i'm feeling kind off like crystal today.... the really expencive kind you break by ringing too hard....and it's because today is the 7th year anniversery of my first date, with my first bf.... so, if you could send hugs, kisses, love,chocolate, and any thing else you can think off to get me out of my nest of tissues and tear-stained photos, i'd love it very much....

the gods cast forth an odd young man, with heart and soul of gold/ to know him is paradise, his love?

soothe thy inner flame
it burns thy soul & body
not known is it though

life both fair and fun
never one to pick a fight
eight-striped coloured flag

blade and chalice meet
from their union, comes a kid
to the eyes a blade

in his heart of hearts
he feels as a chalice wrapped
entombed within life

when will eyes uncloud?
true beauty is not direct,
look beyond the terms!

in one's life one falls
be it once or many times
can you choose who for?

the boy who moved in?
Sue from fourth grade chemistry?
love could choose either

is this truly wrong?

my love life is horrid! i have never had a stright love life and that's great in my eyes but my first love ever raped me and it was five years before i could tell any one,(it was in 4th grade) so if you want(no pressure) send advise to jac902008@hotmail.com so i can read it. or a PM here.
thanx, jacjessen