wandering thoughts

wantstobeout — Fri, 29 Aug 2008 18:38:53 -0400

so i havent posted in a little while. felt the need. omg i read the first post i wrote on here and stuff. i love going back in time reading old journal entries. like i read one from my sixth grade english class today.it was a weird experience. i dont know how to explain it. i had a lot smaller view of the world back then tho. my world is still small but its getting bigger.

what is really the point? i have no idea

wantstobeout — Thu, 14 Aug 2008 22:38:08 -0400

do i really need my ovaries? can't i just get rid of them. eh too expensive. then id prolly go into early menopause. not fun. whats worse: cramps or hot flashes? that is the question.

why is it that we can't have a volleyball group that meets more than once a week. i dont think it fulfills my addiction to volleyball to meet just the one time this week.

drools

wantstobeout — Tue, 12 Aug 2008 17:45:50 -0400

does it make me shallow that i want to see this film?

beautifulness

wantstobeout — Sat, 09 Aug 2008 21:30:51 -0400

omg so this week has been crazy. so i've seen three movies this week: but im a cheerleader, transformers and the dark knight (in imax no less : ). i liked all of them. the dark knight = amazingness. i think i was drooling after it was done. not really. or was i?

all i can say is i love beach volleyball : ) watching it on the olympics that is. not that i dont like playing it.

yet another random entry

wantstobeout — Sun, 03 Aug 2008 21:37:44 -0400

- i just started crying randomly during sisterhood of the traveling pants. so i think that its going to be that time of the month soon. i always get so emotional, its annoying.

-people keep smoking pot in the courtyard. its annoying because i hate the smell of pot. i wonder how they would react if i politely asked them to move fifty feet. lol.

i dont know what to call this but im not good at titling anyways so i dont care

wantstobeout — Fri, 01 Aug 2008 21:10:07 -0400

am i the only one who sniffs their laundry after it comes out of the dryer? it just smells so good so i cant resist. i dont know what it is. i only bought the detergent that i did because i had a coupon.

comfort

wantstobeout — Fri, 25 Jul 2008 21:46:08 -0400

so i've decided chamomile tea and hot baths are just as good in the summer as they are in the winter. *sips* it was 85 degrees outside today too. oh well. it's the best way to end a day. tomorrow's beach day. YAY!

am i the only one?

wantstobeout — Tue, 22 Jul 2008 21:35:40 -0400

omg i just finished blubbering after watching that youtube video with lion reuniting with its owners. this was the second time today. i saw it on the today show this morning then felt the need to watch it again tonight. idk what it is about it.

so im officially a dork

wantstobeout — Sat, 19 Jul 2008 21:54:11 -0400

well i was before but thats not the point. i kind of want to go see the movie "beverly hills chihuaha" just because it has pedro paramo in it from "imagine me and you." i dont know tho. i think she looked better as a brunette.

so....

wantstobeout — Wed, 16 Jul 2008 16:36:51 -0400

todays the kind of day that makes me wonder about at what temperature does skin melt?

randomness

wantstobeout — Mon, 14 Jul 2008 21:57:35 -0400

ok so this might be a bit of a jumble so if you follow this *two thumbs up.* i know thats lame. i cant think of anything better at the moment tho

so today i went to the mall. there were prettyful things there. i think i figured out why i hate shopping. i cant afford anything. which is why i buy things at goodwill.

embarassment

wantstobeout — Sun, 13 Jul 2008 19:43:11 -0400

so today was interesting. i woke up early so i could go to church. i dont go often but i had signed up to play "special music" today. i was going to play this really great piece "moonlight sonata." you may have heard of it. but my accompanamist kind of backed out on me. so i ended up playing "morning has broken." no accompaniment. i was kind of sad. people still liked it tho. anyways.

ok so heres the story

wantstobeout — Tue, 01 Jul 2008 22:49:59 -0400

i'll go back to the beginning. i met this guy at kroger. i obviously wasnt attracted to him. he asked for my number. i of course wasnt going to give it to him. so i said id ad him on myspace. i was trying to be nice. i feel bad turning guys down bc its not really their fault that they have no lesbiandar and im not out enough to tell them the truth. anyways. so i've been talking to him on aim.

life....is crazy

wantstobeout — Tue, 01 Jul 2008 12:52:42 -0400

so i just got back from costa rica yesterday. it was a long flight but i slept during most of it. it was funny. when i got to fort lauderdale (it wasn't a direct flight) i kept feeling the need to say gracias. it was almost like i forgot how to speak english. not really. i spoke english in costa rica just because there were so many people who spoke english at my school.

dance fever

wantstobeout — Fri, 20 Jun 2008 11:02:44 -0400

ok so yesterday i went to a salsa club. it was a lot of fun. there were so many people on the dance floor. lets just say bumping into people was something that was unavoidable. it was so much fun tho. i did do a little salsa dancing with this guy who i had danced with in dance class who actually knows how to lead. ive been told by the dance teacher that i dont know how to follow.