Teacher: spell knife.
Student: ok. (sounds it out, nife nIfe..) n-i-f-e.
T: wrong. k-n-i-f-e.
S: (this bitch must be stupid.) umm teacher thats kanife.
T: no, the k is slient.
S: well take that silent motherfucker out. its confusing me.

lol, hope yall get that.

i do hope newt hasnt left us.... carmen143 ur name reminds me of the play "carmen" ever heard of it? riku, i swear u r my inspiration. :) AND tophat poem was de shids. :)

Its pretty simple. im just lonely. i dont understand however, why am i lonely when i have friends? is it that im a romantic? i want to live for that one person. thats silly. i know i cant do that. but why am i so imaginative? i go through out the day humoring and imagining different ways for me to meet the one. i just drift....i simply want someone that i can be me with. and not just anyone. im not desparate. im too picky to be desparate.

If u walk into a room and there is only one way in and u dont see someone. Look up.

yall need to listen to this funny/wierd song. "a lil piece of heaven" - avenged sevenfold.

Jump from the balcony on to your head! bang!

.... no action scene today ....

I feel utterly compelled to jump from a roof and come an inch within hitting the ground than get pulled back.

I got this kick ass double ended sword. it is amazing!!!

SO school...oh school. i reallly do hate it now. i used to love it but now im like ewww school!!! ewww!!!!!! but lol. Im in a kick ass mood. i literally feel like i can kick ass. I made cookies. I love cooking breakfast and deserts, they r so yummy. I was thinking of making a sauage egg cheese sandwhich but i woke up to late. so not good sandwhich. :(
oh well....

"Something filled up my heart with...nothing but someone told me not to cry."

Today is sunday my chill day and i sit and rest but yet my head is a mess. my thoughts go crazy and make me lazy so than i sleep so i wont have to think.

GUNNNN!! bang bang shoot shoot. happiness is a warm gun.

Last night our team won 45 to 7. :) i was there doing my media literacy thing. put some pictures up later.

Im off to outta town for costumes and im really tired. i dunno why, i went to sleep at like 12. and woke up at like 10. with BLOOD all over my face and my head hurting. must of had a nose bleed. eww and wierd. all week i have basically been very mad or easily irritable. easily. and im blunt. which isnt always good. lol.

"He like flipped him in the air ANd it was all slow moey, lol."

Bam, Karate Chop!

Im practicing for when im a ninja for halloween. There is this huge halloween party that i will be attending with beastie. AND this weekend i am going outta town to buy costumes with some funny friends. me and my beastie's drill team captain have to fight to the death for shotgun on the way back. i told her, "im good at those things." :)
Than today is Country/Western day. Did i dress up? No, becuase i have nothing to wear. SO it sucks. But i will record the pep rally and cut and edit it.
However i cant attend the football game cuz i have no ride there. so sadness.

Bam!!! I just drop kicked u!! lol.

I feel VERY wierd. Kim is standing in front of me with her bf and i tried very hard to ignore her approach but i couldnt becuase my bestfriend was like KUMAR!!!! and i was like shit, i can hear her. shit, she knows i can hear her. shit!!! i have to respond. lol. so i just said hi, popped the ear phones in and i am now acting not so much like kumar, the happy nice crazy girl. ugh!!!!

I feel like going to war!!! I so want to. I just want to fight and fight till i come out on top.

UGH!!! today is this psat test. which i so wasnt gonna take till my grandpa signed me up and than there is a chance i can get a scholarship. Sooo im gonna get that over.

Im in love with sleeping beauty song (once upon a dream) at the moment.

oh today was a bad/good day. i avoided kim like the plague. i didnt want to comprehend the fact that they r dating like the mexicans didnt want to comprehend the fact that they lose texas. (ohhh, APUSH. lol) but i realize i love the fact that i can smile and laugh when im sad. so im never truly sad.

My bestie: "kumar, u arent a virgin"
Me(O.O): "i walked in when he orgasmed and it hit me in the face, i swear im a virgin"

ice cream makes my life ten times better!!

I will have to say that Hong kong by gorillas is a calming song to me. just the thrumming part is so calming. lol. On a Somber calm note i write this....

Ahhh, Kim is Sick!!! i hope she goes to school tommorow. i will be deeply sad if she doesnt. Who am i to call wierd? to argue with over sour gummi worms? to scream that im the winner to? to tell them they r pretty when they dont believe it? My day will not be complete with out a "Kim" moment. lol. Kim is my sorta on the fence crush. I like her but dont wanna bother liking her becuase im too busy with school and she dating someone...a guy and it takes TOOOO much effort to go thru that crush phase. NO!!, im over that. So im determined to have her as a GREAT friend...nothing more. :)

Today is the day....I forget school is actually hard, i make kim mad and happy all at once, i smile at my bestie. i kick my other bestie. i try not to get swine flu from my lil sister (my younger aunt who was adopted by my grandparents but she is a sister to me) or mono from my idiot friend, i actually go to cross country practice, i stay away from the bed that is a magnet, and i finish my homework & go to bed by 10.

There is my daily story. My life in a nut shell. Funny, it all seems trivial in the long run. OH!, i forgot to add "and not freak out bout college!"