T pushed me into a wall again.. and tacklehugged me.
i had the split second "is she gonna kiss mee?" thought. again.
and my friend spent a couple minutes with her arms wrapped round me. well, it was her and then two other friends joined in the group hug. it was cute.
and then i accidentally checked out my best friend in the lockerroom.
my thoughts were, "ooh boobs... imean... oh shit. she's looking at me. look awayy!"
she just stuck her tongue out at me and laughed. god. embarassing.
then i scored on her in hockey.
i love hockey. just sayin'.
god. such a stereotype.

i'm 16 in two hours, and i completely don't care.
all i want to do is lie in bed for the next three or so years, maybe until i can actually get teh fuck outta here.
and i know i spelled the wrong. i just don't want to correct it b/c i'm lazy.

i also just realized, while i was signing in, how my username can be interpereted sexually. (:
hehe.

i'm currently (il)legally downloading the runaways soundtrack.
i mean...
whooopss.
*angel face*

... but seriously. i just want to skip everything until i'm 18.
then i can leeeaaaveeeee.
*dances*

so, who wants to explain it to meeh....?
i'm confuzzled.
a buncha my friends here (as in: not oasis :P) have it, and i'm superconfused, and i hate asking people to explain shit like that to me because i feel kinda dumb. and they usually treat me like so.
*edit: and i just realized that typicalmusician posted something about her tumblr just before i did. hehe..whoops. didn't even see that there...

annywhoo....
if i can figure it out (because i'm secretly this old lady on the inside who has *no* clue how to work modern technology), imma sign up for it.

...(:
peaceoutt.

shopping has never been fun for me...
ever.
especially with all the binary seperation in the clothing stores.
i usually go for the "boyfriend fit" anything, just because it's as masculine as i could go without switching sides of the store (which would give my mother a heart attack)

today, we went out for two things:
1. shoes.
2. a "Dressy" outfit pour moi.

i got neither.
1. the shoes were all frilly and second-grade-jonas-brother's-fangirl-y (if that makes sense)

this has to be one of my favorite Gibby poems :P

(: i saw Pittsburgh's Derby Demons yesterday
hehe.
they were in the st. paddy's day parade, right in front of a group of nuns. and behind the nuns was the pittsburgh women's full contact football team.
it seemed really funny at the time. to have the nuns between two purrty "gay" womens sports teams.

...
i wanna do roller derby.
(:
heh.
this phase'll pass soon enough.

bullshit.
bulllshhiiittt.
the last episode of skins - effy's episode - it shoud NOT have ended that way.
i knew something was up with that psychiatrist.
fucker.

he's... i... UGH. i'm not giving away anything.
but it just doesn't MAKE SENSE. especially the thing they put on the skins website. faackk.
in series 1, with Tony Stonehm, at least (uh, spoilers, just in case you want to watch the first two series of the show)

when tony got hit by a bus, and chris died, and cassie went NYC, and Jal got the abortion...
it made sense.

>.<
i really wish i had the motivation to write.
and fucking MS word so i could save what i wrote...

this stupid ass small town is killing meeh.
... i feel very whiney atm.
whateverr.
i seeeerrriously need to get the fuckoutta PA, though. like, soon. somewhere where i don't have to get shit for being a tomboy.
i know the stereotypical place to go would be SF, but honestly, it's what i need. ...
but i don't graduate HS for another 2 years.
and Pride isn't until june.
i'm not even sure if i wanna go to that right now.

wheeeee analytical essays.
due on the same day that i have to do a 10 minute presentation.

fuckmahlifee, plz?

ohhey! - does anyone know a good book to use as an example of literature that shows someone overcoming adversity? or something similar to that.
(: cuz right now i wanna go w/ parrotfish. and hope i don't get slapped for an "inappropriate" example.

pleeeaaaseeee feel free to leave any comments w/ ideas for me. it's much appriciated :D

>.<
PA is so boringgg...
especially with all this friggin snow. it's still everywhere, even after a friggin month.
i wanna go somewhere warm..
and stay there.

blah.
i have nothing else to write.
(: i love Lola by the Kinks.
...i think it's in the Runaways, which i reealllllyyyy wanna see.

this is bloody fucking ridiculous.
how fucking hard is it to EDIT A SINGLE PARAGRAPH AND WRITE A GODDAMN BIB PAGE WHEN ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS REGURGITATE WHATS ON THE NOTECARDS?!?!

i'm going to fail research because of this.
i'm never working with someone else.
i asked her to do, like, three things.
bib page - copy down the source cards that i wrote out.
finish her paragraph - uh, duh, not that hard.
and a fucking title page. which we don't have.

it's almost fucking eleven at night.

so, uh.
i saw Alice in Wonderland today.
and i remembered why i love Johnny Depp so much, even though i don't like boys. (:
anne hathaway was good too. (i think i spelled her last name wrong...)
i kind of loved helena bonham carter's line about how "everyone falls in love with her: men... women"
it reminded me of the opening lines of Take Me or Leave Me.

i also watched virgin suicides.

>.<
i hate it when the window closes/refreshes before i can submit the journal.

whatever.

i was pissed when i wrote it, and now i feel better.
even though my mum's trying to turn me into this superfemme.
i guess it's kinda not her fault. she grew up used to the fact that girls *had* to wear dresses, skirts, frilly tops, etc.... and kiss boys. i haven't done either in three years. at least.

..and no, they don't sparkle.
:P

T told me today that her and exboyfriend the asshole are (talking about) getting back together. honestly, i'm not surprised. i'm happy that she's happy. but if that fucker hurts her i will kick his ass. ferserious.
... (:

ohh.
i dunno how to make a link or anything... but i saw this on yahoo.
http://movies.yahoo.com/news/movies.reuters.com/abraham-lincoln-hunts-va...
...and it's pretty amazing.

did i mention yet that i got the Skins Novel??!?!
....god, it is *SO* inapropriate.

i keep trying to think of something witty and romantic to say to T so i can sweep her off her feet and all that gushy stuff...
but nothing ever comes out right with me.

a;slkjdg;alkjwaejr;kej;ara...

seriously, what the fuck is up with this girl? she keeps fucking leading me on like this... and has no idea what it's doing to me.
she said that she was "worried" about me when i had a crush on another girl, and went on and on like she was jealous... and now decides to ramble about this... this.. boy that she's attracted to all the sudden.

>.<
i hate this.