I'm not really sure what just happened. My parents seemed to take it okay, but I'm still not sure if they believe me. My mom says I don't have to feel like I need to decide. And I'm not sure they realize that I just...KNOW. My dad didn't say anything. I don't really know what they think. It's so confusing!

I'm confused tonight. I've sorta always known that I wasn't quite normal sexuality-wise, and I've been fine with that. I'm pretty sure that my family is accepting and as far as I know, none of them have any issues about sexuality. So, I always thought that coming out would be easy for me. I chose tonight, just cuz I think that'd be a good idea, and my best friend just came out to her parents. I hate feeling like there's a whole part of me I can never talk about. But now that I'm just about to take the plunge, I'm afraid. I'm scared that they won't feel the same about me, that they'll be upset, or that they'll cut me off from my friend. I'm just so afraid that something will go wrong. And I don't even know how to start.