so im going to meet meghan.
im super duper extremely overly omg omg omg excited.
we are going to go to silver wood.
and... we are going to go on alot of rides.
and she's going to hold my hand.
and kiss me and all that omg super duper happy stuff.
lol, ((the super duper omg is getting old))
but...
im gunna do something very special.
and i'm extremely happy.
and excited.

so my birthday was the 28th.
i aged, big friggen deal lol.
but anyways,
my mother wanted to spend a day with me.
here's a little inside look on that.
i woke up at 11am.
took a shower.
got ready,
the makeup.
the hair.
i was all good.
lookin' good.
feelin' good.
great start.
first we ate at a place called 'the staggering ox'
which made me giggle a little.

so... one of my friends ran away. she left a suicide note saying that she was gunna drown herself. but she didnt she has been gone for like... a few days and... her brother saw her but she booked it. why does she insist on putting the stress on all of us?

i got mad.
you frusterated me.
i care about her,
i got steemed.
so,
i dont know if this is what you wanted but...
its what you got.
an apology.
take it or leave it.

you say she's your best friend and that the fact isnt going to change.you say that you're always going to be there for her. but, if thats so, then why do you neglect her when she needs you the most. is A really that much more important?

last night.
best night ever.
nuff said.

so uhm...
last night me and meghan were on the phone.
i feel like an ass...
cuz at the beggining of the convo i just blabbered on about absalutely nuthing and didnt take the time to notice she was crying,
i believe she was trying to hide it from me.
and, it worked, until she sniffled and let out a small sigh,
my heart skipped a beat and i was like

so uhm...
i havnt posted a blog in a long time,
its prolly cuz my mom didnt pay the bill and our internet got shut off!
yup, thats it.
so uhm....
i have made a descision over the past day or so and...
i only like one girl.
and im going to fight for her.
im not going to tell you her name but... i believe she knows who she is.
i cannot wait to see her.
it'll be amazing.
yup.

omg.
so yea, the lesbians that were makeing out in my bathtub are amazing.
we hung out till like.... 11:00 last night.
it was like... mind blowing-ly hillarious.
boy do lesbians have a sense of humor,
there were phrases used like "fatty dance"
and "aqua man"
omg.
we talked about ex's and "futures"
and we played "super lesbian" duh duh duh duh!
we got kicked out of a grocery store.

so my friends are sitting in my bathtub.
they are makeing out and grunting and omg.
erin is wearing cheetah boxers ((shes hot!))
and amber is rubbing her all over,
i swear im about to have an orgasm!
i walked in a minute ago and i swear there were some dancing fingers.
oh my ghaa!!!!
they are so hot!
i will post pictures of the two and of them kissing later!
byeeee!
-hayden.

ugh ugh ugh.
elle was supposed to be here at noon.
its 1:30 almost.
doesnt she realize i worry when she's late?
it doesnt bug me...
but...
driving from where she lives to where live...
it should only take about....
15 mins?
ugh...
not an hour and a half.
anyhoo.
while i sit here and worry i will try to find a different topic.
how about maggie,
shes found someone to ask out...

YAY! ^^
im done with my C&B prject!
yayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayay!
omg omg omg.
you all dont even know the extent of my happiness!
its worth 300 points and i have been stressing about it for like.... 3 weeks.
and its finally done!
thanks maggie!
she gave me the idea.
ugh.
elle wont pick up her phone.

so, today is my last day of suspension!
yay ^^
so uhm...
i have been going hemp crazy lately.
and... its paying off, my neck isnt as bare as usual.
so uhm...
i talked on the phone with the maggie last night and...
im beggining to like her more and more.
the subject that i liked her poped up.
on her part i'd say.
but whatev.
she knows.
i know ((durh))
we all know.

okay so...
i like a few people,
some more than others.
im not going to use full names but we'll just call them "M,ke,do,da,"
okay?
so...
m:the girl who lives to far away and i dont know if she likes me or not but she seems to be getting over her ex.

ugh ugh ugh!
it took forever to sign up for this thing!
i have been trying since like... 11:00 this morning!
but owell no reason to whine im on now!
yay ^^
so uhm...
my name is hayden and im here to blog.
durh.
i have always wanted to blog
but havnt gotten hooked on a site.
i got hooked on this site before i even got in!
lol, but yea,
im a lesbian and im single.