Tumble!

jmy — Sat, 30 Jan 2010 14:48:59 +0300

Does anyone have Tumblr?

Tell me :)

jmy — Tue, 15 Dec 2009 10:13:55 +0300

Bored.
Very Bored.

How is everyone?
Anyone have an interesting story to tell me, i need some cheering up!

Hello :)

jmy — Wed, 09 Dec 2009 12:32:26 +0300

Hey everyone!
How have things been around here since i kinda left.?
Life has been hectic.
I GRADUATED :)
Finally! I am so excited, no more school ever. I am finally free from being controlled and told what to do, whats right and what is wrong and man it feels good. It feels good to be free to be whoever and do whatever.

Six weeks.

jmy — Thu, 17 Sep 2009 05:52:40 +0400

Hello,
So im on school holidays and it is rather amazing, i love not having to be at school. Makes me feel free.
6 weeks until i graduate.
6.
GAHHHHHHHH.
Scary much?
Im so excited, ive been wantign to graduate for years and suddenly its right around teh corner and im like wow! what to do with my life?

Im freaking out so bad, i mean, i have some plans, but they seem to amazing to be real and i kinda doubt them. I want to move far far far away, go to college, study, become a director, all of that. But MONEY. i need it to do it all.

Hmm

jmy — Sun, 30 Aug 2009 14:50:45 +0400

Thinking i may start writting here again :)
I owe Oasis so much,
how can i just leave!

Hello!

jmy — Sat, 29 Aug 2009 14:06:50 +0400

Hello oasians!

Wowo...... it has been a while,
ive been meaning to get online, but life is rather hectic.

I hope everyone is doing okay and although i may not be around here often, im still mroe than willing to help anyone out...

so IM me if you wanna be facebook friends or anything!!!

kisses
J

Dear Oasis...

jmy — Wed, 15 Jul 2009 08:24:43 +0400

I MISS YOU :(

The best weekend of my life.

jmy — Tue, 30 Jun 2009 10:13:35 +0400

Omg.
Omg.
Omg.
Omg.
Omg.
Omg.
BEST weekend of my life.
Im not even kidding, i will remember these few days for the rest of my life <3

She arrived saturday morning and i picked her up from the airport and we got dropped at the bus stop and we began this EPIC journey to her house... okay its not tha far but we had heaps of heavy bags. lol. So we gave up and stopped at an italian restraunt for lunch :) then we stole a shopping cart and put the bags in it and pushed it to her house :)

Ive spent every moment with her since and its so amazing.
She is so amazing,

Lets have some fun this beat is sick... I wanna take a ride on your disco stick.

jmy — Mon, 15 Jun 2009 07:51:46 +0400

I am bored :)

You know...

jmy — Thu, 11 Jun 2009 06:11:44 +0400

Sometimes i feel like everything is breaking.
Like the world is falling around me.
Sometimes i feel scared, i worry, i cry.
Sometimes all i want to do is hide and be alone.
Sometimes we have horrible days of being miserable and angry...

But you know, at the end of the day, I love her and thats all that matters.

In Pain. In Love.

jmy — Thu, 11 Jun 2009 06:08:21 +0400

So i dont really know where im going with this right now...
All i know is i need to type and i need to let it all out, but i dunno, i cant.
Im angry,
Im hurt
Im upset,
I have no idea how im feeling. Or how i should feel.

Yesterday was shit. I know she was out having fun, but i dunno, i guess im not used to her half ignoring me all day. I shouldnt be selfish, she was with friends, but i wish she's been messaging me or something :(
I cant stand it when we have days like that, it really tears me apart.

Backkk

jmy — Sun, 07 Jun 2009 11:58:40 +0400

Well i dissapeared for the week,
Was working on a show in a city a bit away, so i stayed there for the week.
It was good fun.

Anyway, long story short. Im back :)

Bad wake up.

jmy — Sun, 31 May 2009 02:31:40 +0400

Gah.

Last night was so perfect and so amazing and all i wanted was to wake up and her voice be the first i heard. I wanted her to talk to me as i woke up and tell me about how she slept.
but no.
Her parents, her dad, ruined it.

I shouldnt be annoyed, but i am. Not at her, but at everything i guess.

We've fallen asleep together a few times now and everytime i just want to wake up still connected to her, but it just hasnt happened :(
It would make it so perfect, because falling asleep with her, even though she is so far away, is still perfect.

right now.

jmy — Wed, 27 May 2009 12:23:53 +0400

Right now all i want to do is hold her.
I want to kiss her and touch her and have her im my arms.

I want to look into her eyes and tell her i love her.
I want to hold her hand and keep her as close as i can.

Less then a month now...
Each day it gets harder and harder.

But i love her and i know it will all be worth it.

you know,

jmy — Tue, 26 May 2009 08:46:55 +0400

when you live in a house like mine,
you begin to wonder if you will be the good parent you dream of being,
or if you will just end up like them.