egad... another crush...

Splash — Wed, 19 Nov 2008 22:17:58 -0500

...let's call her B. She's in my tech theater class and sits next to me a lot. Whenever we get out of class early I find her out in the theater lobby playing the piano. Once I put my hand on her shoulder and told her she was hopelessly predictable :-) and when she reached up and touched my hand it was like... all this warmth and energy passing between us. It was awesome.

Is It Really That Big A Deal?

Splash — Fri, 07 Nov 2008 14:01:05 -0500

Warning: this may sound silly.

So I posted an article about Prop 8 and a couple of those laws that passed in other states (like the adoption one in Arkansas) on my Facebook. A friend of mine (incidentally, the only person in my dorm I'm out to... but that's cuz she flat-out asked) commented on it, "I am sorry sweetie. But I am against Gay Marriage."

the lost forums

Splash — Mon, 03 Nov 2008 00:12:04 -0500

You know when you create a forum, there's a list of forum categories you can choose from? The default seems to be "none." But what happens to forums created with no category? I know they show up in the recent forums list, and probably in searches, but there doesn't seem to be a page that lists them.

crazy question! :-)

Splash — Tue, 14 Oct 2008 21:19:02 -0400

I have no idea why this popped into my head to ask, but does anybody on this site happen to be straight? Just curious.

:-)

:-) :-(

Splash — Mon, 06 Oct 2008 21:42:15 -0400

Good news #1: my college GSA organized a screening of "The Laramie Project" tonight. I've been wanting to see that, so you better believe I'm going. :-)

Disappointing news #1: while me and another girl tried to explain to my friend SB what said film is about, the other girl admitted to being "slightly homophobic." So is a guy who lives down the hall from me. But they're nice people... :-(

where did it go?

Splash — Mon, 08 Sep 2008 23:18:50 -0400

www.outproud.org <---- One of the first websites I visited when I started to think I wasn't straight. There's some good information there, especially on the brochures page. (I think there's a link to Oasis on there too.)

However, in the last few weeks I've been getting "server not found" errors from my web browser whenever I try to load a page from the Outproud site.

I just wondered if anyone else is having this problem and/or knows what's up: did the site go offline, or is my computer just being freaky?

guess who

Splash — Sun, 10 Aug 2008 20:10:59 -0400

We played this game a couple times in my summer acting program where we write down things most people won't know about us, then throw all the paper slips in a pile, draw them one at a time, and try to guess which is whose. I suppose it has been on my mind a little bit because I've been tempted to write down "I'm gay" both times.

sigh and move on...

Splash — Wed, 30 Jul 2008 03:08:40 -0400

To give the shortest explanation, I finally asked and learned that S does not return my crush. Somehow I was expecting that...

:-(

Our friendship appears to be relatively unscathed (if I may venture such an appraisal three days later), which I am glad about. I'm trying to hide disappointment now though, and frustration because I'm still attracted to her but have to stop hoping.

spur-of-the-moment thought on my state's laws...

Splash — Sun, 06 Jul 2008 22:34:45 -0400

My state is one of those that has passed, of all things, a CONSTITUTIONAL AMENDMENT banning gay marriage. This happened a couple years ago, when I: a) was too young to vote, and b) did not know I was gay. Though I do remember wishing I could go to a rally in opposition to said amendment. (I was afraid to ask my mom about it. No idea what she thinks of LGBTQ people...)

summer!

Splash — Sun, 22 Jun 2008 04:35:24 -0400

Spending the entire summer at the theater is my idea of heaven. Even if heaven does involve an awful lot of push-ups. Yes people, acting is not all glamor, we the students do have to work out every morning. Not sure what the full company members do. :-)

to drive... or not to drive...

Splash — Fri, 16 May 2008 23:15:30 -0400

...that is the question.

how to tell someone you like them?

Splash — Sun, 27 Apr 2008 23:14:55 -0400

I think I have a crush on my friend S from drama class. In the last month or two, well, I guess her smile started lighting everything up, and she always somehow looks pretty without doing anything special. SHE is special. I love her. The thing is... I really want to tell her... but even if I wasn’t scared, I guess I don’t know how to do that.