Okay so it's been awhile since i have written here; and i sense it will be long. I ah I don't know how to say this. I have used R. as a crutch not believing someone will fall for me because of the chair blah blah blah obviously stupid I know. Let that prelude the rest of this post.
tis my bday i ma 22 holy crap i feel OLD
I am angry with myself for being such a bitch with regard to walking; that is pretty much the only battle between mom and I, and well the fact that I am just generally lazy about things.
this is an email i wrote to a friend and would like some insight into it! PS not my theory about bisexual woman so dont chew my head off for it - its the theory of the friend i am emailing
Monday, May 12, 2008 1:54:32 PM
I tell the world I don’t care, when I really do. I tell the world I don’t mind being alone, when really all I want is to be held. I am so used to the isolating side of my life that I am like a dry sponge when it comes to other young lesbian women.
I don't usually read my horoscope but was drawn to it today. this is what it says "By the end of the day you'll realize that it's the ups and downs that make life enjoyable sometimes. Try not to expect more from others today than they can actually deliver. Keeping your expectations too high will only lead to disappointment.
5 years ago my sisters friend and actor Jessie neilsson of the tv series ready or not (justin), the movie skulls, and the TV series adventures inc died he was only 26 (could have age wrong) but our mnisters nephew was also friends with Jesse and dating my sister. My sisters boyfriend's aunt (our family minister at the time) called to get my sisters cell number
okay so this past week was pretty kick ass I order some new software and got an acadmic award and an attendant quit (jeff not C. don't panic lol)
Hello, below is the first few chapters of a fictional novel I am writing; I am posting it here as it is intended as a Young Adult novel I would love any feedback for which you all can offer.
comment freely as all feedback will improve my writing!
I found this on youtube and thought it was so sweet that I had to share it by no means do I take credit for it though! I suspect it could generate some discussion though...
There is a certain amount of isolation that comes from living life on wheels instead of feet. The chair has become an extenison of self over the years so much so that some who didnt know my name in school would refer to me as the kid in the chair...
SO its been a few days since i have written here. I agree with Jeff, who commented on my last entry, telling me that I should talk things over with C. I am so embarressed that I don't even know if I'd have the guts to say hey c girl we need to talk...I err have...err...a.....c-r-u-s-h on you
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