it's amazing i tell you. i'm loving tumblr more and more....
for all those great tumblr sites :p
btw. la roux is pretty cool...
when i gel my hair people say that i either
look like jackjack or la roux
especially la roux
i need gay people in my town, seriously.
anyone wanna move over here and be my best friend?
'cause that would be cool. and i would love you. a lot.
random post is random
i love you <3
of alot of things...
i watched anyone but me
and it makes me feel so damn...hopeless
i'm getting back into writing
but not so much poetry
as much prose
i have stupid summer school :(
five fucking hours of bio
on th bright side: crazy hyper girl from another school
she's...weird...good way but not the 0.o woah, you're weird
kinda thing. it's more of a >.0 you're batshit crazy weird!
i've been feeling extremely gay lately
but there's no one to be gay with
everyone in my town is either straight
or bi. no gays as far as i can tell...
T^T someone save me from this shit
post another journal.
i've been neglecting this site.
i'm sorry my awesome oasians.
THERE WAS JUST AN EARTHQUAKE
cute girls at school.
too bad they're....not gay.
well...there isn't much to update.
except that i'm sad to see all the seniors
from my school go. and my cousin.
and all my senior friends.
:( why do they have to leave?
T^T geez. imma turn into an emotional wreck
when i go to graduation....
i love you all. very much.
:/ thanks to superduck i'm thinking about creating an account
...girls who love girls....:3 ooh....girls....lol
nothing's really happening.
i dont think i have a crush on that girl anymore.
in other news:
i attempted to make eye contact and a half smile
with my ex.
we passed each other in the restroom...
i can't wait to leave high school and meet some real homos
instead of high school bi's
lacking_direction and i have been talking
and i'm trying to find all them attractive gay girls
famous ones, to be specific
hell, even friends you think are cute.
comment or message with a link/pic?
is gorgeous. just saying.
so how is everyone doing?
i think i said this before, but i love formspring
it's so entertaining
i needz to find me a cute girl
i just wanna find gay girls in my area
that'd be great plznthx
i think i'm addicted to reading yuri...
don't think that's good
i suppose it's because
there's nothing exciting happening in my life
so i find excitment in reading
oh dear, what's happened to me :p
okz bai bai
hugs for all
she's beautiful. appearace, writing, heart, soul.
it's interesting. i've gotten good and bad stuff...
one i really like?
A: YES I AM!
really? state the fucking obvious why don't you!
lol but i've gotten really nice things too :)
aside from that....
i really really really really want to attend pride
BUT my parents...they would never let me.
they'll be over-protective...and just say no.
:/ "you look like asparagus" says my crush
"bye gay girl" says my crush
once, she called out "hey you with the dyke haircut!"
there is this freshman...and she's really attractive. her mom is too...
lol i was listening to this as i logged onto oasis...:)
anyways. there was the fun fair today and i wore my free hugs shirt.
little kids are more brave and willing than high schoolers :p
and i got a hug from the library clerk from the middle school.
so anyway. about my crush. i guess i could say we're friends now
we pass notes in math when my teacher's not looking :p
we're such rebels, i know.
i know that before, i said i didn't like tega and sara, but i don't mind it now
i'm in a techno-y mood...
i'm supposed to be doing a bio lab but i'm here and chewing on my tongue so that it'll bleed and i can suck the blood out....i know, creepy and disturbing....but i like blood....:/ ok....i'm gonna go do that stupid bio lab
i was the only one at my school to observe it.
everyone else forgot.
one kid in my math class that likes to hit me asked if there was a way to make me talk.
two of my classmates stood up for me and one said "don't you dare!"
made me happy that someone finally stood up for me.
girl i like gave me an eraser.
a frog one.
i named him bernard.
after class i gave her a hug and she hugged back.
then i told(wrote) her that she could participate in it next week.
she was bummed that she didn't hear about it.
the club didn't advertise for this week because of an event.
girl i like has boyfriend.
thought i had a slight chance.
i predicted they would get together over spring break.
i thought about plan b.
she's making friends with me.
i get to see them around.
and fucking matching.
i see her.
and she's so fucking cute.
but then i remember.
she has a boyfriend.
i give up.
i don't care if there are other fish in the sea.
i want to find gay fish.
no gay fish as far as i'm concerned.
at least at my school.