Listening to 'If I Could Be Where You Are' by Enya. We had my sister's bridal shower today, it was fun. I got no sleep last night, so I was running on fumes, soda, a sugar all day :-) and we had pettiefores (cake). It sucked that my sister had to leave not long after, I hardly see her anymore. Same with my friends, my best friend starts school this week and we never did get to hang out in the past two weeks. I totally understand that my friends and sister have their own cazily hectic lives, I just miss them. And lately I've wondered about best friends.

I watched Across the Universe the Universe today. It was such a weird movie, but I liked it. I always thought Jim Sturgess was kinda cute, and I'm a fan of Evan Rachel Wood. I think she's gorgeous, and I believe I have a crush on her. I saw her in The Wrestler and Running With Scissors recently, and I then proceeded to watch interview/movie clips of her on youtube. I know I'm wierd sometimes. There was also a cute/funny Asian girl who was a lesbian, in Across the Universe, I liked her character too.

I'm new here...so hi everyone! I'm a 17 year old girl, and a senior. I started 'stalking' Oasis 3 or 4 weeks ago and I finally decided, screw it, and took the leap to join. Though I'm having paranoid thoughts now, wondering if I should keep or delete my account in fears of someone I know finding it. I'm not sure if I'm bi or les, just very confused because I feel mutual attraction. I've been self-questioning about this for maybe a year now, ever since camp last summer. I went to art camp for a week and met a bi girl, a les girl, and a gay guy, and I hung out with him and a straight girl.