Valentines Dance

DesuCake9000Cheez — Sat, 21 Feb 2009 06:14:47 +0300

Today was our valentine's day dance. People were trying to set me and this girl up, which didn't really work :(
Also, on my previous post, I mentioned a one and a half year goal. I don't know what I was thinking; one and a half years seems pretty long. I'll probably tell him a lot earlier.

Overnight Trip

DesuCake9000Cheez — Thu, 19 Feb 2009 00:34:18 +0300

So the field trip was really awesome.
Really really awesome.
58 hours with S. Also, the rooms we slept in were really, really, small. All the better. I think I'm better friends with him now, but that might just be me being delusional, as I am sometimes.

I guess I've always been a person to be close to everyone you know, and I like giving hugs and stuff so it doesn't seem weird to anyone that I hug S. a lot, which is good :3

I now have a goal. By the end of 2010, I have to tell him. One and a half years.

I have a room with S.

DesuCake9000Cheez — Fri, 30 Jan 2009 03:46:10 +0300

I GET 2 NIGHTS AND 3 DAYS TO BE WITH S.
I also get to watch him sleep.
Hooray!~

Short post

DesuCake9000Cheez — Sat, 17 Jan 2009 00:18:20 +0300

We're having an overnight trip.
Since its multi-class, I have a chance of getting the same room as S.
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~

Blah?

DesuCake9000Cheez — Mon, 22 Dec 2008 00:52:17 +0300

A family friend is here.
Apparently I was 3 last time I saw him.
I don't think he likes me very much.
Oh, did I mention how hot he is?
TT_TT

I don't know what to do

DesuCake9000Cheez — Fri, 19 Dec 2008 01:21:58 +0300

I guess this is what would be described as "lovesickness", what's happening to me. It's just terrible. I'm constantly thinking about him; even while doing schoolwork, studying, playing, trying to sleep, my thoughts constantly drift towards S. And then I'm just left with a feeling of sadness. It's completely overwhelming, to the point where I find it insanely hard just to keep my composure.

Earlier...

DesuCake9000Cheez — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 00:52:20 +0300

Earlier I said that I thought I was over S.
I WAS WRONG.
SO COMPLETELY WRONG.
My life is now more complicated. Once again.

Haven't been on in a while...

DesuCake9000Cheez — Sat, 25 Oct 2008 19:53:36 +0400

Life isn't better.
I've been noticing guys more and more, and it drives me crazy how they're probably not gay, and that I'd have no chance.
I wish there was some kind of way to tell immediately.
I mean, would it be possible?

Also scared to death of the LHC.
I don't care about why gravity is weak,
or why there's more matter than antimatter;

Fears.

DesuCake9000Cheez — Sun, 07 Sep 2008 05:25:17 +0400

Something random about myself...
One of my biggest fears in murky water. The lack of not being able to see around you, and the general unknown of deep-water life.
I noticed this, probably, when I was smaller and playing Zelda 64 .
The water temple creeped me out.
My biggest fear is death.

School's back

DesuCake9000Cheez — Sat, 06 Sep 2008 02:04:36 +0400

So school started on the 2nd
It was a happy day; I met all kinds of people I'd missed.
I'm in the same class as my best friends, I got the locker right outside my class, My teacher marks easily etc.
And, seeing S., I guess I'm over him.
He doesn't seem special or perfect or anything.
Just not important anymore.
It's been hard to find time to post recently.
Hope to have a great year

Karen

DesuCake9000Cheez — Sat, 09 Aug 2008 00:55:58 +0400

"He just fell hard while riding his bike, that's all," Karen, 26 years old, explains to the doctor. She's holding her eight-year-old son, Daniel, by his hand tightly. His left arm has a hairline fracture, and is in a sling. Daniel remains quiet as his mother talks about him always falling, always dropping things, always getting into school fights.

Yay passed my swimming lessons!

DesuCake9000Cheez — Sat, 09 Aug 2008 00:28:47 +0400

Finally passed >.>
It was so hard supporting that stupid 10 pound brick.
Apparently I've got to support a 20 pound brick next course >.>
Only 5 more courses + 4 years till I can make money off of this.
Wondering though, Should I take life guarding or instructing?
Suggestions appreciated.
~DesuCake

It's been a while...

DesuCake9000Cheez — Thu, 31 Jul 2008 19:49:00 +0400

A lot's happened since I last posted.
After my last post, I finally went to pick up my parts; It took a day to build my computer, which didn't work, and then the rest of the week to figure out I missed the LPT cable >.>
This computer's a lot faster, and has better internet connection, Hooray!

After that I headed off to summer camp.

Continuing from yesterday...

DesuCake9000Cheez — Wed, 02 Jul 2008 18:34:52 +0400

I know I said I'd have a class about now, but it was really vague for what I signed up for- when I got there, turns out it was remedial English, so I'm not going there anymore, hooray!
So anyway, back to the guy I was talking about yesterday (I'll refer to him as J), he's 2 years older than me, and probably the person that made me firmly recognize my sexuality.

Canada Day~

DesuCake9000Cheez — Wed, 02 Jul 2008 07:33:20 +0400

So today was Canada day.
It was fun.
We went out to eat and then went to this big town-wide event
There were fireworks at 10:00, I got there at 8:30, so for and hour and a half I walked around.
There were cheap fairground rides, didn't go on many.
I saw a bunch of people there I knew
Including the hawt Gr8 that i mentioned a couple of entries ago.