I just...

Blackthenewpink — Fri, 21 Nov 2008 07:55:35 +0300

I just want to write. I don't quite know how to articulate my thoughts right now. All they appear as is a jumble of misplaced words. Words only I can put in order.

Too Tough

Blackthenewpink — Wed, 19 Nov 2008 06:18:18 +0300

Apearently when things get rough
you like to turn your back and run
You've left me here all alone
To fend for myself without you

Do you just leave when it's too tough
Run away from all of your problems
Do you just leave when it's too tough
Leave everyone who cares behind

Apearently we didn't matter enough
At least not enough to keep you here

Love At First Bite

Blackthenewpink — Wed, 19 Nov 2008 06:11:18 +0300

Watching through the glass what she cannot have
Afraid she ruins everything she touches
She just craves someones love and trust with no demand

She prays for love at first bite
Hoping for someone to save her soul
Wishing that this could be the one
She prays for love at first bite

She's looking through the distance at what she cannot touch
Hoping she is not the monster she feels she is

Just Another Game

Blackthenewpink — Wed, 19 Nov 2008 06:02:46 +0300

White lines, dangerous curves, and all that toys with your nerves
Snapping cameras, strobe lights everything flashing in your mind

It's just another game that she plays
Just another tool used to manipulate
Just a stragety to keep you on your toes

All the things that she does
Are to keep you wrapped around her finger (x2)

Sleekly elegant and so smooth are used to, to blackmail you

I had so much funn today!!

Blackthenewpink — Sun, 16 Nov 2008 10:11:59 +0300

Well, today me and my gbff Callin went to a rally today. It was very awesome except for the fact that we got lost like 2 times trying to get there. Needless to say we were a little late, but it was so worth it. When we got there maybe 50 people were there because we live in Idaho.

Yay!!!

Blackthenewpink — Wed, 12 Nov 2008 07:32:21 +0300

I designed the tattoo that i'm going to get soon. It is a cresenct moon with a rainbow ribbon wrapping down it if i can i will upload a pic. My first tattoo will be the most precious one. In a way i think that it says who i am without spelling it out for everyone. Subtle yet distinct.

Oh My Hell,

Blackthenewpink — Wed, 12 Nov 2008 06:09:40 +0300

I currently attend a very small high school in idaho. Our school is surrounded by cow pastures. The nearest town (which is like 5 min. away) probably has a total population of maybe three hundred. There are five hundred students, give or take a few, currently in attendence.

How bizzare...

Blackthenewpink — Tue, 11 Nov 2008 04:17:54 +0300

Yesterday evening I was sitting outside on the front porch steps. I was lost in thought. The sun was setting and as it did, it slyly hid behind blue clouds. As I was lost in thought, I began to accept myself totally like I was never able to before. And as I accepted myself, the sun would peer out of the clouds and shine upon me. The more I accepted my self the more it shone.

This is insane...

Blackthenewpink — Mon, 10 Nov 2008 01:17:18 +0300

I'm sorta in this situation that really sucks right now. I'm totally falling for a friend that lives like 300 miles from me. Here is the back story. We'll call this friend K. Well, I had planned on going to this concert for a month or so, and when I got to the venue where it was being held I met this great girl (K) and her girlfriend.