i've become pretty lazy with my writing lately. i haven't written much about anything, and i've been neglecting the endless story i've been writing for quite a while.

i miss the way i used to write, sitting around for a couple hours, writing everything i thought about, everything i needed out of my system. but lately, i just let it all out in baking, which i can't really look back on. i can just gain the weight from it. o_o pointless, right?

the whole GED classes thing. like, i'm almost thankful that i dropped out, because of everything i'm getting out of my classes.

over fall break, i'm going to this convention thing where i do a mock interview, and just for doing it, i get a giftcard from my teacher, Trina, and then maybe a prize from the convention. plus they're taking us out to eat when we go. like, i'm honestly excited.

complete shit.

like, i've been so sick for the past three or four days and nothing's making me feel better. no medicines, no sleep, nothing makes me feel better.

lately i've just been kinda blah. :/
like, school just doesn't interest me, i always feel like crying, and i've just spent most of my time sleeping, and it's like there's something wrong with me. but the thing is, i can't figure out just what that is.

okay, i've written, like, one entry. and i kinda feel bad about it, because i really really like the idea of this website, i love this website. but i never really have anything to talk about. but now i do, ha.

okay, first of all, my mom's gay. yes, i am blessed. (: [she was 'straight' for a while, and came out just a few years ago, after she'd had three kids. that should squash a few questions.]
anyway.

Okay, so, there's this girl, and her name's ashley. i've known her for a while, and we met through myspace. i don't remember when it was that we met, but it's been a while, maybe a year? idk, at least six months. anyway, after a while, of course i got feelings for her the way i tend to do.

well. she has a girlfriend. NO. a fiance. they've been together for FOUR YEARS. yeah, srsly. her name's nicole.