I am not so happy!!!!! You know why?? Because all the other girls in my class all talk about their crushes and I can't talk about mine because i'm not entirely ready to be out. I'm sooooooo close, though. Very close. L walked home with me yesterday!!!!! I'm so happy!!!!!!!!!!!! Wait. I was happy. No, i am still happy. My mood changed in the course of about thirty seconds. L also was lie 'I love you for treating me to Kobuk yesterday. (Kobuk is this old-fashoned candy shop) Bliss!!!!! I think that she may possibly like me!!!!!!!!!!!!! Does Gaydar exist????????

I am so happy!!! You know why???? Did anyone of you guys ever feel so liberated after you got on this site for the first time????? That's how I feel right now, like i can do anything because I am so awesome!!
I
am standing
on the
top of the
world.
The air is
free,
up here I
can breathe
deep,
deep,
breaths as
my chains
fall
down to earth.
I
am flying
in the
darkness of
space.
though it
is dark,
there is still
a
small light,
coming from inside
me.
This i
use to find
my way
home.

I feel too little and too big. My sister and brother both think I'm sooo big, but everyone else is, like, 'You're too young, you're only thirteen.' I'm thirteen and a half, I'll have you know. I don't need to be babied anymore!!!!!!!!! Anyone else in this crazy situation???????

Why do I do this?????????? Am I insane??????? Yes I am. Answering your question; what the hell am I talking about.
I keep promising myself to write a note, even if it's anonymous, to this really nice, pretty, funny girl in my class. And I keep not doing it!!!!!!!!!
word of the day: Damn
Means to be condemned to hell.
Where did my happy moment go???? ƒu©kÎng hormones.
Exclamation of the day: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

I am really happy today, I have no idea why. I want everyone else to be happy!!!!!! Has anyone else seen West Side Story? You know that one song where Maria's singing, 'I feel pretty, so pretty, I feel pretty and witty and gay!' Well, that's sort of how I feel right now, totally randomly.
I
Feel happier
then I
have felt in
a
very long
time.
There are so
many
different thoughts
racing
through
my head.
Images of
special
memories and feelings
are alive in my
body and
mind.

Um, I am really, really new at this. Is this like a diary that everyone reads or what? I am going to plan this out like everyone is going to read it.
Story of the Day:
I am clueless
Like a baby,
I cry and bang
against
pots and pans.
Why am I
who I am?
Why am I not
you
or you?
Rainbows symbolize
everything
I am
at this moment.
Who am I?
Am I
the little girl who
lives across
the
street?
Or am I
the
man who
skateboards around
Town Square,