-Definitely- join the waterpolo team in college. xD

My dad used to play waterpolo, and he had this alumn tournament or whatever. There was a dinner afterwards that I went to. 80% of those guys were damned attractive. xD

I think there's a chance I'm starting to like someone again. funny thing, he's 3 years older than me... >>

He doesn't act as old though, so maybe it's a start? xD

Meh, whatever.

'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe;
All mimsy were the borogroves,
And the mome rath outgrabe

"Beware the jabberwock, my son!
The jaws that bite, the claws that catch!
Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun
The frumious bandersnatch!"

He took his vorpal sword in hand:
Long time the manxome foe he sought-
So rested he by the tumtum tree,
And stood awhile in thought.

And as in uffish thought he stood,
The jabberwock, with eyes of flame,
Came whiffling through the tulgey wood
And burbled as it came!

One, two! One, two! And through and through

Yaknow how I mentioned that I was just pissed at people? And I ddin't wanna do anythign tonight?

Well, maybe that's a lie... I dunno whether or not I said that. Point is, I didn't.

Not that it matters. My mum just decided she'd take me somewhere tonight. Didn't even bother asking. And, yaknow, it's not like she's made an appointment or anythign yet. Not after a week. It'd take ten freaking min utes. How hard is it to take ten freaking minutes for the sake of keeping me from a mental breakdown?

I dunno whether or not I talked about it, but I had a dream that senior came back without telling anybody a few days ago.

Guess who came back yesterday night? Without telling anybody?

I saw him today at study hall... I dunno. It's weird. Maybe I wouldda been either really happy or really upset about it, but Iw as already pissed at life. So now... the fact ofs eeing him was pretty much neutral mood wise. It did get me... I don't even know. I don't wanna say I still like him, but he's not just a friend. Gods I wish he could be. :P

I had something interesting to say earlier. Oh well.. I have a tree on my hand.

..

Noo, it's called a pen. You write with them. :P

Heh, it's fun..

Ohwait. That's right. I wanted to say I miss my boxers. That's the worst part about it all... I just... get miserable when I can't wear boxers.

Well, I dunno that it's so much that... how 'bout this: I get miserable when I can't wear guys' underwear. I just.... auigjbauidflghjgdh. ><

Todayy.. I had an art show. Which meant that right after school I went and got a mocha coffee smoothie thing, and then hung out outside for an hour with just... people. In general.

Somebody smelled me.. not like, my good smelling deoderant (although somebody else smelled that...xD).

But.. somebody was like "who is that??" And somebody else pointed at me and was like "It's him!"

I was just like "Pffftt... >>"

It sucked. ><

YEAH! Something other than doctor who or T or name change. WOAH! >>

Anywho, look at it:

http://www.doctoroctoroc.com/8-bit-dr-horrible/watch.html

:D

In other news... my mum yelled at me for reminding her that she needs to make an appointment and call a judge about name change and all that... and I wanted to throw in get bbc before the 17th, but she was too busy yelling at me to listen. >>

And it turns out the founder of my youth group is gonna be at that summer camp.. he'll be in charge of arts and crafts. Crazy, right? I didn't even know!

So.. soso... it's pretty much a definite yes on the doctor who thing. and I'm SO. FLIPPING. EXCITED. :DDDDDDD

In other news... legal name change is coming really soon, as is evaluation appointment. I just need to bug my mum some more for those ones. NYAHH. EVERYTHING'S AWESOME RIGHT NOW.

OH

Guess what else?

I don't find this nearly as exciting as matt smithness, BUT.... OK GO, the band, yaknow, is coming to my city in a few weeks. The tickets cost 15 bucks. We already have ours.

People who live in the uk are incredibly lucky.

Why do I hafta wait so longg? ><

Then again... I may get to meet matt smith, karen gillian AND stephen moffat in watching it. If I just keep that in mind I -might- not kill all british people. >>

Kiddinggg, kiddingg. if I killed all british people I'd have nobody to live with me in the future. D:

I'm such a loser. With nothing else to say. 'cept pleaseletthisworkout.

Bye. :D

Yesterday I wandered around the nearest city for a while with my friend. We ended up talking about senior a lot... I don't even know why. apparently he might come back soon.. Id on't want him to. whenever I see him I get miserable.. unless he's paying attention to me, in which case I get really happy, but that doesn't happen as frequently.. I mean, it's not that as a friend I wouldn't like to see him. But as that pathetic freshman who liked a senior a ridiculous amount.. I don't.

MATT SMITH IS GONNA BE IN NYC AT A US PREMEIRE ON APRIL 14TH. AT A Q&A. AND IT DOESN'T COST ANYTHING. SHIZZLE. I WANNA BE THERE. AND NO I WON'T STOP TYPING IN CAPS THIS IS TOO AMAZING. SHIZZLEEEEEE.

ASDJFGAFGMKALDFGHIOAJKNLSGASITJGKDFNB.

THATSALLBYE.

Mmkay, so this girl sits at my lunch table, right? And she's really loud. And genreally disliked because of it. She's cool though.. I mean, a lot of people judge her wrongly. But that's not the point. My sister and all of her senior friends still sit at the table next to us.

Doctor who and Testosterone.

About doctor who: It restarts in three weeks in the us... all of them british folks are lucky, tehy get it two weeks ahead (Darn you lol-taire. :P) and I have an entire week to kill without school or anything before I get tos ee... I have no flipping idea how I'm gonna make it through that week without looking up the episode online. Grrg... why can't it be noww? ><

Today I got hairgel, payed for condoms that I don't have yet, and got the Dr. Horrible soundtrack. The first two are for the same thing... if you know what it is, you know what it is. If not... whatever. xD

Teh third I got cuz I wanted it, but I've gotten too many things recently... I'd have felt bad if I bought it. so my friend burned it for me. I didn't even have to ask... she just did. I feel like I've been asking for too many things recently... Id unno. whatever.

Ftr, the condoms are from a friend. I didn't like... order them online or something. That'd be weird. oO

I just had a feakout... cartwheels and sit ups and push ups and failed handstands and jumping and just plain spazzing. Why? Cuz I've een lazy as hell all week and goddamn I needed it. I think Imma do that again tomorrow... I just need more exercise.

It's weird... I find it harder to breath when I'm not binding cuz I'm so used to restricted breathing. Is that a bad thing? Probably. Meh..

Heh... I wanna do more cartwheels. >>