According to The World of 100, a good many 10% of the global population is gay. That is 10 times the number of people who have HIV or even a college education!

Does that mean in a classroom of 30 students, 3 people, give or take, should be gay? But why do I feel like I'm the only one?

Where did all the queers go?
I wonder...

After countless times of searching and trying and failing, let alone confusing and pissing, I finally found a way to download videos from any websites! Muhahaaaa XD

Okay... some of you may knew it from birth, but this is a huge achievement for me, and I'm super proud of it! Hence this pathetic-looking post...

I used to love drinking Coke. A lot.
Especially cool Coke after scorching sun.

The thrilling taste of carbon dioxide bubbles bursting on your tongue.
The smell of sugar in disguise.

The feeling that you always craved more,
Even when your teeth is coated with caffeine and turned yellow.

It was full of excitement, refreshment, and exhilaration,
And I was addicted to it.

Until one day it excites me no more,
So I returned back to water.

Pure, plain, ordinary water.
And it became my new lover ever since.

The colourless, transparent, liquid makes me feel human.

You know, I really love laying on the grass.

Just me and the ants.

And when you look up.

You see the sky.

Further....

Further....

As if you can pierce through it.

And look beyond the cloud.

Beyond the stars.

And beyond the universe.

PS: Have you ever ridden your bike with both hands open?

Well, you should try it.

So I went to bank today to deposit my paycheques. (I work as a salesperson. Oh trust me, you don’t want to know what I sell :P But does Weed Man ring a bell? )

Anyways, so I stepped into the bank, passed the security guy, and waited patiently in line. What surrounded my ears were sounds of coins and people counting money. And I hated that. I hated it because it reminds me of the materialistic view of society, and of my own.

So the other day, my dad decided to go to Costco. And if you went there before, you know that they require a card in order to get in. My dad, being cheap as usual, borrowed my aunt’s card. He’s afraid of getting busted because my dad is, literarily, the furthest creature from a woman. So he yelled me out, and persuaded me to go with him.
I stared at him obnoxiously and replied, “What makes you think they will think I’m a girl?”
He looked at me, bottom to top, and laughed. Take a guess why.

Some people may see being gay as a distress, I see it as a bliss.

No, I'm not just being optimistic here (although I try to be). I actually have good reasons to say so.

Ever since I discovered my unique sexual orientation, I rarely thought of it as a negative thing. I said rarely, not never.

my birthday! YEAH!

And it's ridiculously hot here, feels like 40 degrees. *burning*

Advice: Eating small blocks of ice, not ice cream is a good way to relieve the heat, stay hydrated, and lose weight at the same time. Don't thank me guys. XD

Look, lovely air conditioner is waving at me, gotta run, I really hope it rains soon.

OMG! I think a lightning just strike my house, cuz I felt the entire house shake for a second, accompanied by the tremendous sound of *ssssssbooom!* Thank God I'm still alive, and I hate thunderstorms. =(

Does anyone here play Sim 3? I spent the whole day downloading the freakin game until I realized that it requires an unused registration code... WTF!?!? Now I'm HAVE to buy the DVD, but I dont know if the game is actually worth the time&money. So any advice from the gamers here?

I'm sad. Again. For no particular reason.
I just feel discontent about my parents, my friends, my life, myself.
I got bored. So I asked my mom if she knows what kind of girls that I like.
"Girls? Shouldn't you be liking guys?" She said with a mixed tone of excitment and exasperation.
Why should she sound surprised? After all, this is the Nth time I told her.
She told me not to restrict myself on girls. In denial, I thought. Fine. I said I wasnt, but there's not much hope in me marrying a y chromosome creature. I just had to kill her tiny grain of hope to helplessness =)

School's over. I feel GOOD. Finally.
Slept at 5 in the morning last night writing the god damn science report. And floated through my last exam. FYI, it's physics.
Summer break is finally in my grip, but all I have planned is summer school at a Catholic school... I didn't fail a course, just wanna get ahead. Yep i'm a nerd =)
So, does anyone have any more exciting summer plans to share? I bet you'll make me super jealous.

So... I feel a little alone lately. Just a little.
You may ask why?
Well, studying exams totally bored my mind and now i'm suddenly not funny anymore. (Were you ever funny?) *tears*
Now i feel a little insecure and lonely, and just not fitting in within a group of people. I'm appear to be the one that's left out and overlooked.
Damn that hurt my self-esteem, and i'm starting to get self-conscious about my body image, which is something i've never done before.

I'm tired. I have 3 exams and a presentation next week and i'm not excited about that. The school board people must be out of their mind!!! Cramming all the exams into 2 weeks and we just chill afterwards.

Enough complainning. On a happier note, our school newspaper wrote a article on the pride week (newspapers dont write!), and made it to the cover page. THAT JUST MADE MY DAY! I was showing all my friends the article at lunch today =D Toronto pride parade is coming within 30 days, I'll be painting rainbows on the streets =D Isnt that awesome?