I'm 17. I have other worries.

for today, we had oatmeal, candy bar, and a whole sack of goldfish.
real ones, not the food.
during the crazy rally: box of candy
after the crazy rally: goldfish and oatmeal
This is mostly for my records.
ok the food. for those of you who will believe anything.
so apparently I have a mood disorder. fun! I hope it's a cool one! I haven't been told the details yet.

It's funny in a distracting way how all of you who are in high school remind of me when I was in high school. Thinking about it now it wasn't so bad. Because it gave me something to complain about. In college there's not that much social interaction. And then you start to miss all those annoying people you once hated.
Also, problem. I hate, hate, hate romantic stuff. I was on the subway platform watching some kids showing basic affection and I wanted to throw up. Then on the train: more. Then last night: my roommate. ew! Clothes were coming off! Well that's how I imagined it anyway. That's the second time, and really, it would probably be best to put a sign on the door. Because I don't knock ever. I knew I would walk into it too.
But anyway. I am against love. And probably emotion in general. It is just too big of a deal in this crazy world, what do you say?

Frankly you guys I'm feeling a little sexually repressed. Especially since starting college there is no one toward whom I can direct my dysfunctional attractions. I don't know why. I mean they're not all horribly gross but it's not a big lovefest like high school because the campus is all spread out through the city. And it's really kind of ruining my ambitions in life. I feel kind of boring.
What should I do? Online dating candidates seem to hate me. I don't have a good internet voice.
I have no food here.
More pressingly, I can't you know, do any alone activities, because my roommate keeps coming in at inappropriate times. I guess it's like me coming in when she is with her boyfriend. BUT. I was not meant to live with a roommate.
And I want a girlfriend! Just like in high school. Am I gross? Is that it? I must be gross.

So I was eating some Mighty Malts when suddenly I felt an allergic reaction and I had to go buy some pretzels to counteract it. So that is about $4 gone forever. And for what? A tragic ordeal.
Well, I don't have anything important to say except does anyone else absolutely have public displays of affection? Or anything that might resemble affection in your presence? This affects me. Especially when it's my roommate. It's very distracting. I also disagree with marriage and having children.
I know children make the world go round...but I hate when I hear married people go, "oh let's have children, ..." and then go on to state a bad reason for it. Like they think it would be fun...and then forget that it grows up too.
I also don't like the LGBT group here because everyone there is so sure of themselves. And there is more "pride" talk than talk about the real issues. Like relationships. That's what I care about. I don't care about our "visibility" in the school!

What do you guys think about online dating sites? My friends don't approve but really, I am bored and the LGBT group at my college is just no good at all. It's 90% boys and they are having all the fun. And everyone knows each other. And it makes me uncomfortable.
So anyway. Thoughts. Experiences.

I have been a member for 35 seconds. I have posted before but then everything started coming up on google, and I won't have that! So I made another username. But that is ok. How is everyone's life?