i gots a boyfriend! i met him on halloween at my aunt's apartment. (happy new year, btw. and yes, i DO realize it's november, but it was the pagan new year on the 1st.) i'm sooooooo happy. my mom's not. he's 17. she doesn't get the fact that i know how to handle myself w/ people. *sigh* oh well. at least i'm the one who's happy this time. :D

OMG! i came out to my best friend!!!! :D HUGE milestone crossed!!! WHEEEEEE!!!!!! *dances like wounded chicken* i thought she'd hate me if i told her, but it actually made us closer 'cause i don't feel like i'm lying to her anymore! yay! :D

okay, so last night my friend (i'll call her A) came into town from Nebraska and she had a party at a hotel. me and 3 other girls went. at like 10:00 at night she drags me into the bathroom and she's like "i think i might be bi." she already knows that i am, and she's fine with it. so, she decides to tell the other 3 girls, then one of them (i'll call her G) says that she is too!! =)

so after that, we started playing truth or dare, which sort of turned into just dare. i almost ended up having to make out w/ G. =(

at like 11:00, these guys knocked on our door. (they had the wrong room) and G and A were FLIRTING with them! they were like 23! i went over to the door, and i was like "how OLD are you?!?!" and one of the guys says "does it matter?"

before i could respond, G went in the hallway and continued to flirt with the other guy. (at this point, it was evident that they were totaly WASTED.) i went out in the hallway and started yelling at G to "get her ass back in the room and shut the fucking door"
so...yeh. that's my story.

i broke up with my boyfriend. i've been thinking about it for like six months, and i tried to do it a couple weeks ago, but he thought i was kidding.

reasons i broke up with him:
-annoying as all gettout
-anti-affectionate
-started to hate his guts
-are anymore reasons needed?

so, i'm finally free, but i'm kinda lonely. all the girls i like are straight or taken, and there are no guys i like. i so need a hug right now. *sigh* oh well. i'll be fine in a few days. i'll probably end up going out with another one of my friends. (i never go out with anyone without getting to know them first.) why are relationships so fucking COMPLICATED?!?!?! *grumble*

ooh, ooh, ooh! random thought! i love it when people get pissed off at me for no reason, 'cause then i get to stand there and watch as they make a complete idiot of themself yelling at me for something i didn't do!

okay, random thought over.

ANYway...yeah. life sucks.

*sob* okay, so i got this HORRIBLE haircut the other day. it's SO awfull! if i don't sraighten it, i look like Bozo the fucking Clown! and it's so short i can't put it in a ponytail. *gag*

Chapter One: Discovery

Firan is the smallest country in Vesharduron. It wasn't difficult to find the town of Darvet. It was even easier to find Him. Our task was simple: find Him, watch Him, and send regular reports to the king.

His family was plain and poor, His father a farmer with a young wife and two sons. But we knew that the raven-haired, green-eyed toddler was blessed with power beyond human comprehension. Fortunately, we are not human.

He was so innocent, so unaware of the essential part he was to play in the destinies of those he loved most. How I envied him that blissful ignorance! Oh how I longed for the past century to be washed from memory, leaving only the wisdom of a child. But alas, he hideous violence of three wars was imprinted in my mind, and a fourth, on the horizon, would erase all traces of innocence from His generation. And He, blissfully oblivious, was cradled safely in His mother's comforting arms, His baby-face pink and glowing with almost angelic grace and happiness. We knew that glow would soon leave Him, and, by he time he came to us, so would His happiness and grace.

By that time, he would be a man...

I get to go see Fiddler on the Roof tonight w/ my two bestest friends in the world! I'm so excited! But, alas, I have to go to my violin lesson first. *pouts* Devils. I can't wait!!! I've never seen the show before, but I've heard it's pretty good., and I can play some of the music from it. Squeeee!