srry about last night i think i maight be grounded.... my dad flipped and ripped the thing out of the wall but it was worth it..lol i might be on tonight but as of right now i probably wont cuz he was pissed! so i might be grounded from internet for awhile.... so im srry and hope i talk to you later bye

though i can't see your beatiful face
i feel without u, id fall from grace

the feel of your skin i have yet to know
but when i see you've written me it makes my heart glow

you make me look to the future with hope in my eyes
between us so far there have been no lies

we talk to eachother almost everynight
it's u who makes me look at the world in a new light

somehow you are in shock that I can like you from afar
i dont think its a big deal because of how awesome you are

for the time being we are becomming good friends
but im looking forward to what it might turn into in the end

by, Alyssa rose gray

hayden i have no idea what happened!! how do i accept messages again! omg im pissed. ill probably have to like re-sign up with a name it says access denied when i try to look at my user account stuff
help me plz

first.. i rip the pantleg of my jeans twice!!! there was like somthing sticking up out of the seat.lol and somehow i managed to catch my jeans on it EVERYTIME!!lol it was horrible.haha then at lunch we were all laughing and jokeing around and while i was takeing a drink of my milk, travis( a friend o mine) said the funniest thing EVER and for the first time ever i squirted milk out of my nose!! it was so gross. liand i grossed everyone else out.lol =) then i said some wierd jokes and my friend spilt milk on me!! ahh it sucked i was pissed cuz now i have milky ripped jeans!then im walking to my locker and my friend looks down at my chest and is ke umm fix your shirt.lol and my boob!! was like hanging out.lol not all exsposed or anything but everyone could see what bra i was wearing today.lol which by the way was adorable!! then my locker got stuck just before the class were i couldnt be late again or id get a detention!! we had a real mini trail i had to plead my case to 2 classes and they talked to the Witnesses, and came to the conclusion i was QUILTY!! haha but i wasnt they just wanted me to get detention.lol but the teacher gave me a get out of jail free card. :^) i was lucky this time.lol but next time i wont be. nice talkin to you all.lol

as our tongues start to intertwine
all i could think is finally she is mine

my heart races at her every touch
my imagination gets to be to much

I waited so long for her to love me the same
my love for her i could never tame

the feel of her skin so tender and sweet
a prettier girl i couldn't possibly meet

I love when our bodies are close together
with her beside me, i could lay there forever

my skin burns under her fingertips
when i close my eyes all i can picture is her lips

she is everything i could have ever asked for
whenever i get a taste of her i always want more

she is my life, my love, and my bestfriend
and i plan to stay with her until the very end

That was my poem i hope u liked it =) tell me what you thought!lol

im a totally a loveable person!! i mean i can get along with just about anyone! i love to learn, i love to cook, i love to read, and i LOVE to cuddle up to the ppl i care about. we dont have to go anywhere as long as we are together.=) sadly i dont really have anyone right now but im still extremely happy! :) one of my main goals in life is to make sure everyone who is important to me is happy, i stay loyal to them and i will protect them at all costs.lol my friends and family are very important to me sometimes it is rocky with my parents but i always have my friends to fall back on =) i try not to take life for granted anymore.. i did for a long time and i dont like the person i was because of it.. my life is about new beginnings and friendship... if in the future something more comes out of a friendship ill gladly accept it. ( could even possibly be with someone on here) who knows anything is possible.lol All my exes i have remained friends and civil with. i did my best to make them happy and to just have fun, and enjoy life but, our goals were a tad bit different..lol we just didnt work out in the end. But every brake up helps me realize what im looking for in the next person=) as u can see im a silver lineing kind of girl. not saying i dont have my bad days because i do=) but come on who doesn't.lol thank you for reading and if u want ot know more just message me. i love you all bye!!

im so hyper!! its like 11;18 P/M WHERE I AM RIGHT NOW!lol and i love this site more and more everyday... i have met some pretty incredile people so far and they are so fun to talk to. and the best part is they understand me. omg it is the best feeling in the world to have somthing in common with ppl you dont even know! so far everyone i have talked to have been so nice it is amazing really. =) i couldnt be smiling any bigger right now! im so happy and havent been THIS happy in a long while. I LOVE YOU ALL YOU TOTALLY ROCK MY WORLD (to everyone who has written me back or anyone who may in the future!) If anyone thinks im interesting and u want to get to know me PLZ PLZ write i love getting messages(omg the power just went off and scared the crap out of me!! oh good its back on.lol) where was i ....oh yea when i see i have a message i get that feeling u get christmas night and you cant wait to open your presents!! priceless!!! ahhh i love it. so yea plz write.lol I love u guys. bye for now =)

My name is alyssa Obviously.lol i just found this site and omg i frigging love it!!!! I'm single right now i dont really have many options in this town. There is like only 3 or 4 real bi ppl and 2 lesbians, not including myself. the lesbians are dateing, and the bi's aren't really my type they are so so so imature, and have boyfriends. They aren't good looking really either sorry to say. i always fall for the straight girls for some reason. im totally lushing on this girl right now (lushing=love/crushing) its really complicating but god she drives me CRAZY in every sense of the word*giggles* ohh man.. good times good times. lol I also have a tiny crush on her identical twin sister,lol who is my best friend. but im trying to ignore it because i really like her sister alot not to mention it would be wierd we are BEST Friends, and she is straight.lol her sister supposedly is also. but im not so sure ;) anyone who wants to get to know me plz plz write me a message! I LOVE YOU ALL