I look forward,
See a circle of people.
In the middle, a young girl;
A wheelchair is on the ground near her,
It's been pushed over.
Everyone's screaming at her.
Laughing at her.
No one stops them.
No one cares.
She's trying hard to keep back her tears.
Then, someone speaks to me,
Tells me to join in.
I know that if I refuse they'll hurt me, too.
So I join their game.
I step forward now.
And before I know it,
words come out of my mouth.
First slowly, but them faster and more harsh.
It feels bad.
I continue.
The girl, sprawled on the ground,
curls up into a ball.
And finally,
She can't hold her tears back anymore.
At first, they slowly slide down her face.
Then, they drop steadily.
Drip, drip, drip.
And she starts silently screaming,
"Help, Help, Help"
Then, she manages to stare into my eyes.
Immediately, My knees buckle and I stumble backwards.
Her eyes shocked me.
Staring, but unfocused.
I feel down, mad at myself.
But I know I can't help it.
I can say sorry, I can help her up.
But the pain left on her is
Irreversible.

Would it be a good idea to come out to my sister first?
I'm, in many ways, close to her than the rest of my family.
We're both kind of different.
My parents like us to be unexposed to the rest of the world,
not knowing about things like drugs and rape
Whereas she takes it from a serious, appropriate viewpoint.
In a way, I guess she'd be more comfortable than my parents...

So there's a guy I know, who I think might be gay, who's my age (11) and who I'm crushing on. Now, in a couple of days he's leaving on a 4 day school trip (Some school band thing to Ottawa) and I'm wondering if it would be a good time to tell him. Advice?

Also, I saw (what I think was) a lesbian couple today walking down the street. I never noticed that my town actually has LGBT people.

DesuCake

So recently I've been noticing the extreme criticism that gay and bisexual life style gets in my school. People aren't using gay as a general insult, rather actually referring to sexuality. I don't react- I'm too shy. I wish I could though. It hurts.
It's hard trying to fit in when you're 11 and gay D:
Advice please?

DesuCake