The best weekend of my life.

jmy — Tue, 30 Jun 2009 10:13:35 +0400

Omg.
Omg.
Omg.
Omg.
Omg.
Omg.
BEST weekend of my life.
Im not even kidding, i will remember these few days for the rest of my life <3

She arrived saturday morning and i picked her up from the airport and we got dropped at the bus stop and we began this EPIC journey to her house... okay its not tha far but we had heaps of heavy bags. lol. So we gave up and stopped at an italian restraunt for lunch :) then we stole a shopping cart and put the bags in it and pushed it to her house :)

Ive spent every moment with her since and its so amazing.
She is so amazing,

Lets have some fun this beat is sick... I wanna take a ride on your disco stick.

jmy — Mon, 15 Jun 2009 07:51:46 +0400

I am bored :)

You know...

jmy — Thu, 11 Jun 2009 06:11:44 +0400

Sometimes i feel like everything is breaking.
Like the world is falling around me.
Sometimes i feel scared, i worry, i cry.
Sometimes all i want to do is hide and be alone.
Sometimes we have horrible days of being miserable and angry...

But you know, at the end of the day, I love her and thats all that matters.

In Pain. In Love.

jmy — Thu, 11 Jun 2009 06:08:21 +0400

So i dont really know where im going with this right now...
All i know is i need to type and i need to let it all out, but i dunno, i cant.
Im angry,
Im hurt
Im upset,
I have no idea how im feeling. Or how i should feel.

Yesterday was shit. I know she was out having fun, but i dunno, i guess im not used to her half ignoring me all day. I shouldnt be selfish, she was with friends, but i wish she's been messaging me or something :(
I cant stand it when we have days like that, it really tears me apart.

Backkk

jmy — Sun, 07 Jun 2009 11:58:40 +0400

Well i dissapeared for the week,
Was working on a show in a city a bit away, so i stayed there for the week.
It was good fun.

Anyway, long story short. Im back :)

Bad wake up.

jmy — Sun, 31 May 2009 02:31:40 +0400

Gah.

Last night was so perfect and so amazing and all i wanted was to wake up and her voice be the first i heard. I wanted her to talk to me as i woke up and tell me about how she slept.
but no.
Her parents, her dad, ruined it.

I shouldnt be annoyed, but i am. Not at her, but at everything i guess.

We've fallen asleep together a few times now and everytime i just want to wake up still connected to her, but it just hasnt happened :(
It would make it so perfect, because falling asleep with her, even though she is so far away, is still perfect.

right now.

jmy — Wed, 27 May 2009 12:23:53 +0400

Right now all i want to do is hold her.
I want to kiss her and touch her and have her im my arms.

I want to look into her eyes and tell her i love her.
I want to hold her hand and keep her as close as i can.

Less then a month now...
Each day it gets harder and harder.

But i love her and i know it will all be worth it.

you know,

jmy — Tue, 26 May 2009 08:46:55 +0400

when you live in a house like mine,
you begin to wonder if you will be the good parent you dream of being,
or if you will just end up like them.

Life, Love and the Future.

jmy — Tue, 26 May 2009 07:38:03 +0400

This is going to be the most epic of all epic journal entries...
according to my girlfriend, lol.

Anyway,

AMAZING news, this morning, she booked her plane ticket... tomorrow it is exactly one month till i finally get to hold her and kiss her and tell her how much i love her. i am extremely excited, you have no idea.
I cant wait till i can meet her at the airport and take her on our first date that night. Its going to be so amazing.

She is so adorable and sweet, the things she says and the things she does, they make my heart melt.

F**K you hate.

jmy — Sun, 24 May 2009 13:08:24 +0400

Dont go throwing your hate towards me anymore. I want NO hate in my life anymore.

Seriously, if someone wants to throw their hate and be negative towards me, they can. I just will get them out of my life.

Im over bitchiness and everything. fuck it off i say.
Im living my life for me now. Not others.

So.
Goodbye negative.
Hello positive.

Gah.

jmy — Sat, 16 May 2009 13:48:41 +0400

Over people.

Shitty Mood.

jmy — Sat, 16 May 2009 07:32:17 +0400

In a fairly shitty mood. Because im having a fairly shitty couple of days.

I slept in way longer then i should have today. And i woke up to hear my brother and mother flighting. Which is always a great wake up call.

Oasis, when did we split?

jmy — Tue, 12 May 2009 07:11:51 +0400

So i think im moving on from Oasis.
I dont want to be moving on from Oasis.
i LOVE oasis,
Ive been here for like 2 and a bit years and its helped me so so so so so much, it really has.

But i find myself looking at it less and less often, i find myself commenting or writting rarely.
I dont have much to bring to Oasis anymore,

I dont want to say goodbye, but i think its nearly time.

webcams.

jmy — Sun, 10 May 2009 03:07:36 +0400

Are amazing,
They are increadible.

We both just got them and now we always use them, to see her is amazing, she is so beautiful and her smile, oh my gosh, its the cutest thing ever.

Im falling even more in love,
its increadible.

She leaves me speechless

jmy — Tue, 05 May 2009 14:33:43 +0400

Because it reminds me of her...

Feels like I have always known you
And I swear I dreamt about you
All those endless nights I was alone
It's like I've spent forever searching
Now I know that it was worth it
With you it feels like I am finally home

Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life

Cuz you leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
Can't help but surrender
My everything to you