feels like home

wheels148 — Sun, 14 Sep 2008 16:05:31 -0400

it feels like home when i think about her being with her sad tho that she lives on the west coast half way across the country........ :(

lady in waiting (STRESSED)

wheels148 — Wed, 10 Sep 2008 21:10:47 -0400

I am going for coffee with you tommorow. I don't know why, I mean you and your womyn live together. I mean I guess it could be a gesture of friendship... I sespect you want more, but given that your living and committed to her I sit idle your silent lady in waiting.

finally takening time (long lost women whom i have crushed upon and forgotten...)

wheels148 — Wed, 03 Sep 2008 20:17:25 -0400

hey all
its been a while sit back and enjoy as I pour my heart out to this screen. Jeff is about the only one who regularly so this is an update for him with filler for the rest of you to keep up.

continued tommorow as its late

wheels148 — Wed, 20 Aug 2008 22:41:07 -0400

I have been out two years now; hard to believe i would like to write something but i am at a loss for words! I have struggled this past week after attending a family reunion and having an uncle publicly proclaim he was a redneck because he hates homosexuals...i was sitting right beside him and he knows about me and my other lesbian cousin im still hurt

I laugh I cry I stuff my face...? ATTENTION oasis member "catherine"

wheels148 — Sat, 19 Jul 2008 00:55:03 -0400

now that i have your attention i have to go to bed now BUT CATHERINE DID YOU EVER GET MY EMAIL I THINK I HAVE SENT HMM LET THREE OR FOUR PMs since the beginning on july on here what happened did you fall off the face of the Earth

Dreams: A time for dancing

wheels148 — Thu, 10 Jul 2008 19:13:59 -0400

It is so very strange I sit here on my lunch break contemplating the restless night I had. The sleep was not a sweet gentle slumber but resembled that of a dog chasing rabbits in their dreams I am sure.

I want to scream

wheels148 — Sat, 21 Jun 2008 21:09:55 -0400

Okay so it's been awhile since i have written here; and i sense it will be long. I ah I don't know how to say this. I have used R. as a crutch not believing someone will fall for me because of the chair blah blah blah obviously stupid I know. Let that prelude the rest of this post.

Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wheels148 — Fri, 06 Jun 2008 10:42:26 -0400

tis my bday i ma 22 holy crap i feel OLD

I respect you dear friend (from the pages of my journal)

wheels148 — Sun, 25 May 2008 12:50:56 -0400

I am angry with myself for being such a bitch with regard to walking; that is pretty much the only battle between mom and I, and well the fact that I am just generally lazy about things.

an email

wheels148 — Thu, 15 May 2008 13:39:00 -0400

this is an email i wrote to a friend and would like some insight into it! PS not my theory about bisexual woman so dont chew my head off for it - its the theory of the friend i am emailing

from within the pages of my journal...

wheels148 — Tue, 13 May 2008 11:44:59 -0400

Monday, May 12, 2008 1:54:32 PM
I tell the world I don’t care, when I really do. I tell the world I don’t mind being alone, when really all I want is to be held. I am so used to the isolating side of my life that I am like a dry sponge when it comes to other young lesbian women.

grl2grl = boy drama

wheels148 — Mon, 05 May 2008 11:46:57 -0400

hey all

i don't usually

wheels148 — Mon, 28 Apr 2008 13:13:53 -0400

I don't usually read my horoscope but was drawn to it today. this is what it says "By the end of the day you'll realize that it's the ups and downs that make life enjoyable sometimes. Try not to expect more from others today than they can actually deliver. Keeping your expectations too high will only lead to disappointment.

In memory of Uncle Dave and Jesse

wheels148 — Sun, 27 Apr 2008 13:21:40 -0400

5 years ago my sisters friend and actor Jessie neilsson of the tv series ready or not (justin), the movie skulls, and the TV series adventures inc died he was only 26 (could have age wrong) but our mnisters nephew was also friends with Jesse and dating my sister. My sisters boyfriend's aunt (our family minister at the time) called to get my sisters cell number

Hello

wheels148 — Wed, 23 Apr 2008 21:30:07 -0400

Hello all,