sooo the past few weeks have been wow
I stopped talking to my friend dani for Erin. Two weeks after this Dani atemped to commit suicide. The suicide note she left her mom had my name in it. I didn't know what to do so i went into spokane the next day looking for her. When i was in Spokane on the 15th Erin called me and broke up with me because she thought i wanted to be with Dani. Even though i totally stopped talking to Dani for her and all this stuff. Dani called me on the 17th i believe. She told me she missed me and wanted to hang out with me so i said ya. We hung out on the 20th which was a tuesday! We hung out at odyssey with haylee wow it was fun! Haylee is my bestfriend by the way.! LOL !...Rite when i saw Dani i cried. All i could think about was the fact that she tried to drown herself. But after i got over this Dani and i kissed alot. We held eachother amazingly. She made me smile. I gave her the necklace i made for her.(hemp and the bead glows in the dark its amazing). Everything was perfect. After being at odyssey for a while Haylee Stephen Andrew Anthony Dani and i started walking to the plaza so me and haylee could catch our bus. Haylee had to shit. haha it was sooo funny so she went to inside the quality inn.! She came out and said the Quality inn will never be the same. hahaha ! Haylee was on the phone with meghan while me and Dani kissed alot. We lost track of time and ended up having to say bye. Me and haylee ran and ran and ran to the plaza but ended up missing our bus and had to call haylee's dad.! i gave him 3 dollars to come pick us up..HAHAHA While we were waiting this guy comes up to haylee and starts singing over the rainbow to her hahaha and gives her a candy. WOW it was soo funny! after he cought his bus a bunch of guys started talking to us and beat box it was pretty cool... they were good and stoned. lol ! haylees dad came and got us and our day was over!

Wow Wow Wow im going to start from Friday!!! =D Friday was so awesome i got ......... and kissed in a bathtub it was so awesome. 2 lesbians kissing in a bathtub wow. i wish i could have watched.!. like hayden. no fair.!. lol. it was really intence.! i fell so many times that day!. i think thats why my head hurt so bad at like 7 haha. then we got kicked out of denny's hahahhahah!!!!! we had a whipped cream fight!. i started it then just chilled and watched my girlfriend erin and hayden fight haha. wow it was so much fun!. Now lastnight!. i snuck out and ment to go hang out with Tony and Dusty but ended up bumping into two high people that i know. haha. it was really fun we just chilled.! Tony called me and came then i got really hyper. they all ran when a car came because they thought a cop was comming it was funny!. i just sat there!. haha. it was cold. i was spinning over and over again hahaha and freakin fell on my but really hard!! i have a bruse now!. that hurt so bad!. it was fun though!(people are texting me alot) Today..... today was so boring!. i didn't do anything at all!. i miss my girlfriend! love you so much erin your my everything!

ugh.... i have like 3 real friends rite now. i don't like it. i wish i had more!. ugh!. No one understands me. life is so confusing!. i do not like it. why can't it just be simple. but not too simple so it doesn't get boring... poop.... i love my girlfriend so much!. she is my BESTFRIEND she is really the only one that gets everything i say. i love her she means the world to me. i really don't know what i would do without her. i would feel like there was something missing in my life. she is my everything i was really really stupid for braking up with her the last time. im am so thankful she took me back. im just scared i don't want to fuck up again she is my bestfriend!!