Absolutly not one day I worry about my best ex friend, but theres a saying, "To do harm onto others will come back to you three fold" applies to this sisutation. I have seen her livejournal from time to time, and today was the last mark. Oh sure she marched off got drunk and walked the street for couple of hours. Thats what you get for trying to harm another. Im not trying to be boast about it, but she sort of deserve it for being cocky son of a bitch.

I;ll never trust a woman. A man and a woman, is not a great mixture. Another betrayal and stupidity from her. Bitches!

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I was the first costumer at the store to grab and cash in Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix. Obviously you can see how thrilled I was, when I got it. Im on chapt 7 already.

Im so glad Rainbowfreek decided to join us as I was obloged to help her to join the oasis gang. Shes an awesome girl once you get to know her. Really!!!

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Ive discovered the other day when a guy says I LOVE YOU to me, I cringe. Is it somthing that embedded to myself, to fear or be afraid when a person pass you by and suddenly a stranger takes a liking in you, and says that. Love is a delicate word, a very common word thats being use across america to toy with each others emotions. Its evil, its a fear ths strikes in a person that when a person apparate themself in front of you and give you a false hope. Granted, emotions can be easily be toyed by other people. You know, this happened to me the other day, a hispanic guy in his 20's kissed me passionly, and muttered I love you. I frozed, and thought WHAT THE HELL IS HE TRYING TO GAIN FROM SAYING THAT? Then as usuall I shrugged it off, made it like an acient word of the past. Like it never hushed from his mouth. Later that day he departed, with lust in his eyes.

How dumb can she get, she betrayed me a year ago. How can she forget how much pain she put me through and wants me to forgive her for her fag insults. The only she truely want from me is to be her boyfriend. She wants me to attend to her graduation party and yet I couldnt help but feel inseceure.

She then e-mailed me whining about me being stupid and that she had change so much since then and that I watch her graduate a new woman? How dumb is that? How can I go to a place where her mother with anger, and her stepfather being a molester and a bigot hates my guts? Unsafe environment, sister!!!!! Think about it girl.

In my entire life I have never felt such urge to play favorates. Favorism in children are widely common in each family, skirking their responsiblity to each child for one kid they favor. My mother went on complaing about her weekend up north with her sisters visiting their sister in Canada. Shes in her 70's with many grand children, and at one point she never tended for some of the boys bruises instead she bandaid one girl she favors. That just really nasty and cold of her to skirk her grandkids for Allissa (one of my second cousin she favors.)

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Its been ages since Ive last posted, I realized, but its well worth reading instead. Im just gonna give you guys an update on whats goin on in my life.

There would be endless of days where I;ll sit here and wonder where my life would lead to. Of course Im still young, im fresh into my adult of 21 struggling to make it into the working class world. Its not easy. I almost got rejected from my college, and I hope I dont get turned down this time after three relay calls (Im deaf of course). For the past four days has been hard, as I struggled with sleepless nights, and verbal insults with a very good friend of mine, later we soon forgave eachother as good friends always do.

Melisa, of course I dont know her, but she went to the same school as I did. Shes a 4 year college student at RIT(known for deaf college) that I went breifly, commited suicide. She apparently poured gasoline on herself and made a human bonfire out of herself. The reason why is being investigated. Ive just learned that recently which is very sad.

ON a bright side, Im going to date soon. For a while I grew nervous with the dating scene just becuase all the mens goals are to get laid. Not this one, I hope. I met this dude and we instantly clicked. Hes deaf and gay and we share alot in common. So thats awesome.

watch ghost sightings before 10 otherwise you'll have a hard time going to bed. DANDY!

For months I have contemplated on making a coffin entertainment center. So three weeks ago I finally went for it and bought some wood. 6 foot tall, 3 foot wide in the middle. 3 flat boards, cut one big board into shape of a coffin for the back. cut another sheet of board for the sides, and then the extra board for the shelfing. 113 dollars for the boards. Then theres tools needed, screws, plane, and that crap. Paint, so all together it took me 3 weeks and 200 dollars later to come to life.

The plausable question that lingers what gender am I? In apperance I am either a boy or a girl. Most would ask me if I were a girl, but only ended showing them my "winky". Do I identify myself either sex? No I do not, I consider myself androgyny, if you dont know the meaning, look it up. I may look like a girl, but im mostly a boy. Therefore, I am neither sex, and I share both sexes. Does that confuses you?

You meet a guy that really shares your interest and then 2 hours later he pops his status, I HAVE A BOYFRIEND. Arg how depressing. All the good guys are takened.