Yup thats right. I'm a theif!

My friend Sam's ex-boyfriend is dating this nasty whore and we drove by her house last night and there was a McCain-Palin sign in her yard. I was like "EWW!! Stop the car!" She stops and I run out and grap the sign and Sam's starts driving away so I take off running after them trying to get in the car and then they stop and I run into the car door.

I just downloaded some of Amanda Palmer's new CD. I love it! My favorite song so far is "Oasis". I love the Dresden Dolls. Except its just her now.

We ran on the track today for basketball pre-season shit. I'm so out of shape. I hate it. I feel really gross. But now that I've worked out I feel better. Atleast I wasn't last.

Dear Mom,

What's my favorite color? Is it my fault or yours that you don't know it? I think it's ours. Or mine. Or yours. It makes me feel sick to my stomach when I think about how we joke about Bob being killed. So you can be free. But was it you who really trapped yourself in a unhealthy marriage or the failing government? You know I love you, right.

I made a list in my head today during Biology class. We're studying the periodic table and all of the confusing things that go with it. Its hard and I just zoned out today because I was pissed that I don't understand it. (So I just gave up, that solves everything!) Anyways the list.

I vow to not touch any alcoholic bevarage for a very long time.

Well world I'm having my first big hangover. I don't feel good. My head hurts and I've thrown up more last night than I have in a my entire lifetime. All I want to do is sleep.
But

Sara told my friend Sam I'm gay. I fucking trusted her to not tell anyone and then she goes and tells Sam! I trust to easily.

Yup. The girl of my dreams gave a guy head. :(

I stayed the night at Sara's last night. We went to the football game for like the last quarter and then went back to her house. Then today we went to the mall. I drove illegally. I've only had my license a little over a month and I can't have any passengers for 90 days. My dad doesn't know, he'd kill me if he found out I drove her.

So I've pretty much figured my sexuality out.. I'm a dyke. And I don't mind that label, personally I need to have things labeled and in place and set in stone for the most part. Well thats why figuring your sexuality out sucks balls because it's fluid. Anyways, so now I'm like confused with everything else. I know I kinda said I was going to join the swim team at school, but maybe basketball.

So I went to Homecoming on Friday. The game wasn't bad, I didn't watch it but we won. All I did was make the rounds and talk to everyone and it was pretty fun. We didn't go to the dance (thankfully) instead we went to this girl Jen's house and were gonna go into to town and drop her off at her boyfriends and have him buy alcohol for us.

Tonight was the Powderpuff games. We got our asses handed to us :( But atleast we looked cute in our matching shirts and shorts and our hair in pigtails.

So I visited with my Aunt from Ohio yesterday. It was pretty good. She's really cool, when I was younger I would wish she was my mom and not my aunt (ugh looking back on that I realize how terrible that is...)

I came out to my friend Sara! She's really cool about it. We got to talking and she said how she's been attracted to other girls but like guys more. So ya I totally called that one!

I think I'm going to join the swim team at school instead of basketball. Basketball sucked last year, I hated it. Theres so many bitches on that team. So I figure I'm going to try something new and do swimming. I've never really actually swam in like an organized way. So this should be interesting. I'm gonna get a killer body though. I'll be crazy in shape I can't wait!