Kind of sad, and kind of relieved.

I should explain.

I was on Youtube. And one of the things came up on 'things you might like'. A stand up routine. A comedian was talking about raves and Ecstacy.

And it hit me like a brick, I miss it. All of it. The dancing, music, the ecstacy. It kinda hurts. I want it. I didn't realize how badly I wanted it, until just now. I felt like I was missing something, or that I was craving something.

So something I noticed.

That's kind of been worrying me.

My hair's been falling out a lot.

On thursday, in fourth period I was running my fingers through my hair, and a good amount fell out. Now when I run my fingers along my scalp I can feel a sort of stubble all over for where it's fallen out. :/

I mean, they say it's caused by stress, right?

I don't feel stressed! In fact, this is the least amount of stress I've felt in a few months! Why is it falling out?! T_____T

of that mythical place called the Court Miracles

Hello! You're there!

Hunchback of Notre Dame

I.am.obsessed.

What are your favorite Disney [cartoon!] movies?

I love you!

That you are all BEAUTIFUL human beings.

And I love you all. :3

And I wanted to ask ALL of you.

What makes you feel sexy? Desireable or lusty or pretty or hot or WHATEVER...

Personally, I never feel prettier, sexier than when I wear high heels and I'm listening to Jason Mraz. I don't know WHAT it is about that combination, but it makes me feel SEXY. Not just cute or pretty, but SEXY.

So what about you guys?

I'm just saying random stuff because I wanted to post and say hi to everyone but I don't really have anything to report. So hi. How are all of you?

Oh. I got mixed up and kept answering questions in Russian while I was in German class. It was amusing. Lol.

That if you stick earphones in your nose you can play music out your mouth. I fond it was an important fact to share.

I've been reading MLIA.

We made bouncy balls in Chemistry. My hands are now blue, purple and green.

I dedicate this win-ful techno song of joy to you. I hope we don't fight like that again. If we do, I hope we make up sooner than this time. I'm not mad at you. Miss ya!

...don't try to lie and say you didn't.

Lol.

Been a while, huh? Yeah. I've been busy and grounded and busy and grounded some more.

And haha. There's a little picture off to the side of the screen talking about Sundance. I moved to Utah, you know? I live less than an hour from where the Sundance Film Festival is held now.

Oh, I'm moving again at the beginning of March. Yay. Packing. Funnnn.

Ummm... so I feel like there's something I'm forgetting to tell you, but obviously, I forgot whatever it was, so I can't tell you. Eh.

So. Thanksgiving, fine whatever.

No, yesterday, as if this house couldn't have any more problems, SOMEONE RAN THEIR TRUCK INTO MY HOUSE.

Don't freak out. They didn't take out a whole wall, luckily. But the living room window? Kaput. The whole frameis bent and the window is shattered. As if it wasn't cold enough in this god-forsaken basement. It's been covered with plastic, already, so it's not so bad, but, ya know?

Pics:
http://i292.photobucket.com/albums/mm36/Lyexsah/IMG_1121.jpg
http://i292.photobucket.com/albums/mm36/Lyexsah/IMG_1123.jpg

...hasn't it? :3

Miss me? I'd thought about you guys but I've been busy with school and not so much anything else, so there was nothing to report.

Clothing-wise, I've gotten even more guy-ish than usual, and I've seriously been considering asking mom to wear a tux at the wedding.

OH! I have to tell you guys that! A few days ago, Mom and Dan, who've been dating for like, four years, and engaged for like two years, have FINALLY set their date for their wedding.

July 17th. Be there or be square.

Things here are boring and uneventful. I'm more here to tell you about something I saw today on AIM news. It really REALLY pissed me off, really. Mostly because it makes me think of a friend from last year, but really it's in general wrong anyways. People are such judgemental assholes. :/

possibly one of the best web-comics ever spawned and halway through reading Amber's Story I realized I absolutely HAD to share this with you guys!

http://www.khaoskomix.com/cgi-bin/archive.cgi

So for the enjoyment of all, here's the webcomics, each person's story isn't very long but they're all SO well-done. :3

Please read it's awesomeness!

I've gotten more paranoid lately.

And I have a deep-rooted hate for Greyish-green minivans in the Provo area.

I'm sleepy, and my hand is kinda hurting today..

I worked for hours on a project for computer class and gained nothing for it.

A nice pick-me-up, though, was that my US History teacher has freshman classes, and they were coloring maps, so when my Junior CE class came in, they were still sitting out. I took the whole box and colored all period while we were watching a movie.