I'm Not Sick But I'm Not Well. And I'm So Hot 'Cause I'm In Hell

PhoenixofVirtue — Sun, 30 Mar 2008 23:01:47 +0400

I talked to my best friend today. I told him that I felt like my parents were gonna find out pretty soon. And he said that if I ever needed a place to lay my head his house was always available. I can have the whole third floor, he said.

Last Dream Standing

PhoenixofVirtue — Sun, 30 Mar 2008 22:53:18 +0400

This time my entry's about Lass.

For the past few weeks I've been plagued by spontaneous dreams about Lass ever since our friendship entered its silent desert. This is the third time its had her and the second time its been ONLY her. And it seems like each dream connects to something I was going to confront her about in real-time.

Jungles of Truth

PhoenixofVirtue — Fri, 14 Mar 2008 23:14:15 +0300

Where has my life gone?

Ink on a Road

PhoenixofVirtue — Fri, 14 Mar 2008 01:02:25 +0300

I don't know about anyone else but I love writing longhand. In my room I have stacks of notebooks, napkins, loose paper, etc. full of snippets, observations, paragraphs, titles, plot-planning, everything.
And I love writing by hand because its a much wider window into emotion and then I transfer over.

This Land Is Your Land, This Land Is MY LAND

PhoenixofVirtue — Tue, 11 Mar 2008 04:14:16 +0300

I was watching this special about Whitney Houston on T.V. and she had gone to Israel with her husband, Bobby Brown, to partake in a ceremony honouring black Hebrews. Garbed in Israeli attire, she was getting ready to board the plane back to America and yelled, "I LOVE ISRAEL--IT'S MY LAND!"

Me: O_O *laughs fucking ass off*

A Call to Friendship

PhoenixofVirtue — Tue, 11 Mar 2008 04:08:37 +0300

I had a dream that I was friends with Mitch and Lass once again. We were sitting around Mitch's computer making jokes. Could it be an omen?

Skint

PhoenixofVirtue — Mon, 10 Mar 2008 03:26:40 +0300

I feel so skint.
It's like, I feel like I'm standing at the precipice of a great mountain screaming to the top of my lungs...and all around me are people who are in my life, not even paying attention or listening to my screams.

The Castle Is Falling With the King Inside

PhoenixofVirtue — Sat, 08 Mar 2008 06:36:39 +0300

I don't want my Oasis journal to be some emo podium. Haha. But, really, things happened with Mitch and Lass today that really set my skin afire. So Lass told me she was going to make my life miserable if I didn't take down that fucking LJ that I wrote.

The Future Freaks Me Out

PhoenixofVirtue — Fri, 07 Mar 2008 15:35:32 +0300