"I am on a 24 hour Champagne diet, spilling while im sipping. I encourage you to try it." ~ Money to Blow.

Im tired. its early. im up early cuz we are heading out of town on a 7 hour trip during spring break. a trip that dk was fos to come with but because life never goes my way, she isnt. Another thing is that girl who number i got isnt very interesting and really isnt that interested in me. so yeah waste of time trying to get that number but i do feel successful in the fact that i got it. that i broke through fear and got it. so success.

"It's been a long, a long time coming but I know A change gon' come oh yes it will..."
"It's been too hard living but I'm afraid to die Cuz I don't know what's up there beyond the sky..."
"There been times that I thought I wouldn't last for long, Now i think I'm able to carry on..."
~A change is gonna come.

"Why hold hope and admiration for something that will only break me?" ~ME.
"Set me free, leave me be, i dont wanna fall another moment into your gravity" ~ Gravity.

"It's been a long, a long time coming but I know A change gon' come oh yes it will..."
"It's been too hard living but I'm afraid to die Cuz I don't know what's up there beyond the sky..."
"There been times that I thought I wouldn't last for long, Now i think I'm able to carry on..."
~A change is gonna come.

i feel like something is about to happen....or maybe i want something to happen soo bad im tricking myself in believing something will....
Like this sarah girl...she is cool and gives me a weird vibe and im interested in her. but really? what chance do i have?? none.

"When youre fifteen feeling like there nothing to figure out well count to ten, take it in, this is life." ~ 15

I like that song. I love singing it to the freshman who are retarded just like i was at 15. lol. and i also like the music. music draws me a song than the lyrics do. so yeah.
Today is my last English taks test. So ready for it. About to go get breakfast before so i wont be hungry during the 4 hour test. I think my room is going to be quick. After this only 3 taks test left before im done with that. :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=txw_FAdJ66o

Go check the vid.
That is why i am fabulis!!!

"they disguised it, hypnotized it" ~ Hypnotize.
"mesmerized the simple minded" ~ Hypnotize

"You used to captivate me by your resonating light" ~ My immortal.

Well. Have you just lost all respect for a person? I have.
DK has just lost me yet i still feel some sort of attachment that i cant break. Its like a string that wont break, no matter how hard i pull it or what scissors i use, my teeth wont work, stepping on it wont work maybe i just need to let it wear out.

"That party last night was awfully crazy, i wish we taped it" ~ I love College.

Im running on like 30 minutes of sleep. No Joke. but i wanna do replay of last night so i can go back and read this if i forget.

"Time will always come for you, thats just how it is" ~ Thats How it is.

"Those who are dead, are not dead, they're just living in my head" ~ 42.

College, School, Soccer, Track, Friends, Life. I just wanna stop for one day and relax cuz its all coming to fast. like year and half....and ill be a fish again but in college. school is intense. soccer, i now hate. track will always be a love hate relationship. life is somedays great.

"Ive been waiting, ive been waiting for this moment all my life and its not quite right" ~ lazy eye.

I think as a child, i had a very bad misconception of being a teenager. Like idk, i thought i would have a car by 16 be out drinking and partying every weekend. be very popular, have a boyfriend. and so on and so forth.

"He got the world in his hand" ~ Are you listening. (love song for haiti)

"Will i lose my diginity?, will someone care?, will i wake tomorrow from this nightmare" ~ Rent.

So today i turn 17...by 1 o clock; i will be 17. Today is my birthday but i feel so down. im trying to perk up but i dont see why. i feel like i can burst into tears at any moment. sad...i really feel sad. and pathetic cuz its my birthday and im sad cuz one of the people i love most...basically told me they didnt care and life seems dreary now...worthless. *sigh*

Have a great day. :)

"hmm thats right...and i shed my skin tonight but my fangs are hard to hide" ~ avenged sevenfold

Epic failure. Epic.

"I aint worried about u cuz im feelin myself." ~ lil wayne

"Raindrops keep fallin' on my head And just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed. Nothin' seems to fit"