well my teacher read my little note, and during scinece, she apologized to whomever had put ti down. she even creid some, which made me feel bad, but also made me sure that because of my actions, future queers in her class will be spared :)
so the last few days ive been super angry that ima queer in a seeming ocean of striaghts. and then today my teacher had to make it THAT MUCH WORSE.
so idk how the discussion started, but we got on desenetization of the youth. which is ok, cause she was talking bout twords violence and bloodiness. but somehow she connected being gay with violence. lets quote her shall we
'if tho vile children exposeth thoselves to violent images and HOMOSEXAULALITY, it will corrupt tho minds that the lord all high hath placed in your lowly skulls'
right now i just wanna get in a huge fight. i mena like rolling around, pounding each other, bloody noses kind of fight. idk why, but i just wanna walk up to some person and punch them as hard as i can. does this make me a bad person? probley....
furthore more, my life without oasis would =stupid and boring
so right now im wacthing the outer limits. its like a twilight zone in color withh more funding XD i loves it! im gonna hook my laptop up to my tv one day, have a couple of guys over, and pull an all night/day marathon :D lol i has a virtual spider in my side bar, his name is tane, and hes the reancernation of leonardo divinci. furthore more, im a coward, my ex started to talk to me on fb and i panicked and closed te tab D:
ok three neet things, in orrder from last nihgt to right now
1. the H(luckily i can still press the nub underneeth te key) key fell off my laptop. i accauley kind like the one key missing. it makes it seem like me and my laptop are best buddys that have had plenty of adventures toghether.
2. i talked to this gay guy bout the higschool im going to. apperently the student body is nuetral on the gayness, but staff is hostile. alos all the gays there are in the closet (sighs as i glance down a halway filled with closets) i guess ill just have to open these all then....
Half a league half a league,
Half a league onward,
All in the valley of Death
Rode the six hundred:
'Forward, the Light Brigade!
Charge for the guns' he said:
Into the valley of Death
Rode the six hundred.
'Forward, the Light Brigade!'
Was there a man dismay'd ?
Not tho' the soldier knew
Some one had blunder'd:
Theirs not to make reply,
Theirs not to reason why,
Theirs but to do & die,
Into the valley of Death
Rode the six hundred.
Cannon to right of them,
Cannon to left of them,
Cannon in front of them
Volley'd & thunder'd;
so im talking to thius random person on fb, that i dont even know, and aperently i have week willpower because i choose to be gay. according to this person, everyone is naturally gay, but most have the willpoiwer to ignore it.
me:so wiat, u think the u r naturally gay?
her; yes, i am tempted by girls. but unlike you, i use my willpower to like guys.(or for you you would us ur willpower to like girls)
i swear, where do they get these ideas?
and have mixed feelings on them
things i like: finally put unfiar lwas and police targetting of gays in the public eye. im glad that the gays finally had a figthing chance, to stand up for who they were, instead of just standing there and taking it.
things i dislike: violence truly was large on both sides that night. the police officers got bricks throiwn at them and almost burned up in the bar. the gays got beeten with night sticks by the police. the bar was completley destroyed.
today i got a new ferret. hes a pretty silver color. his name is tinsle
with this i will declear my reanstatement as the pope of ferrets! anyanti ferret things said on this site will result in intense mutilation! now bow peasetns, as your ferret over lords bring up there glorious banner against humanity, and begin ther graet crusade!
MY FERRET JUST SNEEZED RIGHT IN M EYE! GOD I NEED TO STOP KISSING THEM ON THE NOSE THEN SNUGGLING THEM! on a clamer note. imagine if a terrible plague hit humanity, and only oasis mamebrs survived, like oasis gave us some immunity. we would be like perpetualy trying to gather toghether or somthin. it would suck cause, well everyone would be deaed, but it would be interesting having to like move asa group and slowly pick up more of the site, until we ha everyone, and we started a little village, and reconstructed the world into the PERFECT UTOPIA! yaya!
A small wooden wall went across a snowy pass in a range of high mountains. The captain walked out from a wooden house built into the wall. “Stuart! What it look like out there?”
i was a silly little thing... hehe my first journal 'i'm new here and just want to say i love ferrets. and hi of course. omg im so hyper.' hehe i was a kid in a candy store :)
its been 3 and a half months. 3 and a half months since B broke up with me. god, why cant i get over him, whats wrong with me? some days i feel like i am, but some days i still feel like hes my everything. your all probley sick of me bringing it up. but i have to talk to seomone bout it. i keep finding sweet little notes around face book and myspace that he left me before we broke up. and....sometimes its just ok watever, but other times it just tares me...
you know what ides i cant stnad? that gayness is learned. and that god would send someone to hell just for loving.
perrants fighting on cristmas eve :/ sucks