But for tonight I'm going to bed soon cause I have to be at a place that's an hour away at 7:45, so you know what that means :P
Getting up when I fucking usually do for school on a fucking Sunday. Pissing me off. But at least after then I have the day to myself, and I'll be able to post a journal I've been wanting to for a while, but this'll just be a quick...
I don't know why I'm so bad...
There's this chick on fb who always posts things that have a certain fascination for me, cause it's entertaining to see that someone can really be that much of a fruitcake.
So I keep feeling tempted to comment even when I know I shouldn't...
"I really dislike it when people swear on facebook and to my face. you think u say things like that to look cool but really you just down yourself. and it doesnt encourage anybody. it just puts people in a bad mood. So wats the point?"
Sorry I haven't been journaling. I've been fucking off for a while after school and then I have to frantically do homework and get to bed, and I usually journal before bed, so yeah.
I have homework still to do, a lot, right now. I'm such a fuckass.
I really wanna write a philosophical journal, but I don't have time, and I have even more homework tomorrow, but if I actually apply myself I might still be able to journal if I just DO FUCKING SCHOOLWORK FIRST before fucking off.
You can see our debt approaching our GDP now... It's already at over 99%...
Ugh. I mean, I ain't some debt-hating pinhead, but that's pretty bad.
We had a surplus under Clinton, before Bush bent it over a table and brutally strangled and assraped it...
Democrats are a little too much tax and spend, and Republicans are way too much don't tax and spend more on useless things.
FUCK journal loss. WHAT THE FUCK SERIOUSLY I DON’T EVEN THAT IS ANNOYING.
Anyway, I’ll quickly retype what I had.
I’m so glad the week is finally almost over. Tomorrow’s a half day so easy day for me, although there’ll probably be homework I realise then that I forgot to do.
Seems like there always is.
So I told myself to cut back on the drinking and I lasted 72 hours.
Not exactly an epic victory, but in my case I think you're going to have to take what you can get :P
I dunno if I have homework tonight. I hope not.
All I've been doing is playing guitar hero and then doing various things on the computer while listening to the Marche Slave:
Everyone would just love to be a tortured artist, although I don't think there's been one before or since Van Gogh.
Maybe I'll believe someone when they tell me of their deep inner pain, when they kill themselves after painting something like The Starry Night: http://www.vangoghgallery.com/painting/starryindex.html
Tired as hell though.
Jesus I hate freeway driving. I mean, I almost never get as much sleep as I probably should, so I'm usually tired all the time during the day, only it can be hidden if I'm active and I don't feel like I immediately want to sleep...
So, what do you guys think of it?
Cause it can be one of the most evil activities humans have ever conspired to commit.
But it could also help people, right?
I mention this because I've told several lies, and one of those was today.
I feel fucking great today, by the way, I bullshitted my way through 2 tests and got out of being yelled at, which I'll talk about, and I thought my parents knew something bad about me, but it turns out they didn't, and all that on very little sleep and a slight hangover this morning to boot :P
2 years on this site now. Woot...
Anyway, I have a few questions for you guys...
First, what is your favorite song?
My favorite song right now is probably One by Metallica, (although anything by Rise Against rates pretty high) I don't often listen to it but I wake up to it now every morning... Very soothing... At least at the beginning. But I like it all :P
Fuckin beast song :P
Next, what is your favorite ever TV show?
So, today, random call from my brother on the other side of the country, and basically, among other things he said he creeped on my fb page, and saw that it said I was gay, and he asked if I was gay. I dunno why I even considered lying, but I did, but I didn't even come close to, I just said "ya", and then he was like "that's excellent" and then he likened us to Nate and David in Six Feet Under, best show ever! But, in the show, Nate dies at like 40, which isn't good... Anyway...
Driving a standard is pretty fucking awesome, if I may say so myself.
I mean, I'm not really good yet, and I still have real nail-biters when there's cars like 6 inches behind me on a hill and I have to start from a dead stop.
And it'd be good to get good, cause I'll have to be if I ever wanna drive to Seattle, cause it's not easy to drive anything there.
There's all sorts of REALLY steep hills right at intersections, some of which aren't easy even with automatics, you have to use the gas and the brake at the same time to stop the car from rolling back into the car behind you.
We are learning some interesting fucking shit in WHAP, actually. Still don't really like the class, but damn.
We were learning about Hinduism and Buddhism, and the differences between Western and Eastern Religions.
What some people didn't seem to think was so cool was that apparently Hinduism is older than not only Christianity but the Judaism it sprang out of.
Although, I guess, being a Christian, you probably don't believe in evolution and you believe the world started with God creating it and therefore there can't be an older religion than Christianity.
I don't know why I'm so fucking tired recently. I mean, last year I routinely got this much sleep or less, and this year if I ain't doing more work, I certainly ain't doing less.
I mean, I also got a lot of sleep last night. Over 8 hours, which is rare for me, I generally am VERY lucky to get more than 7, but very unlucky if less than 6...