UGHH today was totally an utterly crazy i had science fair from 7 to 2:30.. ughh an nobody at my school won.lmao we are losers but we tried hard an looked better then most of them anyway.haha im in a great mood i went shopping got teeth whitener all the nice lady grooming products walmart had to offer.lmao WOW im so tired from today an like everyother day this week.haha my birthday was friggen awesome I LOVE my coach she is awesome an i love my team they are awesome im just in a really great mood!

I havent written on here in way to long so i figured it would be fair to catch everyone up on alyssa's super lame life.haha The girl i love is still unattainable, my softball schedual is beyond overwhelming, prom is comming right up and i absolutely hate dances so i refuse to go..... well actually the real reason is i dont want to go an watch dani in a close intimate situation with her less then perfect boyfriend brandon. after all me an her are gunna be married in 5 years.lol ( me and hers jokeish...

i havent been on in a really long time which depresses me now that i think about it. =( i miss all the friendly people who dont bull shit u. =) my life has been real rocky since i got this place. i made an amazing friend on here her name is amanda. we talk almost everyday still cuz idk we are like internet best friends i guess.lol what im trying to say is you guys rock.

srry about last night i think i maight be grounded.... my dad flipped and ripped the thing out of the wall but it was worth it..lol i might be on tonight but as of right now i probably wont cuz he was pissed! so i might be grounded from internet for awhile.... so im srry and hope i talk to you later bye

though i can't see your beatiful face
i feel without u, id fall from grace

the feel of your skin i have yet to know
but when i see you've written me it makes my heart glow

you make me look to the future with hope in my eyes
between us so far there have been no lies

we talk to eachother almost everynight
it's u who makes me look at the world in a new light

hayden i have no idea what happened!! how do i accept messages again! omg im pissed. ill probably have to like re-sign up with a name it says access denied when i try to look at my user account stuff
help me plz

first.. i rip the pantleg of my jeans twice!!! there was like somthing sticking up out of the seat.lol and somehow i managed to catch my jeans on it EVERYTIME!!lol it was horrible.haha then at lunch we were all laughing and jokeing around and while i was takeing a drink of my milk, travis( a friend o mine) said the funniest thing EVER and for the first time ever i squirted milk out of my nose!!

as our tongues start to intertwine
all i could think is finally she is mine

my heart races at her every touch
my imagination gets to be to much

I waited so long for her to love me the same
my love for her i could never tame

the feel of her skin so tender and sweet
a prettier girl i couldn't possibly meet

I love when our bodies are close together

im a totally a loveable person!! i mean i can get along with just about anyone! i love to learn, i love to cook, i love to read, and i LOVE to cuddle up to the ppl i care about. we dont have to go anywhere as long as we are together.=) sadly i dont really have anyone right now but im still extremely happy!

im so hyper!! its like 11;18 P/M WHERE I AM RIGHT NOW!lol and i love this site more and more everyday... i have met some pretty incredile people so far and they are so fun to talk to. and the best part is they understand me. omg it is the best feeling in the world to have somthing in common with ppl you dont even know!

My name is alyssa Obviously.lol i just found this site and omg i frigging love it!!!!