I joined the Powderpuff team at school. Yup, I'm gonna get my ass kicked. I'm too girly to be good at football, I also don't like it. It seems pretty pointless of a game. But I gave into peer pressure and did it cuz my friend is on the student council and is organizing it and begged me to join cuz they're short on players.

I should be studying for a biology test but I'm not. Blah oh well.

Theres a hurricane named after me and its spelled the same way even. I hope its not disastrous like Katrina was.

And I've noticed somethings about the girls I crush on while I was sitting in ceremics...
-the majority of them have brown hair (brunettes are my weakness right now)
-they're either really preppy or punk

... 3 weeks ago and my mom neglected to tell me. My sister and brother went to visit her this weekend and T was telling me about the trip and she was like oh ya Lily got killed. WHAT?!

vagina vagina vagina vagina V-A-G-I-N-A! Yup so I just got done reading the Vagina Monologues. Good book, now I want to see the play. Very inspiring. Made me cry, I like it when books make me cry in a good way, I can't really explain it, you just have to of been through it I guess...

I saw the House Bunny yesterday. Its really funny. Theres a part in it where one girl is teaching the other girls how to put on make up and she said, "The eyes are the nipples of the face" wow I must be really immature because I thought that was hilarious.. and I still do.

Dear Dad,
Hey. So we've been through a lot lately. And I think its made us closer. I hope it has. When I first moved in with you, we really didn't know much about each other. But now we do, and its great. To be honest, I know your faults and I can see some of them in me. But hey, its hard to be as perfect as us, isn't it?

Yup so i should be doing geometry homework right now, but i'm not. Instead i'm on myspace and here. I also should be practicing guitar but i'm not doing that either, obviously.. I have a lesson wednesday and i haven't hardly practiced at all. Its hard because I don't feel like i'm making any progress, but he says I am, but I don't feel like it cuz i don't know any songs.

I couldn't think of a title, and well to be honest its true.
Yesterday was a weird day for me.. So at lunch I realized how one of my friends completly changes who she is when she is around different people. And thats not cool.

I got my license so I got to drive to school today. Yay! And it was sooo ironic, I got in my car this morning and I turned on the radio and it was "I kissed a girl" playing. I'm not a huge fan of that song, but its gay, so I was like its gonna be a good day! :)
I hate the feeling of the 1st day of school though, it makes me feel like the new kid all over again. My classes are all ok.

I feel really shitty right now. My day was so unsuccessful and i feel worthless because of it. I have stuff that I need to do I just didn't do it. Like practicing guitar, but I f'ed up my left wrist playing basketball. I have tendonitis in that wrist and sometimes it desides to be a little bitch and swell up.

So I've been thinking a lot lately. About how I remind myself of the typical teenage boy, what I mean is I see a hot girl and I like start drooling. (not many other girls that i know of do that so to me its more common to think of guys as only doing it) Its bad, but good at the same time because I'm not in denial about it anymore.

My dad and his wife just left for North Carolina. They're going to this place called Biltmore Mansion. Its like some mansion with a beautiful view and I think its like made into a hotel or something. And aparently I have family in NC that I never knew about until now, and they're gonna stop by and see them.

Last night I stayed the night at my friends house with another friend, i'll call them #1 and #2 because I'm feeling creative. We stayed at #1's house. And we got kinda bored at 3 in the morning and didn't feel like going to bed so we took pictures.I actually liked some of them that we took so i put them on myspace. Its rare for me to like a picture of me.

My sister T is 6 months pregnant and this morning she started spotting and cramping really bad. She called her doctor and they told her to come into the ER right away. So my dad and I go with her and when we get there they send us right away to the womens clinic. This lady takes T into this room and makes us wait outside and told us it would only be a minute.

So last night I go downstairs to get a drink and Cunt (aka dad's wife) is in the kitchen, and she tells me that she is going to unplug the internet because she saw some lightning a little bit ago. And I said you shut the internet off everytime you think there is even the slightest possibility of a storm.