Hi Honey
We haven't met yet but I feel I should write this to share with you when we do meet. Things you should know about me I am currently obsessed with the gay culture or rather lesbian culture. South of Nowhere if you haven't watched it I suggest you do, as I feel still very much like Spencer the shy fearful girl (to a point) and enjoy who I am (as Ashley does) if you knew me you would see beyond the chair and see a funny caring spirit
I love you and thanks for loving me in return

Sunflower kisses

I remember the first time our eyes met
I felt like a small sunflower reaching
Reaching toward the sun
The first caress confirmed what I knew to be true
That I was finally being true to what I always knew
Then when we first kissed
That sun that spark
Warmed me from within
Yet I saw the sun setting quickly
You enjoyed it I knew but it was too scary
A journey that I couldn’t walk with you on
As I have already been down that very road alone
Now that the sun has set on that sunflower
I am thankful to you for the power within those kisses

written just now welcome feedback (not my best work but it fits how i am feeling right now

Because girl where’ve you been

Today I asked him
Why since I opened the closet door
Boys, rather men, find me somehow interesting
His reply, “we all want what we can’t have”
Do you remember when you left?
You left because we weren’t meant to be
Only now do I see this
Because girl where’ve you been
To share in my joy
I know you can’t nor do I want you
But my question remains the same
Why if I am the rock for all of you
Am I the one who is single?
What do they have

so today I saw my ex girlfriend in the hall with another woman holding hands ouch i dont know why we broke up there wasnt any real lead up on my part but i knew it wouldnt last I am still kinda sad maybe hurt tho my pride gets in the way and offline you wouldnt get me to admit it she was my first true kiss and i think thats why it hurts this was the first i have seen her since she simply blocked me on facebook (my only communication outside of school)....what do you think

the girl i like and i have been talking for some time. Her brother is a friend of mine thus how she and i met through him. He has Musculer Dystrophy and she although interested wont date me because she is afraid that she will lose me.

Hey gang
I am preparing for Nanowrimo really early but i am looking for ideas to help me get the creative juices flowing 50,000 words in four weeks is a lot when you have no starting place throw me some general ideas to get me started PLEASE!

recently i expierenced the first kiss that had meaning behind it we have since split on her accord not mine but DAMN thank you girl for that kiss......LOL

K so i haven't been here in ages I got caught up in the splenders of life. So I log in and it says i have two unread private messages I cannot find them LOL HELP! I refreshed the page it still says i have new msgs and i still cant find them XD they aren't appearing as "new" in my inbox...

it feels like home when i think about her being with her sad tho that she lives on the west coast half way across the country........ :(

I am going for coffee with you tommorow. I don't know why, I mean you and your womyn live together. I mean I guess it could be a gesture of friendship... I sespect you want more, but given that your living and committed to her I sit idle your silent lady in waiting.

hey all
its been a while sit back and enjoy as I pour my heart out to this screen. Jeff is about the only one who regularly so this is an update for him with filler for the rest of you to keep up.

I have been out two years now; hard to believe i would like to write something but i am at a loss for words! I have struggled this past week after attending a family reunion and having an uncle publicly proclaim he was a redneck because he hates homosexuals...i was sitting right beside him and he knows about me and my other lesbian cousin im still hurt

now that i have your attention i have to go to bed now BUT CATHERINE DID YOU EVER GET MY EMAIL I THINK I HAVE SENT HMM LET THREE OR FOUR PMs since the beginning on july on here what happened did you fall off the face of the Earth

It is so very strange I sit here on my lunch break contemplating the restless night I had. The sleep was not a sweet gentle slumber but resembled that of a dog chasing rabbits in their dreams I am sure.