it. oh, but when i laugh, it's all raspy and it sounds sinister as fuck! it's awesome!! who's ever listened to the song The Bird and The Worm by The Used? well, my laugh now sounds like that twisted laughter at the end of the song XDXDXD

i'm bored as shit!!! somebody talk to me!!!!! sjjssjdhbhnjkjcbh!!!!! see how crazy i get when people don't talk to me! XD