in the silence

wheels148 — Mon, 29 Jun 2009 22:11:12 +0400

In the silence

Your words fall flat
Sometimes on deaf ears
It was all non verbal
Your eyes told a different story
Lingered, longing, hoping, praying,
The non verbal not matching
That which your lips were saying
Gone are those days
Now carried on the sun’s rays
Is a renewal of hope, a prayer and a promise
Because you never know who in the silence is listening

techie question (the sims 3)

wheels148 — Sat, 16 May 2009 02:17:27 +0400

I meet all of the minium specs for the sims 3 except i am not sure if i meet the video card on any of the computers i currently own

I am running windows xp with a intel 963 family chipset is this going to cause me issues or should it work okay
heres my specs
intel (R) Core (TM) 2 duo CPU
intel 963 family chipset
1.83GHz, 1.99GB of RAM
123gb FREE SPACE

Your help would be GREATLY welcomed as it comes out four days before my birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!

my take on SoN

wheels148 — Sat, 02 May 2009 20:20:13 +0400

this is mainly for ShowMeLove's benefit but I found it hilarious so i am writing it all
I am a huge south of nowhere fan as is show me love she probably takes the cake on crazed fan but then again according to specer play by Gabrielle Christian there is one crazed fan who actually got a piece of her hair.
I finished watching brunch with Bridget when i got up at 10 am which I am pretty impressed considering what time you and i stopped talking :)
who knew lesbians couldn't lay in bed to have sex LMAO

Because baby I love you

wheels148 — Mon, 20 Apr 2009 04:16:33 +0400

a poem feedvack welcome good or bad

Because baby I love you

I have yet to meet you
You have yet to cross my path
But I know when you do
I know will be true
Because baby
I love you
We are soldiers in an army
Waging war on equality
We are lovers undercover
As the dawn breaks in the morning
We had hide ourselves from the world
Protecting cautious of the fight
In each new day
I see you with new light
Somehow you take my breath away
At your very sight
Because baby
Baby I love you
I long to see you
To know you
To hold you
For you
Will see me
And only me

me singing edelwiess (from the sound of music)

wheels148 — Sat, 18 Apr 2009 07:55:57 +0400

i was bored so i recorded this comments welcome!!!!!!!!!!! :)

I love you babe

wheels148 — Wed, 15 Apr 2009 04:29:09 +0400

a poem of sorts
ps jeff you were SO WRONG (READ LAST ENTRY TO CATCH UP) him is her older brother who has has muscler dystropy

I love you babe

Innocent or pure
You maybe both, I wish you knew
How much
Just how much I love you
Come away with me
We almost did
That night
Your dark chocolate eyes
Melt me
Through it all
I will stand by you
Holding you so you can’t fall
The moment will happen
It will come to pass
It will stab our souls as it passes
I know you love me
I saw it
I know you love him, I do too
I know your pain
I am terrified too, you know

baby, I am confused

wheels148 — Sat, 11 Apr 2009 19:53:46 +0400

I am intuitive a good thing at the best of times. But today I am confused by all of this. We have been talking for months now online. We met a few weeks ago at school when you were picking up the boi (a nickname for her brother.) You told me months ago that you like me but don’t want to date me because what if you look at me after your brother dies and resent me because of the chair That is a risk I am willing to take.

I am a college graduate

wheels148 — Sat, 04 Apr 2009 08:30:39 +0400

I am a college graduate well aside from the three week workterm I have to complete that starts monday

easter weekend the girl i adore and a whole bunch of other random shit

wheels148 — Wed, 25 Mar 2009 04:45:10 +0300

okay so
heres the deal the mother of the girl i like has invited me to easter dinner i am friends with the family i go to school with this chicks older brother the family treats me like i am one of them and this girl and I have only met briefly for a few mins but have been talking since before christmas online. so tonight the girl i like and i were talkin on msn its no secret that i like her and she called me a geek i am kinda hurt she was just playin but gah

what do you think oasis (help)

wheels148 — Wed, 18 Mar 2009 04:08:31 +0300

I love you! I think you know that my fair wild child. You aren’t afraid to challenge me on an intellectual basis and it is because of this you have my respect. you know how to make me laugh or smile even when life is not overly funny you hold me when I need you but wont date me for fear of losing me you claim to only like my personality this comment came after you said you liked me I think you retracted it because you like me but are terrified to love me because you see the situation of chair between my buddy (her brother) and I as the same. It is not the same!

speaking out or rather up :)

wheels148 — Tue, 17 Mar 2009 00:51:12 +0300

I’ve decided to use oasis as a forum in which to speak about some topics that hit very close to home for me. As my sister says I could probably quite effectively become the poster child for a diversity campaign. I am in my own right, a disabled lesbian. Or as I prefer: a differently abled woman.
This post was spurred on by a discussion about abortion I read on another site and although I hold no comment on the subject it made me think about life about the simple fact that had medical technology not been as advanced as it was in my day I would not be alive today.

yesturday from HELL (im sad)

wheels148 — Wed, 11 Mar 2009 01:43:15 +0300

This week has been emotionally rough on me. Katie my ex recontacted me and stupid me i responded and then she wanted to meet so we met yesturday and then she panicked and ran down some stairs so i couldnt follow i have since been the one to cut the ties and i am never letting her back in.

insane day

wheels148 — Wed, 04 Mar 2009 04:45:06 +0300

I have just got home from 6 solid hours of testing a mid term followed by skills canada and i want to apologize to the member from here who i came off like a royal bitch last night that isnt me i hope we can talk sometime and i am sorry that I behaviour came off as bitchy I hope you understand

I wish you well (for those who have lost sight of your life's purpose)

wheels148 — Mon, 23 Feb 2009 05:02:51 +0300

My good friend Justin Hines has a record deal with a canadian recording label I know a lot of you are struggling with those troubles which at times haunt you Justin's music is comforts me in the dark times so i wish to share it with you

letter to my FUTURE girlfriend/wife

wheels148 — Sun, 22 Feb 2009 00:28:53 +0300

Hi Honey
We haven't met yet but I feel I should write this to share with you when we do meet. Things you should know about me I am currently obsessed with the gay culture or rather lesbian culture. South of Nowhere if you haven't watched it I suggest you do, as I feel still very much like Spencer the shy fearful girl (to a point) and enjoy who I am (as Ashley does) if you knew me you would see beyond the chair and see a funny caring spirit
I love you and thanks for loving me in return