If that's all you will be...

clarice123 — Mon, 29 Jun 2009 23:25:37 +0400

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = diet coke with rum.
2. last phone call = the girlfriend
3. last text message = the girlfriend
4. last song you listened to = that "i know you want me, you know i want cha." song.
5. last time you cried = two days ago?
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = nope.
7. been cheated on = nope.
8. kissed someone & regretted it = yes.

the seaweed is always greener

clarice123 — Sun, 31 May 2009 22:43:54 +0400

happy day after prom!

prom was horrible. as in, way lame. my girlfriend hates dancing and so we just were chillin the whole time, talking to my friends. which wasn't so bad. but she was really uncomfortable and not having fun so that was a bummer. but! she did come. and that was kind of a big deal. so ya.

things are going really well. our two month aniversary was friday. we went mini-golfing. she beat me. twice. haha.

i'm a very love sick puppy.

I haz Girlfriend.

clarice123 — Tue, 31 Mar 2009 03:46:10 +0400

Remember my new crush? Well, now she's my new GIRLFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!
That sounds kind of weird still, but whatever. I'll get used to it.

1. What is more difficult: looking into someones eyes when telling how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they tell you how they feel?
When they're telling me.

2. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry?
Stupid drama bullshit.

3. You will die in three minutes. Last call?
Steffi.

4. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?

new CRUSH on the block!

clarice123 — Tue, 24 Feb 2009 05:24:47 +0300

guysguysguysguysguys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have a crush! a legitimate for real crush! like, butterflies!

SERIOUSLY! AND IT'S AMAZING! I FORGOT HOW WONDERFUL THIS IS!

YOU KNOW WHAT'S THE BEST PART!?!?!??????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHE LIKES GIRLS TOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!

holy crap! i'm so excited! we're just getting to know each other and everything is so perfect!!!

this is my first real crush since before steffi!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

(p.s. this is techie girl, from my play!)

chickita numbero uno, new.

clarice123 — Wed, 18 Feb 2009 04:08:05 +0300

i'm so so so so so excited. things with stop kiss girl are progressing! i can almost form coherent sentences in front of her! and i know it's stupid, but she wrote on my facebook wall and yayayayayay YAY!

valentine's day was. ugh.

i'm seriously plagued by my memories. every time i see her, i remember something different something else that makes everything make even less sense. but i guess that's life. nonsensical. (that's a word. because i say so)

fri(end)

clarice123 — Tue, 03 Feb 2009 06:19:37 +0300

You know what's strange?

When you've been really close to someone. And then you're not any more. So you avoid eye contact. Or any contact in general. Because it's just too hard.

It's weird.

Stop Kiss

clarice123 — Wed, 28 Jan 2009 05:14:54 +0300

Guess what! I'm in Stop Kiss! Woooooooooooooooooo! I'm Callie, for any of you that that means something to. I'm really excited and really nerveous because I haven't done any acting in like... 3 years... But it'll be so fun! PLUS. There is a really cute girl involved! She's not my costar, she's a techie. But she's amazing, and I don't really know her quite yet... but I really really want to...

Waiting

clarice123 — Fri, 09 Jan 2009 02:56:55 +0300

Waiting. Right now I am waiting. I am waiting for her to come around. Because I know what I feel and what I felt, and I'm not ready to give up what we had; even though she's not ready to see what's there.

I'm aiming to learn in the meantime though. About myself. About what I want out of my relationships.

OH CRAP! LITERALLY!

clarice123 — Wed, 07 Jan 2009 02:34:20 +0300

Okay, so today in Bio my friend, Sara, and I were talking about frequency of pooping. Because we have a mutual friend, A, who had to go to the doctor and get medicine because she only pooped once a week. So Sara says that she only poops twice a week... Is this normal? I do not think so. Therefore, poll. We asked our teacher and he said it depends on what you eat and stuff... but whatever.

How many times a week do you poo? See journal for explanation.

clarice123 — Wed, 07 Jan 2009 02:31:17 +0300

* Once a Day\n* Once Every Other Day\n* Twice a Week\n* Once a Week\n* Twice a Day\n

Marriage

clarice123 — Mon, 05 Jan 2009 03:40:19 +0300

Did you know that before the Civil War marriages between African Americans weren't recognized by the government?

It just makes you think.

Ramblings; of the most common and annoying variety

clarice123 — Sun, 04 Jan 2009 07:06:48 +0300

Not being friends with her is hard.
Not taking care of her is harder.
The hardest part, however, is convincing myself that this is for the best.

How can I feel this so completely, to the point where I can feel my heart wrenching every time I'm around her, and have her feel nothing in return?

Why is she so depressed now?
Why did she stare at my body like a piece of meat New Year's Eve?

If you Insist...

clarice123 — Sat, 03 Jan 2009 22:52:48 +0300

JANUARY 2008
1.Who kissed you on new years?
My then best friends, Steffi and Steph.

2.Did you have a new year's resolution for 2008?
To put everything I possibly could into making her mine. Which, I think I did.

3.Does it snow where you live?
Not often.

4.Do you like hot chocolate?
Mmm.

5.Have you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop?

A plague of Surveys is upon us.

clarice123 — Sat, 03 Jan 2009 00:42:35 +0300

1. What would you take from your house if you knew it would be flooded tomorrow?
I think a day is sufficient time to move all of my family's valuables out of our house and onto dry land.

2. If you could erase anything you ever said to anyone, what would it be?
I don't think I would. So far, things in my life are turning out pretty well, despite the regrettable words I've spoken. Without those words, who knows how different my life could be now?

3. Your stuck in a room for an hour with a chalk board, what do you draw on it?
Stars and rainbows and infinity and beyond. And a princess.

4. The theme song for your life is called?
'Faith' by George Michael

Milk

clarice123 — Wed, 31 Dec 2008 18:40:11 +0300

Milk was beyond amazing. You should all go see it. Seriously.