Just wanted to let you all know that I'm not coming on here anymore. Not that I did very often anyways. I figured I might as well say goodbye anyways. So, peace. Oh....and if you really feel the need to have sex with random chicks then thats pretty scummy. But ok. Good luck, bye.

I'm not allowed to see or talk to Brittany anymore. Her parents are ignorant and have pretty much ripped us apart....

So, I think I pulled a muscle in my back yesterday. It hurts like hell. It hurts to walk and i have to lay down, cant sit up. It sucks. Im sitting at home all alone till about 8:30 tonight. Bleh. Boredom is beginning to take over and its only 9:30am. Damn.
On the plus side, no school. I've been missing a lot of school lately, but only the first four periods. Lots of orthodontist appointments. Oh. Another downsider. I dont know if im gonna get to go to my meeting at school for the Italy trip. And if I dont go to the meeting....no Italy. Damn.

So. I thought life was pretty good. Til I found out how much of a loner I am. I try not to think about it much, but I'm always that person walking alone in the hallway. I don't hang out with people outside of school, I hardly hang out with people in school. Like...fuck.

I have absolutely nothing to write about. My life has been boring as hell lately. i don't know. Maybe it' just me. I haven't been wanting to write a lot either. I just want to get through this month so I can see my girl.

It's snowing like crazy outside. It's gross, wet and slushy. There's so much of it. I had to walk home in it too. Snow was getting stuck on my eyelashes and temperarily blinding me. It sucked. And i didn't have a hat or a hood on my jacket. So i was soaked pretty much. We're supposed to get a lot of snow, four days in a row. Meaning A LOT of snow. Yay! :)

Nothing new to report here. The same old stuff...boring life, blah blah blah. I haven't written a journal in a while and figured it was time to write one. But now that I think about it....I have nothing to write about. Hmmmm...

So my mom and I are still planning that trip to Cali. We've pretty much got all the info we need. We're just waiting for her money to get here so we can book the flight and everything. Then we're good to go. I cant wait. :D

So in November my internet had stopped working for some reason. Turns out that the cable company decided to turn it off without letting us know and having our landlord pay for it. So we paid a shit load of money for no reason. My landlord(an almost 50 yearold, semi wealthy gay man) came over and tore this guy a new one. If you know what I mean. He was cursing and yelling and it was so fucking funny and cute. Needless to say, we now have internet. :)

My moms decided that we are definately going to california to see my girlfriend. Yay.

That's all oasis.
Byee.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AYxu_MQSTTY

This is Hilarious. At least I think it is.

So i started writing a story on FanFiction.net last year....actually it was around November of 2008 and i had stopped in about the middle of 2009. I completely forgot about the site. I wasn't talking to people or writing nearly as much and then it just stopped one day. But I started writing it again. I had asked them if they wanted me to continue and they said yeah. I was thinking of starting a new one too but they would rather have me continue on with the old one. I like writing...always liked English unless it was a bitchy teacher. I like poetry too.

I finally got my laptop back. I've missed it so much. Gah. We got it last night but we had to bring it back because they messed the browsers up. Sooo, it was basically saying we weren't online when we were and just wouldn't work. So yeah. I'm just happy I got it back.

No more Forensics class! :( My last day was yesterday. It was only for half the year and the other half I have health. bleh. But....those of you who know E....well, he's in my health class so I'll still have interesting stories for all of you.

I got tickets to go see Flyleaf. Yay. :D I'm excited to say the least. They're awesome. Gahh.

But anyways...I'm bored and watching movies on Syfy. Annndddd I'm hungry. I need food. I better wait till dinner though. I don't want to get FAT. Lol. Alright. Nothing new in my life. Have a good weekend everyone.

Byee

Is better than I thought it would be. I'm definately addicted and I love it. The definition of awesome.

Anyways...I finished reading my first book. It was good. I mean, leading up to the end was kind of...boring but it made me keep reading somehow. I couldn't put it down cause I knew there would be a good part. And the end was shocking, I teared up. Its a true story, written by the "character" herself. You don't know her real name though. Its about 40 years old and you should read it. "Go Ask Alice". They made a movie of it too but its old.

I got two books while I was out today. I'm excited to read them. If they're any good I'll suggest them when I'm done reading. Books make me happy. :D

So, I woke up this morning feeling like shit. I got a cold. :( It sucks. That's probably why I've been so tired lately. Head hurts, I'm stuffed up and just don't feel well overall. I feel kind of bad too cause my gf would like to stay up later to talk more...but my cold is preventing me from doing so. Sorry babe. I'm thinking about taking some medicine that would make me tired enough to fall asleep and rest all day so I'm not exhausted and shitty for school tomorrow. Any med suggestions? :D

I like them. A lot. They relax me, clear my head. I like looking out at the snow covered fields, the cows huddled together to keep warm. I also like watching the little abandoned churches pass by. Their bells cracked and barely surviving the winter. The music helps too. Nothing needed to be said, just watch. Everything in my head dissapears and when I get out of the car, its like I'm a new person. I'd drive around the world forever if I could. But...unfortunately, I have yet to receive my lisence.