Okay so I'm like
all sick-dumb

But I'm gonna try to write about this before I get too lazy to!

So basically, infinity is a beautiful and complex number. By definition, you'd think infinity goes on forever right?

And it does.

But there's the thing that one infinity can be larger than another- for example, the numbers between 1.1 and 1.2 is smaller than the numbers between 1 and 5. So that infinity is larger than the other one.

http://www.meatvideo.com/

Honestly? I mean I know some of this is necesarry

but

shit

Okay so my internet's been kinda fucked up. For like the last three days. I apologize.

Uh, I've got a minecraft server now, if anyone feelings like playing sometime. PM me for the IP.

http://www.cracked.com/article_19668_6-scientific-discoveries-that-laugh...

Read this shit, it's awesome. Especially #2... Fucked my mind up.

Boyfriend's worrying me- he randomly got offline and I asked if he was okay, and he said "Not really..."

This is the badass kid that I've never seen cry. He's rarely upset, and if he is, he shrugs it off and tries to get me to ignore it all I can. I'm real worried. He said that if I can stay up a little, he'll tell me what's wrong, and I'm very scared and worried for him.

So here I am writing to stay up.

Okay guys I got some serious fuckin' shit to talk about.

Alright.

So lately I've been getting into watching food documentaries, and the more I watch, the more disturbing shit I find out- Where do I start?

But I was rather tied up in being angry and organizing my pokemon cards and/or playing video games to write anything coherent.

Alright... Christmas! Half awesome, half nucking futs.

I'll start with the good... I'll tell you what presents I got.

well, first off, I got a lot of art supplies. A LOT. Which is great, and all.

I got a ton of pastels, including Prismacolour pastel sticks. Most of them are chalk-based, and I wanted oil-based, but that's fine. I'll get used to them.

Some painting canvases, and a whole lot of new acrylic paints, but small bottles of them.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WJIuYgIvKsc&feature=g-all-lik&context=G2a...

This is awesome.

I mean I knew SOPA was shit, but... wow. This really takes the cake! What a crazy plan those companies had...

I mean, what sort of BALLS do you haave to have to pull shit like that?

HUGE.

um my break is really boring.

The boyfriend went to California, driving. He left at like, 2 AM, and then was still driving around 6 PM. So he was... well, on the road for quite a while.

He doesn't text me much 'cause of the family, but when he does, it's super sweet :]

Currently trying to work with crappy foam to make stuffed animals XD

No fun! Trying to cut the chunks up and glue them together to make a pony :'(

So uh I guess most of you wanna know about yesterday...

WELL TOUGH COOKIES I GOTTA TALK ABOUT COOKIES :D

Today my sis came over and we baked our yearly batch of Christmas cookies :3 <3 But um. She was kinda rude. She kept telling me I smelled really bad and MADE me shower. Wtf? Like who does that to their sister?

Anyways... jerkiness but I don't care. We made lots of cookies and treats, and they're real yummy :]

yeah. I really am not sure what else to say.

Frankly, I suppose they're right- I'm just a burden on everyone.

And oh my jibbles she is such a cutie!!

She dresses like me and kinda looks like me (brown hair, petite) and omg she's been paying sooo much attention to me lately. But not in the friend way, in the shy, "I am really awkward but hey high five me but wait I'll just hold your hand and oh man Shelby you have a great sense of humour and I love your plaid shirt and your new haircut is so beautiful I wanna get that haircut"
and
o
m
g

Ahhhhhhhh

So bubbie's my little pony shirt came in the mail :D and the company also gave me some awesome swag! I got a hello kitty/sesame street bag that I'm gonna give to my bestie, and then a steampunk MLP poster and a rainbow dash MLP sticker :]

Seriously he's gonna wet himself when he opens it...

Uh I got a really queer haircut
and
I am really sick.

also

Swimmerguy is awesome... like the best person ever.

That is all.

I dunno I came across some awesome videos and wanna talk about it since I feel really crappy today.

Boyfriend came over yesterday and most of it was pretty great, but I'll talk about that last.

Okay! So first I have a youtube video in english for you.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=66K65z5lxlk&feature=g-u

So this guy talks about how the part of your brain that uses swears is based mainly in emotions, and I think that's awesome. Truly. Because they're words, and yet they're filed in a completely different part of your brain!

Okay so
the boyfriend is a total Brony right? And his favourite character is Pinkie Pie.

Now, I gotta give the kid what he wants for Christmas and all, and I found some fanmade shirts that I think are just adorable but I can't decide which one to get for him!

SO CAN YOU GUYS PLEASE HELP <3 :D

http://www.welovefine.com/img/p/659-2125-large.jpg I like this one cause he's always like... "No! I do what I want!" all cutelike and I dunno reminds me of him. This is my favourite :P

Okay so I've been having these weird little chest pains my whole life, where it'll just kinda tighten and it'll hurt when I inhale and then it'll go away for like a month or two.

Well like last week, I had the worst one I've ever felt at the boyfriend's house, to the point where I was doubled back and crying. And then I had another one the next day, which almost never happens.