I just spent almost two hours talking to that sophomore I talked about in my last post. We're hanging out on Saturday, maybe. I'm so excited! =]]]]] She's so cool and funny. Ah @$()&**!@#$^&@ I'm happy.

So I haven't wrote lately. Let's see what's new...

Basketball season has started we're 1-1. Our biggest in-division game is tomorrow. Fun times lol.

I've been talking to pretty much all of my ex's lately. I.e. Mallory, Morgan, etc. Yeah, I'm proving things to myself.

I was in a long distance relationship from someone I met on here. We were "talking" for close to five months, only official for a month lol. We broke up a couple days ago but we're still friends.

So today was the first day of basketball practice. It was pretty uneventful, we got our jerseys and learned our first two offenses. Oh yeah, tryouts sucked. They began on Saturday and lasted until Tuesday. Saturday was like a regular practice and Monday-Tuesday were track days. We ran three miles both days, it was lame.

So the March was one of the coolest things I have ever experienced. Everyone was so open and proud, most definitely inspiring. There were a lot of speeches once we reached the Capital and the group I went with really wanted to see Lady Gaga. She happened to be one of the last speakers too lol. So we all camped out on the grass until she came on. It was pretty cool. I saw this one hippy couple, heterosexual, but still hippy, and I basically love them.

Is anyone else here going to the March for Equality on Sunday in D.C?

If you are, let's march together!

=]

My moms boyfriend is throwing a fit because there is no more tea. I find it very humorous to see him throw a kid fit at his solid age of 33. Love love love immaturity.

Lately I've been feelings kind of blah.

I don't know why really.

I come home, do my homework, workout, and sleep.

That's my life.

I dislike routines and my life seems like on big routine at the moment.

Also, for the first time in my life I really want a significant other. Like I kind of want to put my feelings into caring for someone else instead of them just sitting inside dying ya know?

There's attractive girls in my school, a lot of them actually, but I just don't have that emotional attraction to them.

It's kind of sad that I want to like someone.

I got these new little gage earrings today. They're alright other than the fact that putting them on takes about 15 minutes of my life. Lol. Then I bought a fake piercing from a Halloween store and wore it on my lip then came home. My mom was like, "Please tell me that's fake." Then I said it was real and all she said was, "Leave. I can't talk to you right now." She's so against me getting my lip pierced even though it will look really good. I don't even see why it will affect her, it's not like her lip is going to hurt or people will think differently of her. It's pretty lame.

I feel like a complete tool right now, basically. The girl who I used to love two years ago and I have been attempting to be friends again. She used to be my bestfriend and well she was also the one who outed me to my school. I can't trust her and we've already tried being friends again but I wasn't 100% dedicated to that. I guess we're going to try again. Today was full of drama because we have a mutual friend and me and Morgan not getting along is affecting her.

I love the feeling of not being attracted to anyone. You know, the one where you feel so free and independent? I'm there now, and I think I like it.

Why the fuck are Camaro's such a big deal all the sudden? Like they're all over advertisements and everything, why? Sorry I just saw three ads for them and it frustrated me.

School was school, minus all the really cool seniors from last year and add a shit load of freshmores (technically sophmores but considered freshman because they had freshman year in the annex of our school). The freshmores are so annoying. They haven't figured out the hallway crowds yet where if you just stand there someone's going to walk into you. Lol lame.

First period (weight training/conditioning) I'm in a class with 19 guys, and no girls besides myself. Which is pretty awesome because that means I have the whole locker room to myself when I shower lol.

So I just had one of the weirdest dreams ever. The fact that I remembered it itself just shows how weird it is/was (I never really remember dreams unless they are really weird or good, 3/4 I can remember are weird).

So this is basically how it goes:

School starts on Tuesday. I'm actually ready for it to start, this summer has been so unhealthy. I feel as if I put on like 10 pounds, but I haven't. I just haven't really worked out and now my muscle definition is like zero. I hate that. Good thing I have weightlifting/conditioning bright and early all semester. It'll get me in shape for basketball season too, which is always good because basketball tryouts are absolute hell.

Got my permit today, woooo! I drove to Target and home lol. My mom held onto the "oh shit" bar the second I turned on the ignition, oh plus she was screaming the whole time. LOVE IT.

John's gone, everyone's leaving and I start school in 6 days. I need to type up my AP work.

I finished my room, it looks amazing. Actually at night it looks like a night club, especially if I turn on the blacklight and light a candle. I had people over the other night and we just danced the whole time. It was tight as shit.