Yeah I haven't been on in forever, and I think I'm probably not gonna return, but just so you guys know, I now have a boyfriend :D

He's awesome, and the fact that I only get to see him every once in a while just adds to the excitement!

Oh, I also decided to write "love" for the To Write Love On Her Arms day b/c of all the personal experiences with that, and some of it didn't come off finally till today lol.

So, this is probably me saying goodbye and good luck to all. Peace lovies.

I've decided to not get any more "new" nicknames. I already have like 4 thanks to the "Anti-cheese-thieves" group. one thing they thought would be really funny is to call me and 5 other friends sykes "because there's 5 letters in it". that's basically how i got this nickname :-\

so about their naming 'fetish'... i should really make a chart of some sort :D

Yeah so the Where the Wild Things Are movie comes out today! HELLA YES!!!

I found out that my friend G who prefers to be called Kila (huge deathnote fan) decided to start the rumor. She just wanted to see how I'd react. She also found out the 2 girls I was talking about the homecoming thing: Attracta and Penelope. I love the name penelope, it looks so cool XD
Oh yeah, it was my friend Casey who helped me solve the turmoil :D

If you look back to the previous journal i mentioned, you'll see I listed the initials of the girls, so casey helped me clear that up.

So today it snowed...

In October...

In New York...

What the fuck?

>Whatever. Well let me start off with the fact that someone tried to start a rumour about me. I have no idea what that's trying to accomplish?... Maybe they knew I'd have a super bad headache yesterday and today and wanted to get me even more pissed off?
>I got a new phone, being that my old one's screen broke... well it's my :)
>I got the chocolate banana pop tart things, they're pretty good heated up :D

Yeah so I haven't been on in quite a while.

Lemmie start with recent stuff and work back, cuz it's easier to remember that way XD

Part of the reason I haven't visited, I think, is b/c I've been off one of my meds for about a week, but I got it yesterday so's I'm set :D. Yeah, my doc wrote the wrong prescription >:o... He's been getting very bad with things like that, even tho it was only like 2 letters (XR... or is it ER?) to denote it's extended release.

I had a panic attack last thursday. It sucked really bad. At least I was able to get to the nurse right away and start to control it. The major problem was that it wasn't provoked by anything that I can think of >:o

UPDATE: you get to learn Cales and Te's real names!!! look to my journal on 10/16!!! (the names are totally different b/c we have a huge secret code thing they started waaaayyy back in 5th grade, I'm Wesley... i think XD.. )

I have a project to finish, but I kinda don't wanna :-\

I decided to try recording using my super-dooper audio recorder today. Worked pretty well.

I need a new icon, being that I no longer have one...

So watching NCIS today I found out that the female director DIES in the most recent season!!! I was like, "WTF did they do that for?!?" Especially now that the black guy is in charge b/c he took all of Gibbs' team away, so it's like, "WTF are you gonna do to make it NOT suck?" They're already ruining the series by making an NCIS: Los Angeles...

In other news... we had to re-record the guitar for electronic music... now THAT was stressful. But, whatever, at least it's done now, for the most part.

If I haven't already said it here (don't think I have :-\...) I'm in electronic music class at my school. That basically means I basically get to compose and record my own music! XD
Well, since I wrote most of the lyrics for our 1st song, it seems I'm also the engineer for it too (guy who does all the computer stuffs). We finally finished recording the guitar part, and we're ready for bass and vocals soon, like Mon.-Wed.!

OH!!!! I remember the make of my dad's guitar! It's a Novation an Ovation. Is that good?

I don't care what anyone says, Psych fuckin rocks!

I thought after watching the 1st 2 episodes that this season would be meh, but it's awesome! I'm watching last week's episode right now. It combines witty misplaced comedy and murder cases XD

Anyone seen it? Let me know what you think :D

*Oh, and I still can't get mysterie boy out of my head... yes i'll call him mysterie boy untill i know/remember his name ;D

My mom's in one of those bitchy moods again. It sucks. She gets like this every now and then, and it's really annoying b/c she basically blames everything on me and my sis, and makes me fix/move/clean it up >:o

You ever meet somebody you have the impulse that you just wanna grab them and kiss 'em? yeah, you know what I mean ;D

It was a b-day laser tag party for my cousin, and he only had 7 other friends there, but JESUS CHRIST SUPERSTAR FOR THE PS3 WAS HE CUTE!!!

I pretty much just oogled at him whenever we weren't playing laser tag or in the arcade, I'd pretty much just stare at him, heheh.

And he has pretty awesome sideburns/budding beard for a teenager :)

For those of you who know it, Oblivion is an awesome game. I've spent all last night and pretty much all this evening playing it XD. If you like RPG style games and such with magic in it among other things, then it's for you :D

**Oblivion talk, skip if you don't understand...**