Homophobic teacher?

music is life — Tue, 06 Jan 2009 16:48:56 -0500

Today was my first day back from break. I have a few new classes this semester and History is one of them. The teacher, Mr. D, is a d-bag.

She makes me sick

music is life — Sat, 03 Jan 2009 19:32:51 -0500

My Mom's here and is leaving tomorrow. Thankfully. I feel bad in a way about feeling that way, but then I don't because my Mom is one crazy bitch and has fucked up a portion of my life that I won't be able to get back. But if it wasn't for her I wouldn't be as strong as I am now and that is good and bad. I live with my Dad and when my Mom comes to visit I just like get really down.

I just..

music is life — Thu, 01 Jan 2009 18:27:06 -0500

Came out on Myspace. I don't think it really counts though because I also put that I'm divorced, proud parent, am a body builder, african descent and am a Pimp. Oh well, atleast one thing is true. This may not seem like a big deal but it kinda is for me in a way.

Blah!!

music is life — Tue, 30 Dec 2008 16:34:52 -0500

So yesterday at practice we were scrimmaging and someone cut me with their nails right between my middle and pointer finger. Like right where the 2 fingers meet at the bottom and make that U-shape. It hurts so bad. When I took a shower, shampoo got into it and I started crying. Yup. I'm so strong. But its like how little cuts hurt worse than big ones. (for example: Paper cuts)

No, I'm not sorry at all. I'd do it over again

music is life — Sun, 28 Dec 2008 23:50:46 -0500

Basics:
Name:
Some bitch named Miley Cyrus ruined it.

Date of Birth:
July 11

Birthplace:
Accidentally born at home..

Current Location:
My room

Eye Color:
Blue

Hair Color:
Auburn

Height:
5'5"

Heritage:
I think German, Irish and European? Idk I'm American so I'm basically a lil of everything

Piercings:

This. Is. Me. Stalling.

music is life — Sun, 28 Dec 2008 00:39:57 -0500

Went to the mall today. Used some giftcards and bought pants and a studded belt. I also bought this really kick ass coat. It's black white and gray plaid and is like silk-y material. Totally won't keep me warm at all but I look good in it.

Stripes

music is life — Thu, 25 Dec 2008 23:24:25 -0500

I didn't get a white Christmas. Oh well, I guess I'll have to get used to it for when I move to California (yes I still hold onto that dream). I honestly don't even know if I'll celebrate Christmas when I'm older because its kinda hypocritical of me to celebrate it when I think its all bullshit. I have taken a liking to the "Hallmark cardness" of it if you get what I mean... *presents*

It's like you're the swingset and I'm the kid that falls

music is life — Tue, 23 Dec 2008 23:35:11 -0500

Christmas is in 2 days. I'm not really excited. I only asked for giftcards and P!nks new cd. Which I know I got the cd because I was there when my sister bought it. Yay for suprises!

Chasing Pavements

music is life — Sat, 06 Dec 2008 11:43:32 -0500

I got invited to a party last night. It was by people that I've only hung out with a couple of times. And the times we hung out we drank. I'm kinda over that shit right now. There was gonna be more than acohol at that party and I'm not into that stuff.

Pulse

music is life — Sun, 30 Nov 2008 15:04:43 -0500

I went and saw Twilight. It was alright but I wouldn't say it was the best movie ever. I haven't read the books so that might be it. Everyone talked about how hot it was when Edward sparkled in the sunlight and I'm like no it wasn't. But then again I'm a lesbian... I do think it would be pretty sweet to be able to climb trees like they did and run really really fast.

I <3 pumpkin pie!!

music is life — Thu, 27 Nov 2008 22:48:21 -0500

My Thanksgiving went pretty well. It was just my imediate family there so I didn't hate anyone there that much. My friend Catie met one of her cousins for the first time today and he was hitting on her. I was like bwahahaha... EWWW!!!

Mindless self indulgence

music is life — Wed, 12 Nov 2008 16:01:19 -0500

This happened to me a few weeks ago but I haven't had time until now to get it all out..

Why can't we have it all?

music is life — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 21:12:03 -0500

Obama won my state! I'm really surprised actually. But happy nonetheless.

I restrained myself from crying when I read on here that Prop 8 passed. It may be 7 states away (but who's counting?...) but I'm still super upset and pissed.

So T had her baby! He's gorgeous. 7lb 2 oz 18 inches. I'll try and post pics of us later when I get time. His name is Aiden.

I CAME OUT TO MY MOM!!!!!

music is life — Tue, 28 Oct 2008 17:56:06 -0400

We talked on the phone for 1 hour and 8 minutes.
She kept trying to hang up so I could go study for a Bio test but I kept talking anyways. Then finally she was like alright we should really be hanging up right now and I was like wait I have to tell you something.
Her- "What is it?"
Me- "I don't want you to hate me. Will you love me no matter what?"
Her- "Of course... What is it?"

Wasting Time

music is life — Sat, 25 Oct 2008 20:15:23 -0400

I'm wasting time.
And this is different than procrastinating.
I'm wasting time not just right now, but in life also. I don't want to live like this anymore. I don't even actually feel like I can say I don't want to live a certain way anymore because I haven't been living.
I want to live.
I want to be able to breathe freely.
I want to love openly.