Classes went well today, but I couldn;t wait for them to end, I had gotten approximately five and half hours of sleep last night, so when i got home I immediately collapsed on my bed. When i got up I took a little something for dinner,( two toasted bagels with sardines and cream cheese,, yumm.)
Mom just reminded me that the Guster concert is this coming friday,
she's the kind of person that I generally don't want to go anywhere with but for this I'll make an exception.
I'm going to be in classes all day tomorrow, than afterwards I'll be going to mi hermano's for a bit. Mondayish I have a podiatrist appointment.... Maybe on Wdnesday I'll check out the gay-hockey league.
Haha most definately.......
Legal Research class tomorrow. We get our Westlaw accounts tomorrow, w00t!!!!
i was just reading a column on indegayforum on transgender issues, and i got to thinking about some of things I had said in my early posts and than i read in the comments section, comments readers made many of which echoed my early remarks about transgendered individuals not being part of our struggle.
Interested In: Women
Looking For: Friendship
It was that simple, so I figured why bother waiting.
people will glean from it what they will.
So, I decided. Within the next week*** i am going to come out as bisexual via Facebook. Mind you, bisexual as in " I'm totally secure in my attraction to men, i;m just not ready at this point to rule out ever being with women"
Not bisexual as in " I'm attracted to men and i'm trying way too hard to convince everyone that i prefer women"...
*** Most likely, it wont happen any sooner than Tuesday. Sunday night and Monday I'm going to be hanging out with my older brother. Not that he would have a problem with the info, i just want to avoid any awkward conversation that may arise.
Someone suggested to me recently that because i am twenty-four years and am just starting to come to terms with my sexuality that i must suffer from internalized homophobia, ( i think they meant to say, i HAD suffered, but whatever. While were on this subject let me describe to you the guy that had been a "mentor" of sorts.
Late 40's Bay area resident, claimed to be bisexual but never went into much of any detail regarding past romantic relationships other to say that he's dated both men and women. Very knowledgable about gay culture yet would speak disdainfully about GLBT politics.
I have a significant number of Facebook Friends that openly identify as gay/lesbian. In the interest of exapanding my social life I would like to come out to a few of them, but i'm not quite how to go about it because most of them are people that i haven't seen or really spoken to in ages...
I can't just message them and say " Hey, we haven't spoken in forever; but i think i might be gay"
i find masculinity to be comforting, but masculinity by itself is not very intriguing. Being physically attracted to a guy, for me is not enough, I need to feel an emotional connection.....
I would say thats more on the side of homoerotic tendencies than pure homosexuality.
what do you think?
I like men. I like spending time with other men. I'm very comfortable around them, yet still I wonder, " Do men really do it for me?"
As a fellow man, it's easy to understand them and easy for them to understand me. Easy. Do I want easy? A small voice inside me says " Screw easy, easy is BORING."
maybe i'm more bisexual than I care to admit.
I just did something that american men don't typically do unless theyre gay or competitive swimmers.
Well. I'm gay, for one and two, less BO means one less thing to worry about.
heh, go me.
is anybody else here on Deviant Art?
The first time that I ever went to a gay bar was this past August. I had been thinking about doing so for some time than one Saturday evening I finally worked up the nerve and made my way cross-town. There is a gay bar in my neighborhood, but of course I would never set foot in there because it's in MY neighborhood. Anyway the bar itself was nice but i had decided beforehand not to drink any alcohol that night( so as to not lower my inhibitions) I soon found myself feeling extremely bored.
I came across another LGBT forum online last night, Queer Attitude...
I checked it out and it didn't seem lame at all so I joined. I still don't love the use of the word, but hey. Thats just me...
I decided I am going to grow mutton chops again.