I'm not 5'5, light skinned with pretty eyes and long hair. I'm not ya ride or die chick. I'm not loud and ghetto. I don't rock J's and forces with skinny jeans &nd fitteds. But i will stick by you when you need me. I will listen when you need me to and tell you things that you aren't relizing. I wear Vans, Chucks, and Airwalks.

I'm not 4'11" with glasses and a timid smile. I'm not a complete geek with the sexy vibe. I don't always wear my glasses thogh i should. I dont make straight A's but i am on high honors. and I do go out and party.

I hate when a female wants to fight over another girl. Ok soo your girl left you for me. but if i didnt know she had a girl you cant blame me for that. Honestly, she left you for a fucking reason . Damn. i hate overprotective jealous females.... GET OVER IT.

That was kind of personal huh? maybe i should calm down. yea... uhm.. maybe it was the energy drink or maybe it was the fact that i havent fought any one in a really long time. sooooo yea. I hope the bitch trys me. I really do. I would love to beat her ass in front of my ex.

Ever feel like almost nothings right? I mean my lifes not bad. I have everything i need. Food, shelter, i have a phone. an iPod, money, a job. My life doesnt sound soo bad. I know my life isnt bad. I'm just lonely. All of my friends are mainly ex's . I know its bad but i dont really go out. I'd rather stay home and have a long distance relationship than have to deal with the whole watching me break their heart thing. Phones are simple. Call, Its over, hang up.

I'm sitting here listening to First time by IMX and thinking about the first time I kissed a girl. She was like 5 years older then me, Light skin with these gorgeous light brown eyes. We were downtown and i was soo nervous that some one that knew my dad would see me. It was still just a wonderful kiss. It was like the world stopped. I mean, It wasnt like i was in love with her or anything even close to that. Me and the girl only dated for like 4 days. But...