WHAT
THE HELLZIES

Ohkay. So you remember I was all like "DOOD DOES BLUEBOYTUBAMAN LIKE ME AGAIN?" and then I was like "Eh, let's let it pass, I doubt it"

Well he's been tickling me. ALOT. Like so much I'll fall into his lap and he'll KEEP TICKLING ME
and today
He hugged me with the "gay hug" again, but he stopped as he pulled away with his hand still on my hip, and looks at me, and says

"You smell nice."
STRAIGHT FACE
Then he smiles a little and walks away.

WTF
IT'S SO NOT LIKE HIM TO DO THAT
I hope he's messing with me... D: Please!

I had one of those dreams last night. The kind where it feels like you're totally and completely awake, even though the most unrealistic things happen you don't seem to notice as much.

I'm gotten so used to lucid dreams that I usually question any happy moment now. I figure about 90% of the happiest moments of my life must be dreams, including what I dreamt about last night.

AND TODAY WAS AMAZING

Maybe I'll tell you about it later, but I have to go to bed soon... I'm tripping balls because I'm so tired!

But I'll just give you one hint!!!

I got mauled with tickles today

:D

Question!!
On a scale of 1-10, how ticklish are you? And do you like to be tickled?
I'm like a four and I do like it. It's fun. Tickle fights are amazing!!

Well, uh...
Night!!!! <3

GO GAY!
:D
Panda, one of our leaders for Colorguard, is dating Ms. Ping, this other leader who teaches us dance. And today Ms. Ping was talking about how they're gonna get married soon and how they're planning the wedding and it's SO CUTE. Like, ADORABLE. And we're getting a new boy in Colorguard (who's freaking ADORABLE, by the way) and the first thing Ms. Ping asks is "IS HE YOUR BOYFRIEND?" to the one boy on our Colorguard who's very, very gay XD
Actually, he really reminds me of Swimmerguy :P

anyways, I need some... Advice? Or something?

and I have band camp for the next week. I'll be gone!

See ya guys :D

It would be a little bit like Christmas when you still believe in Santa, when you open the present and you go "How did he know I wanted this?! Ahh, it's perfect!!" and it's unexpected and, well, magical to say the least.
I also expect the look on my face to be vaguely the same, except with a touch of pink blush on my ears from nervousness (Or would it be embarrassment that I wasn't presentable?).

...I'm happy :)

This is very long and sometimes hard to follow.

It knocks on the door when nobody's home, and it works on Sundays when it's supposed to go to church; and, the only reason it doesn't go is that upsetting God is a pleasant thought. It takes me all day to figure out where it went, and it takes me two seconds to realize I wish it were gone again, and everyone else seems to think it's a permanent tattoo on myself.

That was me like, two days ago :U
So here I am, trying to write a reasonably good journal so you don't all think I'm dead. Or something.

Colorguard is KILLING ME DX I am so sore today. I didn't fall asleep until like, FIVE AM last night ._.

*yawn*

WARNING.
I AM ABOUT TO DERP YOU OUT WITH POKEMON JUNK cuz I'm bored.

Isn't that cool?

Got me thinking though...

When I'm sleepy I plan out dates or special moments I would like to have with people. Today's was really sweet.

Sad part about knowing someone who's getting married is that you start to wonder if it'll ever happen to you.

You ever just feel so freaking lesbian some days that everything just feels that way too?

I dunno how to explain it. I'm happy, life's happy, and there's pretty girls everywhere, and I kept picking out pretty ones that I thought "had that look". But it's sort of a joke, I know you can't tell by looking. There was just a TON of butchy looking girls at the parade today...

I think only one person will get that title...

I'm backish I guess for a little.

MY LIFE IS BOOOOOOORING PEOPLE. Almost.

I just simply had to come back and tell you what an amazing sign I saw on the road.

So my mom starts slowing down the huge ol' Blazer and I think "Well, must be a speed bump" So I look up, cuz I like watch the car go BUDUMP BUMP and stuff

WELL THE SIGN SAID OTHERWISE

"Speed Hump".

AND WHY OH WHY I HAD TO GIGGLE AT THAT
BECAUSE REALLY I'M TEN IN MY MIND, RIGHT GUYS?

Hehe... Speed hump...

So this summer, I've done STUFF
OH YES, STUFF

But it'll have to be tomorrow that I write it.

I'm in no proper emotional state as of right now to do it..

I apologize.
Have a nice night, and I hope you had an awesome fourth.

I've been locked in my room reading for the last three days ._.;; Literally, almost all of the day I was reading. Fff. I finished two books so far. I'm on a third today but took some time to come write this up so you know why I'm gone so often.

But summer is SO BORING when your friends are gone! Bahannah is...currently... in A LAND FAR, FAR AWAY.

And Rainbows is couch-ridden from THE DREADED SURGERIES on the KNEE AREA.

FREAKING
MY FAIR LADY

YES.

Watched it at my sister's house. I stayed there for two days, it was fun...

Now I'm listening to sad songs and drawing...

I wonder if anybody thinks of me before they fall asleep.
I think of you guys alot, before I drift off... Makes me happy.

I did a few new pictures, if you guys wanna see...

Made a good buddy I had of mine truly become a friend :) Her name is Superredhead 8D
She likes Rocky Horror Picture show and Vlogbrothers

This girl <3

AND SHE'S PERVY

Is happy.

I've not made a new girl friend in REAL LIFE in a loooooooooooong time...

She and my other best friend Mr. Lonely are gonna come over on Friday hopefully...

How AWESOME WILL THAT BE 8D

Anyways

Blueboy and Cutefail are apparently back together
AHAHA
He really can't stand being alone, can he?

Funny news for today, at least.