So I realize I haven't written a journal of any real substance in quite a while BUT I THINK YOU'RE DUE! :D

Sooooo where to start? I have a few topics.
-The Boyfriend :]
-Skyrim
.... yeah no I think that's pretty much it

I had a few essays I wanted to write but I'm not sure I'm up to it :P

So point one! Skyrim! I got that game. And it is pretty great :D But I don't quite yet think it's like THE BEST THING EVER OMFG. I really don't. They took out some stuff from the game that I really enjoyed. I don't like change :P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=isY1wsGcH9k&feature=player_embedded

Yeah this is pretty hilarious, eat your hearts out.

so uh
hey guys
I really don't know what to say since my life has been so boring.
Mostly like
playing minecraft I guess??? Yeah. Just minecraft forever and ever.

Um
<3

I could sit here and write an essay about how lucky humans are in this day and age and how relatively easy our lives are but I'm so g-damn lazy so nope not now

http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lu0mr53Oay1qd5s4ho1_500.jpg

me and my bubbie on halloween :] <3 I was a zombie pokemon trainer, guys. Best thing ever.

We made pumpkin pies and carved pumpkins and watched Austin Powers and cuddled :]

among other things ;)

He's such a good boy and he's so good to me :3 <3

Anyways guys hiii! Show band season's over so I'm baaaack~ been up to no good yes? :]

http://youtu.be/CipTw1QGJSI
Dude I'm addicted to this song.
Me and my transfriend were listening to this and singing it on the whole bus ride home from champs omg

uhh

And I
have to speculate,
that god himself did make us
into
corr
esp
onding
shapes like puzzle pieces from the clay.

and everything is good

FUCK YES AH MY GOD

okay we won open class, and first place sweepstakes (everyone combined). We got best general effect, visuals, and... crowd favourite. Maybe something else.
We got these little metals :] they're great :D I'm so proud!

We apparently have the best show band our school's ever seen! I am so happy and so proud and oh my god ahhh

but
my knees are shot
so I am really sore and blarg.

BUT YEAH GUYS WINNING, DUH.

http://youtu.be/p72rKatT3lM

We won first place and all the extra awards, but tied for visuals with Skyview highschool.

:]

I'm a happy girl but yet not
I have no free time at all

I skipped practice today to do HW because it's piling up so much.

Anyways this is all Ih ave time for I'm sorry

I feel like such a whiny spammer, I blogged this on Tumblr too, but can you guys help out my school's Show Band?

They're like
well
my favourite thing in the whole world. They are better than a family. We really need the money to buy some new instruments.

http://www.gleegiveanote.com/vote_details.php?id=60

I won't bore you with the details like I did on Tumblr but XD can you please give us guys a vote? At least once is cool, but you can vote once every day if you feel so inclined :] I love you guuuuuuuuuuuys <3333333

Jman: Awh :) <3 your the most amazing person in the world <3
me: Jman omg shut up I'm like cryig at that :'3 you don't really means that :'3333
Jman: Awh :) but i do baby <3 theres no one else in the world as great as you :) and your all mine :)
me: omg :'33.... sweetheartttttt <3 did you like bump your head when you broke up with me cause where did all this come from :'3 <3 I don't think you've ever been this sweet and amazing to me and I love you with all my heart baby <3 I never wanna lose you again <3

Okay so your friendly neighborhood Swimmerguy pressured me to write a journal >:|

um okay so school has started I dunno if you guys noticed
and
Okay so I have one woman teacher and by god she is the only teacher I don't like
she's my first period french teacher and she speaks in rapid french and vit vit vit vit vit vit ALL THE TIME and I hate her and her expectations of us

the whole year is pas anglais and if we speak english we lose points or detention
AND THAT'S EVEN JUST LIKE OFFHANDED COMMENTS TO YOUR BUDDIES

Gon' just write shit out here and hopefully things will make more sense.

I'll make a pro/con list that you can just skim over if you don't really care, but I'll explain a little after

Pros:
-he's really funny. Like hilarious. He makes me laugh so much.
-really sweet when he's happy (you looked amazing today <3, etc)
-isn't too sensitive, but enough I can tell he's human
-takes good care of me when he's happy

http://d.facdn.net/art/dracofangxxx/1314602272.dracofangxxx_backtoyou.pn...

Okay I'm not going to give any direct information, just that picture I drew and the fact that it's all complicated again.

But I kinda like it complicated. I get a little more power when it's complicated.

He's being really weird but it's nice.

At band camp, we didn't really talk. I was too nervous to talk to him with his buds around. Our first contact was he walked behind me, stroked my hair, and left.

Like, okay, cool.
(He later said he "just wanted to touch it")

um, then he kept staring at me. Like across the room. And at lunch. and I mean okay that's fine.

Then I got home and texted him and was like "Hey bro! sorry I didn't talk to you at band camp, I was real nervous :'3"

and ho shit
like shit hit the fan
HE WAS SO UPSET HAHAHA

I know what happens at band camp stays at band camp but omg guys I have to tell you about it

Uhhh tired. I'm tired.
okay happy part today, srs bsns life lesson shit tomorrow or something~

So we had a great week, it was sunny all day long every day. And considering we have to stand outside, all day, in a field at LEAST the size of a football field... Yeah, I got sunburnt.

Freaking all over.

XD It's really terrible.

I made new friends, who are awesome, and I slept in the same bed as a bisexual girl who snuggled with me all night ;DDDD

YEAHHHHHH

holy jesus christ today was great

okay so I went to my friend's birthday party :) Which was so great. She's older than me, and so were all the other people there, but I had an awesome time~ one of the other girls there, we'll call her M, was SO FREAKING COOL

She and I got along really great and she was really nice and funny :)

http://www.cracked.com/article_19376_5-scientific-reasons-your-idea-happ...

Should read that, guys. S'really good.

Anyways... I'm absolutely so happy right now. I mean at the moment, my insides feel like liquid. I had a great guard practice. JB complimented me on my dancing... he never compliments anyone! He was saying that I did FANTASTIC and that I gave it emotion and he showed everyone and :'D

it was great. Guard is great for me.