I fucking love this movie <3

It's just so rediculous. It reminds me of a movie that high schoolers could make... XD It's cheesy and hilarious and really gay in the most amazing way.

I dunno :P It's stupid, but I love stupid movies <3

I've got a little bit of T-rex stories to tell you about.

So the other day in French class, she randomly leaned over and started stroking my hair lovingly

NO I AM NOT MAKING THIS UP
SHE IS A TRUE, BLUE FREAKAZOID

and then she was like "HEY SHELBY, LOOK OUTSIDE, THAT'S HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL WHEN YOU KNOCK MY BOOKS OF MY TABLE"

How many of you are comfortable with your bodies?

(And I don't mean as in, like, do you feel you're in the right body. I'm not talking about gender. If you really want to answer that, keep it seperate from the real topic)

Alot of the girls I know are really self-conscious and I just don't get it. They're all beautiful. I don't see people and go "Oh god what an ugly, fat, piece of nasty" when I see them (I don't think that about anybody, FYI) and I feel really upset when they think they're ugly, or fat.

Do you feel like that?

Augh, I am tired and this is late. I'm just gonna copy from a conversation with Supar Duckie about the T-rex.

me: Well, first thing that happened was she ran up and whispered MY STALKERRRRRRRR in my ear
(As you remember, she said I needed to stop stalking her)
So I said "Are you answering the question? Or just calling me that?"
"Well, what question do you mean? There are lots of questions, Shelby ;D . "
Dude, you know what I mean!!"
"Oh, the LIKING one?"
and then she gave me the WEIRDEST LOOK
like idk how to describe it, flirty? XD

THIS IS TOO IMPORTANT TO NOT TELL YOU GUYS

So today, after school, I ran up and started talking to her. And she was talking about how there's this boy in her science class that flirts with her and likes her.

"So, T-rex, how come you're not dating him? It's apparent that he's really interested"
"OH, BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE... SHORT, ANNOYING BOYS"
"Let's face it, T-rex. You don't like boys in GENERAL"
"...YOU'RE SOOOO WEIRD SHELBY!! HAHAHA."

...what? That's right, folks... She didn't even deny it.
and then she said

Everybody walk the IVYSAUR

Speaking of, T-rex is still being flirtylicious. My freakazoid said she saved me an extra truffle- Cause we're like "This" (And she twisted her fingers together).

Ohmahgod XD I wish our bodies were like that ;D Jk.

She also got a haircut which makes me doubt her freakazoid powers a little. WHAT FREAKAZOID WANTS THEIR HAIR CUT? But it looks nice, so it's okay. I got her phone number but I'm scared to text her XD

Anyways.

I've had a wonderful, positive day- And you guys said I should check in once in a while or something.

I guess I caused more harm than help.

I just wanted you guys to find a reason to be happy on here- But I see I've just made a mess of things.

If you like Oasis the way it is I guess I'll just get off here. I just make more people mad than I do help, and, if I don't like it, I don't have to be here.

I get email reminders for PM's so if anybody wants to contact me, I'll get on for that.

But I guess, at least for a while, this is goodbye. I don't belong in the new Oasis. Maybe I didn't even belong in the old.

Try to keep the forum going, at least, please. It's really fun.

Two journals in one day? I haven't done this since I was a newbie on here :I But Loreonpravus got me thinkin'

But I have to talk to you guys about something. All you people who have known me on Oasis for a long time, which is barely any of you anymore, know I'm not always this raging bitch.

But you know what? I'm getting increasingly annoyed with Oasis, and everyone on here. Not one person specifically, but the group as a whole.

I hate language classes. I hate that they're mandatory. I hate them. HAAAATE. They're stupid and they are rediculously useless unless you plan to use it sometime in your life. And, besides the fact they're teaching it so late to us when our brains are pretty much at the minimum absorbent level for language, since as a baby and toddler and even like, up to ten years old, we learn languages like seventy billion times easier :I

Hell, the only reason I'm passing my French class is because my sister taught me some when I was little, and reading Magic Fantastic's French journals :U

So she hugged me yesterday at school. WHICH WAS PRETTY GREAT HURR HURR.
And today she was in my group in French and she was like AUGH SHELBY I HATE THIS GROUP, WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE IN IT.
and in my mind I was like
:c
But I kept my cool and I was like "Okay, T-rex? Why are you so mean to me when other people are around, but when we're alone you're so nice?"

Full-on blush from her XD

"I, uhh. Um. I'm not mean to you, what are you saying"
"You just told me you hate this group because of me"
"Yeah, but... Uh, I didn't mean it!!! You're so stupid for believing that!"

LOL TODAY WAS SO FUNNY
So on the way to the buses, I hear her going SHELBY! NO NO NO SHELBY TURN AROUND. Pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaase? PLEASE. AUGH.
and then she started shaking my backpack
I tried to glue the most dissatisfied face on, as I turned around

She was like

Shelbyyy, hi!!

Oh. Hi T-rex. So you're talking to me again?

Yes! Of course I am! Why wouldn't I be?

Well you sort of hated me right before break. You know, ignoring me and being mean and all. Thought that meant we weren't friends anymore.

So this will be a quick journal.

I went to a swim meet today, and GEEZUS. Chad, you did super great :D No matter what you think :P

I really hate going to bed this early

I like my snuggie but I wear it backwards technically. It's a great robe, to be honest

Wow I'm taking two showers in one day. Maybe I'll use my snuggie as a bathrobe. I bet the fuzziness will feel good on my nakedness

Jesus I should sleep in my snuggie naked

But
It's about my boyfriend and how he treated me when we broke up.

I'd get into detail but I always feel bad constantly talking about him. The only other person that I'd have to talk about besides him that's interesting, though, is Super Duck... And she's already on here :P

So I guess my life's really too boring to post here.

I am getting better. Today I'm more melancholy, less depressed. But it still stings, a faint murmur in my ear.

Is this life, or is it a game of cat and mouse?

but damn, son. I am so depressed.

I've felt sad for a few weeks or something, but, holy shit. I haven't felt this bad for a long time. I don't even know what's wrong!!! I hate this. I am so emotional and I really just want to cry all the time.

I wouldn't be so pissed off at being sad if it wouldn't have been going on for so long :U

Augh and I got my first mean comment on a picture I drew for Super Duck and it's really been bothering me. All they said was:

"You might want to look up some anatomy tutorials".
That was their whole comment.