Right now i am pretty young, still a high school student. Just this school year I had told some of my friends that I was gay. The first was a friend who I considered a sister. We were pretty close since we lived next to each other for three years and knew almost everything about each other. We were chatting on the internet (this was after she had moved away, we still see each other at school and hang out) and i had decided to tell her. I was in denial for a couple years telling myself that I was straight. She said cool and told me that she was gay too. It wasn't such a big deal since we both kinda of expected it. Then I told another girl in my school. She was a very open person and three other people had come out to her. We were in the mall and while walking I just kind of blurted it out, she said cool and we finished the discussion (man, it was a load off of me). The first major guy person I told was someone i had just met. He was very supportive though a little surprised. Now me and him joke around a lot ( and he is CUTE!!).
Then just today, the reason why I started writing, I had told the first boy I liked him. I didn't know if he was straight or gay and decided to move on (I was crushing for a while) was to just tell him. After I told him I was gay I told him I liked him. He was a guy i had known for two years now from tennis. He is Asian with a lean build and doesn't do well in science. He's pretty smart in things like computers and like airsoft/paintball guns though. He was taken back and said it was cool that i was gay but it's gonna be weird in school now. THen he threatened me. He said he liked a girl and then something about going to break my head open if i do something and then beat me if i tell someone. I didn't understand it at all. He was never like that. Which is really weird. I am wondering whether he was just doing it to push me away, but i still feel so bad. Right now I hate him, i just need someone to support me, but the guy I told is kind of bad at it. I need help.