Mmkay, so I'm in this long distance relationship and I haven't actually seen my hunny for about two months. (okay, I really can't remember exactly how long right now, it's just been a freaking long time) I keep seeing couples everywhere that can just reach out and touch their lovers. They can reach out and hug them or kiss them or just look into their eyes. They don't think twice of it, they can just snuggle up with their hunnys and everything is allright. I wish I could do that right now. What I want most is to be able to hug my lover, look into her eyes and kiss her.
I don't know where my life is headed. I've made a list of fourteen things that I want to do before I die, which doesn't involve the things I know I want, such as family. They go anywhere from running a choir to owning one of every instrument found in an orchestra (which is a LOT! Just in the percussion section there's about one hundred things. In the trombone section alone there is about ten different varieties not including quality).
So, my landlady and I are going to a combined birthday party tonight from now until around nine I'm guessing. I don't really know. I'm a little nervous but they seem to accept my sexuality. So that's good. I'm missing my hunny tonight. I havn't seen her for a while. This long distance thing is a tad bit challenging, but I really trust her and am grateful daily for her.
Well, that's my random note for today, take care all!
Allrighty, these past two days have been a bit challenging to say the very least, mainly due to yesterday. Yesterday was just rough. I'm a college student who lives approximatly four hundred kilometers away from my hunny. I love her by the way, she's the most amazing person I have ever met, and I've met some pretty awesome people. She takes the cake by a long shot. I love her. I could talk about her for hours.