so today me and my furry little ferret friends had fun at the medieval fiar, lol it was so much funs
although i kept wishing i was there with my boyfriend instead of my mom and dad. being a not broke dorkling, i manged to grasp my claws...er hands on a shield and sword >=) and thus the fall of humanity begins!

todays our one month anerversary. i cant believe it. im such a luck boy...

i just wacthed the most terrible but wownderful movie sserioes on you tube. nothing on youtube has ever made me cry before. this did. if anyon wants the link to the first eposode, here you are. but note that this storie isnt for the week stomached, as some parts made me, a genrally stable person, rather sick. i should hope i never find my self in the pesiotin of these poor children. and out of sheer willpower, i shan't! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y-KaZOnyQJ4&feature=channel

so theres a tiny chance that my boyfriend might fly up for my birthday from idaho, just because hes nice like that.
so i ran it by one fo my friends if it would creep him out if my boyfriend was there. the answer was let me recall the eact words...."very much so, its one thing that your gay, but your boyfriend might not have the same self control as you"
like my boyfriend would violentley molest my freinds while they slept(its a movies then sleep over thing). god, i thought i trianed him better then this.

it got to be 106 DAMN DEGREES ! 106! up here in riany cold washington.

just about gave me a heart attack. she said she might be pregnant. i was likeFULK GIRL YOUR 13! but then igave her the shcoking(sarcasm on shocking) news that you cant get pregnent from anal sex. grr that child.

its starting to hurt my eyes to read the same sentence over and over. so the answer:*drum roll* yes. three of the guys in my cabin already knew i was gay, from me telling them at school, so that was nice. but two guys kept using the word fag reapetadley, and were always using gay as stupid. they were jackasses. they also siad my biological perants didnt want me because im adopted. that really hurt. but besides that it was all good.

and just a tad tanner.

so ill be gone alllllll week. i love you guys, dont let this site fall apart while in gone(i can imagine it now, invasion OF THE HOMOPHOBES! DUN DUN DUN!) and be good yall, no civil wars either. i'll miss you all, wish me luck at slightltyhomophobic sunset lake camp! hugs and kisses, bye(only hugs for the female oasisans tho...)

my bf went to idaho for a month and a half! nooooooooooooo. oh well at least hes not movong or something like permenentley...

ever seen the movie, robot holocaust? worst.fucking.movie.ever. bad actors. the robot wasthe best acter. and he was an idiot. i think they had a budget of about 125$ for the movie. it was an abomination to the scifi world. i could have come up with a better plot. a horny teenage monkey could have come up with a better plot.

Have you ever seen the last person you kissed naked?
no :'(

The last person you kissed romantically; was it a drunken or sober kiss?
sober

Do you prefer the ocean or pool?
pool

recent inside jokes?
pinapples

What is in your backpack right now?
a ferret acauley

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
my friend

Where were the last three places you went
drive in movies, shower, piano

What is the longest you've lived in one place?
10 years

When is the next time you will kiss someone?
tommorow, possible

several ppl asked me how it went. it was wonderfulness! so for the first movie(the drive in is a double feature) we just snuggled up, we were in the back of a pick up. he was really warm :). so then at the intermission, between movies, we layed down next to each other, and he lenead forward and kissed me, the second movie, well neither of us saw any of the second movie, we were to busy kissing :) it was so great

so tonight im going on a date with this cute guy(gay) and a bunch of our friends. at the drive in movies, how cool is that? how many of you have ever been to a drive in movie? so any way this guy is really sweet, and he has the pretiest blue eyes. * giddyness* im so frackin excited!

i feel so piontless. like all i do is complicate ppls lives. which is all i do. im sure i rocked plenty of my friends worlds when i came out. i dont want to die, and i dont want to llive. i want to be in pergetory or something. im thinking if i was in a tall building, i would jump, because at least i wouldd get a thrill before the peace ful black. of course with my luck the paramedics would manage to save me, despite everybone in my body bieng broken. i want to get in a fist fight with a homophobe, or anything. i want to just have a point.