I'm finally back... for good, this time. No more vacations, no more visitations of family... finally home. Goodness, it feels good. I can finally relax and no have tow orry about packing for my fifth vacation that starts in two days.

School starts in a week for me. Well, sort of. See, I'm going to two schools... it's complicated, but one starts monday and the other tuesday. They're both for half the day...

Mmkay, so I was talking to this friend of mine yesterday who said that she figured out the situation with a guy friend of hers by asking her subconscious for a dream with the answer in it, and she got it. I figured I'd try it, just to see if my subconscious would respond (I never remember my dreams).

So, I asked the question of whether I'm bi or gay, not something I care much about but fun to see how a dream would respond, and I had a dream that I remembered for the first time in months. Unfortunately it made no sense with the context.

Woo, leaving again.... not really woo. I just want a week at home doing nothing, mann. Ah well, I'll have fun where I'm going. I might even be able to get online and all that. Maybe. I hope.....

In any case, I continue to have nothing interesting happening in my life, aside from travel. It's not even really travel to fun places, anymore. Just visiting my Grannie down in North Carolina. Possibly going to South Carolina. Who knows.

Hm... I'm in such a strange mood. I want to watch torchwood, right, but it's like... I wanna watch the two episodes that are the only episodes that I can say I dislike. Not gonna say which episodes, cuz I don't wanna give anything away, but.

Not only that, but... I dunno, I'm just in a weird mood. One of those moods, sort of, that you have too much muse but you can't follow that muse at all, so you can't get rid of it. Except, my mood is a variation on that, so I don't know what it is at -all-.

But not exactly happy about it. No offense, mind you, I just always hate getting home after being at that place. *Sigh*

Man, I've been home like two hours and I miss it already. The people, the... everything. >>

*sigh*

Sooo.. tomorrow I'm going to just about the most amazing place ever. I'm so freaking excited, I just want to be there. I suppose the time would come faster if I'd just go to bed, but I don't want to, really. In any case, I wish I could describe just how amazing it is where I'm going, but it's one of those things that you can't possible describe unless you've been there. Well, maybe you can. I suppose I'll figure that out as I become a better writer... at least I hope I will.

Hokay, I've officially started working out. Ish. In any case, I'm not in the best shape, and I figure now's a good time to fix that. I mean... a lot of people think I'm in good shape, but I dunno why. I have almost no muscle.

So yeah. That was the entire purpose of my journal entry. Well, that and I'm amazed at myself for finally talking initiative. I'm wayyy too lazy for that. xD

As we all know, yesterday oasis was down. I've been here two days, and I was constantly refreshing the page hoping that it came back up. I realized how sad this was and continued anyways because I couldn't help it. I really think there's something wrong with that... haha.

So today I had multiple discussions (Oddly, only one of which was started by me) on what makes you gay, bi, straight, trans, androgynous, whatever. Everybody agreed that sexual orientation was very simply something you're born with, but there was at least one person who thought that gender identity was partially environmental. I disagree with that, and I should think that it'd be even more of a birth thing than sexual orientation.