So, my dad has decided (without ever talking to me about it), that we won't have to deal with the whole hormones thign for another few years. Since when is that his decision? I know I'm only 14 and all that (almost 15, thankyou), but I freaking -need- this so badly. for six months I was told that I'd ahve to wait until I was 16, and I was miserable. I was then told that this might come soon, and I was happier then than I had been since... well, too long. ><

John Barrowman was on desperate housewives, and is on next episode too. So gorgeous...

I honestly think saving private ryan was the most depressing movie I've ever watched. I mean... titanic was hella depressing... brokeback mountain was... but saving private ryan.. I mean, it's not the same depressing as brokeback moutain I guess, but the way it was set up and... crap. That was really really freaking depressing. I teared up more at that than brokeback mountain..

nph is way too awesome.

And I'm really tired.

And my mum needs to make that appointment.. I know I've said it a lot, but I can't help it. What else am i supposed to be thinking about right now?

Has nothing to do with this update. Sorry. ^^

Pretty much I just want my mum to set up an evaluation appointment for t.. I'm so happy about that right now.

And I have an odd suspicion that somebody at group might like me... but I'm not sure. I mean... when I ask him or his boyfriend (they're polyamorous) about who they're talkinga bout, they're really roundabout about answering. Which... they wouldn't normally do. They both told me when they liked each other, and that's how they're together now. ><

Meh.. whatever.

Unfortunately, I'm not gonna explain why here. ^^

I feel like I had something interestingish to say earlier this week... but I don't remember now.

I saw random guy again this week. Is that what I was calling him? I don't remember... but he's always around the art school. He was wearing a fedora, and I dunno why but it made me really happy. xD

So today we had a field trip. I was sitting on the bus talkign to people froma rt school. Somehow, somebody goes "Jeez, Skylar, you have tiny hands!"

I started getting all defensive like, then somebody goes "Haha, you have girl hands!" (Not meanly... just jokingly). I was just like "Meh, stop making fun of my tiny hands!" but... I dunno. Weird thing to be brought up.

Also, somebody asked me what my... stuff... was named. I just ignored him. Also weird. oO

Bioguys say weird things when they outnumber girls 3-1 and that girl is one they're really comfortable around. >>

Wow... so I haven't been able to use the computer for the past two days because I've been at this gigundo glbtwhateverelse conference.... my gods it was amazing. All that pride... it made me happy. And just like... everybody being completely themselves, whether or not they could be at home. ^^

Today... was generally uninteresting. xD

Although I was in a good mood all day, so... that's good, I guess. Haha

My therapist gave my mum the phoen number of an endocrinologist... I know it doesn't necessarily mean anything, but effff yessss. I'm so happy right now!!! Or... as happy as one can be with a headache and constant ringing/pulsing in their ears. xD

Nyahaha.... if only I didn't have to do homework right now.

AHHH.

I just hope to gods this endo doesn't also say I'll have to wait another year and a half.. I think I'd kill myself.

Holy crap. I don't think I can say that enough. xD

This is my unbelievably short screenplay. It's horrid, but it was fun. xD

Ftr, it's a rough draft. there's a lot of stuff that's unnecessary, and a lot of stuff I should probably add. Buthat'scool. I'd love opinions, though. ^^

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Neil Patrick Harris has a twitter.

He tweeted about john barrowman a few times.

He's gonna be on glee

He's more amazing than I thought... he said unbelievadiculous.

I might be semi-decent at screenplays? Nowait... nevermind. I'm so not. But they're fun. And I have an idea for one... funny thing is, it comes from just random life moments. xD

I think I'll post one of mine up here... yeah. Probably. So y'all can wonder what I'm doing with my life.

Also, two hour delays rock my socks. Yupyup. That's all. Kbye.

Yaknoww, it's not like it was enough to deal with that I had two ear infections. It's not like it was enough to deal with that one of them has been oozing since... ehh, about 1:30 on friday. Nahhh, not at alll.

Now fricking... it.. has started. Normally I wouldn't talk about it on here.. but I think I'm gonna fricking shoot somebody. I mean... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Flip. Flippingmcflippyflippinface. Shitttt.

So last night... I ended up going to see Alice in Wonderland. It was pretty awesome. The.. I dunno... creatures, I s'pose, were amazing. It was some bizarre combination of alice in wonderland and through the looking glass thoufgh. And then the dodo bird was acting like a bird of prey. >>

Uhm.. last night I got a horrid sleep. I was too focused on making sure no ear stuff got on my pillow to ever properly sleep... resulting in me waking up this morning just feeling off. Which was really too bad, cuz I couldn't fully enjoy my crumpet.

In case anybody was wondering, perforated eardrum in one ear and infections in both. Joyyyyyy. ><